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Chapter 4 - Red Flags & Roses

The next few weeks unfolded like a whirlwind romance, the kind that people wrote about in novels and movies. Emily found herself swept up in Damian's world, where every moment seemed to pulse with excitement, intensity, and the promise of something more. Every day, there were messages waiting for her when she woke up—little notes from Damian that made her heart skip a beat.

Damian: Good morning, beautiful. Thinking about you already.

Damian: Can't wait to see you tonight.

The connection between them was undeniable, and Emily couldn't remember the last time she'd felt this alive. Damian seemed to know exactly how to keep her guessing, how to make her feel cherished and desired. It was exhilarating and addictive—being with him was like a high she couldn't get enough of. She found herself eagerly awaiting the next text, the next dinner date, the next touch of his hand.

But alongside the thrilling rush, there was an undercurrent that she couldn't quite shake. Damian's attention, while intoxicating, sometimes felt like too much—too fast, too intense. His compliments, though sweet, often seemed to carry a weight that was hard to define, as though they weren't just about admiration but about possession.

After their third date, Damian surprised her with a bouquet of roses—deep red and velvety, their petals soft against her fingertips.

"For you," he said, handing them to her with that same intense gaze. "To remind you that you're mine."

Emily blinked, taken aback for a second. Mine? The word echoed in her head, and while part of her melted at the romantic gesture, another part of her felt a flicker of discomfort. It was early—too early for words like that, wasn't it?

But when she looked into Damian's eyes, his sincerity made her doubt her own hesitation. She smiled, pushing aside the fleeting unease, and kissed him on the cheek. "They're beautiful. Thank you."

That night, as Emily arranged the roses in a vase, she thought about Damian's words again: You're mine. She told herself it was just a turn of phrase, that it was sweet in its own way. After all, wasn't it nice to be wanted so completely by someone? To be loved so intensely?

But as the days passed, those words began to take on a different meaning.

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It started with little things. Damian would text her constantly throughout the day, asking her what she was doing, where she was going, and who she was with. At first, Emily didn't mind. She figured he was just being attentive, showing that he cared. She liked the attention—it made her feel special, like she was always on his mind.

But soon, the questions became more frequent. More probing.

Damian: What are you doing after work?

Emily: Just grabbing coffee with Sarah.

Damian: I thought we were spending time together tonight.

Emily: We are! It's just coffee. I'll see you after.

The next time Emily met up with Sarah, Damian called her three times in the span of an hour. When she didn't answer right away, her phone buzzed with messages.

Damian: Where are you?

Damian: Why aren't you picking up?

Damian: Is everything okay?

She showed the messages to Sarah, who frowned as she read them. "That's a lot," she said, her tone cautious. "He seems… a little intense."

Emily sighed, suddenly feeling defensive. "He just cares, that's all. He worries about me."

"Yeah, but it's coffee, Em. You're not disappearing for hours. Why is he blowing up your phone like this?"

Emily bit her lip. "I don't know. Maybe he's just not used to this… I mean, he told me his last girlfriend cheated on him, so maybe he's still working through trust issues."

Sarah raised an eyebrow. "Did he tell you that, or did you assume it?"

Emily shrugged, feeling the uncomfortable weight of Sarah's scrutiny. "He mentioned it once. I think he's just trying to make sure I'm okay. He's sweet like that."

But even as she said the words, something gnawed at her. Was she making excuses for him? Damian's behavior wasn't exactly "sweet," was it? No one else had ever acted this way—not even the more possessive guys she'd dated in the past.

Sarah watched her closely. "Just be careful, okay? Don't let him control you. It's still early, but if it's like this now…"

"I know," Emily said, cutting her off before the conversation could go any further. She didn't want to think about it, didn't want to acknowledge that Damian's behavior might be more than just overprotective.

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The next night, Damian came over to her apartment for dinner. He arrived with another bouquet—this time, white lilies, their fragrance filling the room. Emily couldn't help but smile, grateful for the small gesture despite the lingering unease in her chest.

"Why don't you let me help?" Damian offered as she began chopping vegetables for their meal.

"I've got it," Emily replied, smiling. "It's just a simple salad."

But Damian didn't take the hint. He stepped behind her, wrapping his arms around her waist, and took the knife from her hand. "Let me take care of it," he murmured into her ear, his voice low and commanding.

For a moment, Emily felt her body relax into his touch, enjoying the warmth of his presence. But then, the control he exerted—the way he had taken the knife without asking, the way he hovered over her—felt stifling.

She gently pulled away. "It's okay. I actually like doing it."

Damian's expression shifted, his smile tightening. "I just want to help."

"I know," Emily said, trying to keep her tone light. "But I've got it, really."

For a beat, he said nothing. Then, with a shrug that seemed more forced than casual, he stepped back. "If you insist."

The tension in the air was palpable, but Emily pushed it aside, telling herself she was overthinking things. Damian was trying to be helpful—wasn't that a good thing? She had to stop being so paranoid. He cared about her, that was all.

As they ate dinner, Damian's mood seemed to improve, and the evening slipped back into an easy rhythm. They laughed, shared stories, and talked about their plans for the weekend. Damian wanted to take her on a weekend getaway—a surprise trip to a cabin in the mountains. The idea thrilled Emily, though a small voice in the back of her mind reminded her of Sarah's warning.

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It wasn't until later, when they were sitting on the couch after dinner, that Damian's controlling behavior surfaced again. As Emily scrolled through her phone, a notification from one of her male coworkers popped up—a harmless message about an upcoming project. Damian, who had been resting his arm on the back of the couch, glanced over at the screen and stiffened.

"Who's that?" he asked, his voice tight.

Emily glanced at him, surprised by the sudden shift in his tone. "Oh, that's just Derek from work. We're working on a project together."

"Derek?" Damian repeated, his eyes narrowing. "Do you talk to him often?"

Emily frowned. "I mean, we talk when we have to for work. It's nothing personal."

Damian didn't respond right away. Instead, he leaned back, his expression darkening. "I don't like it."

"What do you mean?" Emily asked, her stomach tightening.

"I don't like you texting other guys, especially not at night."

Emily blinked, taken aback. "Damian, it's just work. It's not like I'm—"

"It doesn't matter," he interrupted, his voice hardening. "I don't want you talking to him."

Emily stared at him, her heart racing. This was the first time he had been so blunt about his jealousy, and it caught her completely off guard. She could feel the tension rising in her chest, but she didn't know how to respond.

"Damian, you can't control who I talk to at work," she said, her voice shaking slightly. "This is my job."

Damian's jaw clenched, and for a moment, Emily wondered if he was going to say something hurtful. But then, just as quickly as his anger had flared, it dissipated. His expression softened, and he reached for her hand.

"I'm sorry," he said quietly. "I just… I care about you so much, Emily. I don't want anyone else getting between us. I know I can be possessive sometimes, but it's only because I'm scared of losing you."

His words, so full of vulnerability, tugged at her heart. She wanted to believe him, wanted to believe that his jealousy was just a symptom of how deeply he cared for her. But a part of her knew that this wasn't normal. This wasn't healthy.

Still, she squeezed his hand and forced a smile. "I understand. But you don't have to worry about Derek. It's just work, okay?"

Damian nodded, though the shadow in his eyes didn't fully disappear. "Okay. I trust you."

But as Emily leaned into his embrace, she couldn't shake the feeling that something was wrong—that Damian's love, as intoxicating as it was, came with a price she wasn't sure she was willing to pay.

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