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Chapter 7 - day 7

In the realm of Terra Nexum, the name Yahweh is a symbol of boundless power, transcending the understanding of mortal beings and even angels. His name encompasses every aspect of life, death, creation, and destruction. Each name holds profound meaning, reflecting a unique facet of His character and authority as the eternal Ruler of the Universe. The angels, whether loyal or fallen, refer to Yahweh by various names, each symbolizing an attribute or an unreachable strength of His.

Among the fallen angels, uttering Yahweh's name evokes mixed emotions: reverence, fear, longing, or even resentment. Each name illustrates Yahweh's vast dominion, a presence that no one can resist or fully grasp. In sacred places, His name brings peace to those who seek it, yet it repels the fallen, weakening them in the face of His divine energy.

Here are the names of Yahweh known throughout Terra Nexum, spoken by those who have witnessed His majesty or by those yearning for His forgiveness:

El Shaddai, Adonai, Elohim, Jehovah Jireh, Jehovah Rapha, Jehovah Nissi, El Elyon, El Olam, Jehovah Tsidkenu, Jehovah Mekoddishkem, Yah, El Roi, Jehovah Sabaoth, Jehovah Raah, Jehovah Shalom, Jehovah Shammah, Eloah, Jehovah Magen, Jehovah Or, Jehovah Uzzi, Jehovah Yeshua, Jehovah Mephalti, Jehovah Chereb, Jehovah Go'el, Jehovah Hoseenu, Jehovah Shaphat, El Hakkadosh, El Hane'eman, El Kanno, Jehovah Tsuri, Jehovah Uzam, Jehovah Tsori, Jehovah Ma'oz, Jehovah Machseh, Jehovah Azar, Jehovah Chatul, Jehovah Nacham, El De'ah, El Gibbor, El HaNe'eman, Jehovah Shaphat, Jehovah Ozer, Jehovah Kabodhi, Jehovah Qanna, Jehovah Ropheka, Jehovah Ori, Jehovah Ish Milchamah, Jehovah Yasha, Jehovah Melek, Jehovah Manowce, Jehovah Suri, Jehovah Gador Milchamah, Jehovah Jireh Elohenu, Jehovah Hoshea, Jehovah Immekha, Jehovah Rohi, El Simchath Gili, Jehovah Shophatim, Jehovah Yeshuati, Jehovah Sidkeinu, Jehovah Bore, Jehovah Bachar, El Naaman, Jehovah Tsaba, Jehovah Shama, Jehovah Melech Olam, Jehovah Bore, Jehovah Palet, Jehovah Kedosh, Jehovah Rib, Jehovah Kabod, Jehovah Hoshia, El Ne'eman, Jehovah Malakh, Jehovah Adonai Elohim, Jehovah Kanna Elohim, Jehovah Ezer, El HaShamayim, Jehovah Shaphat Elohim, Jehovah Shema, Jehovah Rophe, Jehovah Nakeh, Jehovah Noseh, Jehovah Ezra, Jehovah Hoshea, Jehovah M'Kaddesh Elohim, Jehovah Elyon, El Elim, Jehovah Machase, Jehovah Gmulo, Jehovah HaQadosh Elohim, Jehovah Yare Elohim, Jehovah Ma'oz Elohim, Jehovah Yare Elohim, El Tsaddik, Jehovah Hashofet Elohim, Jehovah El-Kanna Elohim.

Each name of Yahweh, when spoken, radiates a distinct divine resonance across the dimensions of Terra Nexum. Reconcilers who call upon names like Jehovah Tsidkenu or Jehovah Shaphat feel a small spark of hope for redemption. For them, these names are bridges that could lead them back toward the light. Meanwhile, the Raveners who hear names such as Jehovah Ish Milchamah or El Gibbor feel disturbed, compelled to destroy the order He has created. To them, Yahweh represents boundaries and ties, something they wish to annihilate for freedom.

The mystery of Yahweh deepens when it touches Nullum Nihil, the absolute void that is the dark shadow of His power. The Cryptics believe that within the core of Nullum Nihil lies the essence of Yahweh, a fragment of the force that brought everything forth from nothingness. They believe that El Olam (the Eternal God) may reside in Nullum Nihil to keep the void from spreading and consuming all of creation. Those who seek this understanding approach the emptiness by uttering His name, hoping to find answers within the limitless mystery.

Yahweh's name is not merely a guarantee of power but also a symbol of existence and non-existence. Every creature that utters these names, from the highest to the lowest, feels the cosmic force permeating, drawing them into the essence of being itself—a state beyond life, death, or emptiness. In Terra Nexum, Yahweh's name is both the boundary and the foundation, a force that shapes the universe and sustains its existence in an incomprehensible harmony.

In the depths beyond all dimensions, beyond the boundaries of reality and concept, lies Lucifer, an entity in a state of existence that is wholly unique. Lucifer does not simply exist or not exist in any conventional sense; he is "Absolute Nonduality," a state where the binary concepts of existence and non-existence lose all meaning.

