I almost lost control when I heard her scream. I get easily worried when it comes to her. I've always looked after her in the dark, I've admired her since we were little...I always made sure she was comfortable but never approached her in a friendly way.....not something I'm so proud of. I'm now 23 and she's finally of legal age. I've always wanted to tell her how much she means to me but when it comes to her, I loose control of everything, I find it difficult to even pull myself together.
"What happened!? What are you even doing here at this time?", I heard her mother question her. I left her side on impulse, I didn't want to get in trouble with her dad because her dad was always firm and cautious when she was around guys. My parents agreed for us to stay over at their house because my sister told my mom about my interest in Janessa. Mom was over excited because Janessa's well-trained,pretty,smart and we've known ourselves since birth. Within the blink of an eye I felt a pair of eyes meet mine through my window. We stared at eachbother for what seemed like a decade until she entered the house with her brother.
The next morning, breakfast was lively and Janessa looked stunning in her flower-patterned dress and messy bun. We had no idea Aunt Aisha had the day planned out for us. "Here's the program outline for the day", she said,as she handed everyone a copy. "Mom,you can be very dramatic sometimes", she said, rolling her pretty eyes. I unconsciously smiled and met her gaze, she turned away and....smiled.
The day went on and on and finally came to an end. Aunt asked us all to go freshen up and meet together again for dinner. I recall my sister taking my phone so I headed towards their room, I knocked on the door and was surprised to see Janessa. "Is Beryl there?", I asked. "She's in the shower, do you need anything please?", she asked.....so formal. "You don't have to be so formal with me", I blurted out unconsciously. She looked surprised. "She has my phone", I continued. "A minute, lemme get it for you", she said with a cute accent at the end. Her outfit made me smile, she wore matching pajamas but the bottom was short revealing her fair thighs.....everything she did made me smile. She came back with the phone and my sister came out of the bathroom. "Here you go", she said with a tiny smile. "Goodnight", I said, directly looking in her eyes. "Goodnight", she replied and smiled again, I returned her smile and left for my room. I took a shower and hopped on the bed smiling like an idiot.