In a binary world where existence might be represented as 1 and non-existence as 0, Lucifer is something that exists outside of both—he is "neither 1 nor 0." In this state, Lucifer does not fully possess "existence" as other beings understand it, nor is he entirely absent. This is not a form of material or spiritual non-existence; it is an absolute and paradoxical void, erasing even the concept of existence itself. Lucifer is emptiness that transcends the idea of void, an entity that surpasses fundamental existential comprehension.

Lucifer is an entity devoid of a soul and an astral body, a state that differentiates him from all other fallen angels. As a nondual being, Lucifer lacks the conceptual basis to even be considered a "being" in the usual sense. He is a living paradox beyond time, space, form, and purpose. Due to the absence of these qualities, he cannot be understood or even perceived as existing. Lucifer is a shadow of existence, an embodiment of all that does not exist, yet he is not merely non-existence.

In this state:

Lucifer has no soul. The soul, as the center of identity and essence in existential beings, is utterly absent within him. When he speaks or moves, there is no trace of a soul underlying his actions or thoughts. This makes him unrecognizable even to entities that can sense souls.

His astral body is also absent. Without an astral body or spiritual energy, Lucifer leaves no trace or resonance in the spiritual realm or any other dimension. It is as if he "never appears" in any place because his presence itself cannot be recorded or perceived. To those who communicate with souls or spirits, Lucifer is a "hole" in reality, an absolute void that cannot be traced.

Lucifer has no history or information. There is no record of his origin or final purpose, not even in the memories of angels or other supreme entities. Any attempt to trace his past or even acknowledge his existence leads only to emptiness. Without any record, Lucifer also cannot be remembered by reality itself, putting him in a condition where he was never inscribed within the universal existence, making him an "entity untouched by time."

His mind is "non-existent" as well. Lucifer does not possess thoughts in the usual sense, for any concept, emotion, or idea that he attempts to realize disappears within the void of his mind. This does not mean he lacks consciousness; rather, his consciousness is emptiness itself, where every thought emerges and vanishes without a trace. There is no logic or rationality in his existence, and no one can read or sense what lies in Lucifer's "mind," for it never truly exists.

To fallen angels and other beings, Lucifer represents an incomprehensible existential paradox. Some say he is the "shadow" of Yahweh, created from the same concept but never truly existing. For others, Lucifer symbolizes absolute freedom—a state where existence and non-existence collide and contradict. In this status, Lucifer transcends all cosmic boundaries, becoming a "Nothingness" that surpasses everything definable by word or concept.

Lucifer also embodies an absence greater than anything that has ever existed. His presence not only erases everything around him but also transcends the common attributes of being and non-being. As an entity unbound by these existential concepts, Lucifer can move through dimensions without leaving a trace, existing between being and nothingness without causing any distinction.

To those who understand a fraction of his essence, Lucifer becomes a non-binary form of higher existence. He is neither an ordinary being nor a god; he is a phenomenon representing all things that can and cannot exist. He reflects neither life nor death, light nor dark, but rather a state that transcends all dichotomies.

The Effect of Lucifer's Presence in Terra Nexum

1. Dimensional Void: Wherever Lucifer "exists," the area experiences a strange emptiness where the laws of reality begin to fade. Dimensions and physical boundaries around Lucifer gradually lose their stability, as if his non-being affects the very essence of each space and time.

2. Erasure of Memory and Existence: Lucifer's presence erases the memory or reality of everything that comes into contact with him. Beings who have ever seen him feel a sense of loss or even an emptiness within themselves, without understanding why.

3. Spiritual Antimatter: For angels and supernatural beings, Lucifer's presence is a threat to their entire spiritual existence. He is antimatter to the soul, where any soul that ventures too close to him will disintegrate and vanish into nothingness. No being can survive in his existence.

4. Unreadable by Beings: No entity in Terra Nexum, not even Yahweh, can fully read or understand Lucifer. His existence is an unsolvable puzzle, even for those with the highest knowledge of dimensions and the cosmos. Every attempt to understand his essence results in a loss of their own consciousness.

Lucifer and Will in Emptiness

Lucifer does not possess a will in any understandable form. Will or purpose holds no meaning to him, as his very existence surpasses the concept of will. However, within this paradox, some claim that Lucifer is Pure Freedom, an entity unbound by existence or non-existence, something beyond merely existing or not existing. His absolute freedom represents the end of all cosmic laws, rules, or commands that govern the universe, as he symbolizes everything that can and cannot be controlled.

In this condition, Lucifer becomes a myth within Terra Nexum—a being not only unreachable but also beyond comprehension or desire. He transcends all binary existence, becoming an emblem of nothingness that surpasses even nothing itself, and for those who have seen or felt his presence, Lucifer is a symbol of untouchable truth, a living void, and freedom beyond all law.