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Chapter 18 - I’m Proud of You

Key Story (3) - Chapter 2

The morning begins with a gentle, melodic symphony of birdsong drifting through the open window. Soft beams of sunlight filter into Raxian's room, casting warm golden lines across the floor and slowly creeping up over his bed. The light is gentle yet persistent, brightening the room with a soft glow that feels almost surreal in its calmness. Outside, the early birds fill the world with their cheerful chorus, as if welcoming the start of something new.

Raxian stirs under the covers, his body heavy with the remnants of sleep. For a few moments, he simply lies there, eyes half-closed as he listens to the rhythm of the birdsong. It's a rare sound that seems to echo through the quiet, creating a kind of harmony that feels distant from the noise and tension he's grown used to. The world outside feels alive, yet perfectly still.

He shifts, rolling onto his side and blinking against the soft light. Slowly, he sits up, rubbing his eyes as he takes in the gentle glow filling his room. There's something comforting about the way the light falls today, as if the day itself is encouraging him forward. He runs a hand through his hair, and that's when the memory of last night's decision hits him—the bold change he'd made, one that goes beyond a simple style choice.

Pushing himself out of bed, Raxian steps over to the mirror, his curiosity tempered by a flicker of uncertainty. Standing in front of his reflection, he finally takes in the sight. The golden streak woven through his hair is striking, standing out against his usual dark color with an intensity he hadn't expected. It's not like the subtle highlights he's always had—this is different. It's bold, unmissable, and undeniably intentional.

The golden-blonde streak catches the morning sunlight, almost glowing as it reflects the warmth of the day's first light. He reaches up, fingers brushing through the dyed strands, feeling the texture of his hair and the weight of his choice. This color, this brightness—it's more than just a look. It's a part of him now, a symbol of something he's willing to carry.

As he studies his reflection, he feels a connection to Sable, a reminder of the strength she's shown in her own journey. It's strange, but in a way, he feels closer to her. The streak in his hair is a silent promise, a visible reminder that he's here, that he's committed to standing by her side. This change, this color, it's his way of sharing in her resilience, of carrying a part of her journey with him.

In the soft morning light, the golden streak shines, almost as if it holds a life of its own, a small piece of the brightness that Sable has brought into his life. It makes him feel grounded, connected, and strangely at peace. This decision wasn't about making a statement to the world; it was a choice for himself, a quiet symbol of his loyalty and a vow to be someone she can rely on.

The birds continue their song, filling the room with a gentle, persistent melody. Raxian breathes in deeply, letting the fresh morning air settle over him as he stands in this moment of stillness. He feels a renewed sense of purpose, a reminder that he's not alone in this journey—that she's a part of him, just as he's a part of her.

He takes one last look in the mirror, feeling a quiet satisfaction at the reflection staring back. The streak of golden-blonde shines brightly, and for the first time in a while, he feels ready to face the day.

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The morning sunlight spilled softly through the windows as Raxian descended the stairs, already dressed in his school uniform. His mother was on the couch in the living room, a cup of tea on the side table as she skimmed through the latest newsletter, her brows relaxed, immersed in the calm routine of the early hour.

"Morning, Mom," he greeted as he passed by, heading toward the kitchen.

She looked up, her face brightening. "Good morning, sweetheart. You're looking sharp."

He rolled his eyes playfully. "Yeah, yeah, just the usual uniform." He set about making himself a quick breakfast, popping a couple of slices of bread into the toaster and grabbing a glass for juice. The air was filled with the quiet sounds of the toaster humming and the pages of the newsletter flipping.

As he spread a bit of butter on his toast, he hesitated, then glanced over his shoulder at her. "Hey, uh, I haven't seen Dad around much lately. Work keeping him busy?"

His mom's expression softened, but there was a subtle shift—something almost guarded. She folded the newsletter carefully, setting it down beside her, and gave him a gentle smile. "Yes, it has. You know how it is… he's always been dedicated to his work."

Raxian nodded, chewing on a corner of his toast thoughtfully. He wasn't the prying type, but he'd always wondered what his dad's job actually entailed. It wasn't like they talked much about it. Still, his curiosity gnawed at him, and he figured he might ask, even if it felt a little out of place.

"What exactly does he… do, anyway?" he ventured, a bit hesitant, testing the waters.

His mother's gaze lingered on him, her smile unwavering yet somehow distant. She seemed to weigh her words carefully, as if balancing between honesty and the desire to keep things simple, uncomplicated. "Oh, you know… he manages a lot of important things. Always busy making sure everything runs smoothly."

Just as Raxian was about to press a little further, his phone buzzed on the counter, pulling his attention. He picked it up to see a message from one of his friends, confirming their plans for after school.

He smirked to himself, glad the plans were still on, and then his thoughts wandered to Sable. He wondered if she'd be interested in joining them. Sure, it might be a lot for her, but maybe she'd enjoy getting out and meeting his friends. She'd been slowly reintroducing herself to social situations, and maybe this could be another step forward.

"Everything alright?" his mom's voice broke through his thoughts, watching him curiously as he stared at his phone.

"Yeah, yeah. Just making plans with the guys after school. I was thinking… maybe I'll ask Sable if she wants to come, too. It might be good for her, y'know?"

His mom's face softened, her eyes warm with understanding. "That's thoughtful of you, Rax. She's lucky to have you looking out for her."

He shrugged, feeling a bit bashful under her gaze, and took another bite of his toast. "Yeah, well… just trying to help."

She gave him an encouraging nod, but her gaze lingered a moment longer than usual, thoughtful, almost studying him. "You've been spending quite a bit of time with her lately, haven't you?"

Raxian looked up, caught slightly off guard. "Uh, yeah, I guess so. Just making sure she's doing okay."

His mom smiled gently, folding her hands on the table. "I'm glad you're there for her, Rax. But… it's not just checking up on her, is it?"

He paused, her question catching him off balance. He hadn't really thought about how it might look from the outside. He was there for Sable because he wanted to be—because he couldn't stand the thought of her going through everything alone. But to his mom, maybe it seemed… different.

His fingers fidgeted with the strap of his bag, avoiding her gaze. "She's just… been through a lot, that's all. It's… complicated."

His mom's smile didn't waver, but her eyes held a hint of something deeper, almost curious. "I know you care about her, honey. It's just that… well, you seem really close. Closer than I think I realized."

Raxian's cheeks flushed slightly. "Mom… it's not like that," he said, his voice just a bit defensive. "We're just… friends. She's been through stuff that… that no one should have to deal with alone."

His mom studied him for a moment, clearly sensing that there was more beneath the surface, but she didn't press. Instead, she reached over and gently patted his hand. "Alright, alright. I just wanted to understand. But… if you ever want to talk about it, you know I'm here."

Raxian nodded, grateful for the way she eased off, though he could still feel the question hanging in the air. He finished the last bite of his toast, gathering his bag. "Thanks, Mom. I… I'll see you after school, okay?"

"Have a good day, sweetheart," she called, her voice light, but he caught the slight edge of worry as he turned toward the door. It was a worry he recognized, one that said she'd be thinking about this conversation long after he left.

He shot her a quick smile over his shoulder, but as he stepped outside, he couldn't quite shake the weight of her words. How close had he and Sable really grown? And did it matter how it looked to anyone else? These were questions he wasn't quite ready to answer, not yet. For now, he'd focus on the day ahead, letting the cool morning air brush the lingering thoughts away as he made his way to school.

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Raxian waited on the sidewalk, his hands shoved into his pockets, glancing around as he awaited Sable's response. His phone buzzed—a quick message from her letting him know she was on her way down. He took a steadying breath, trying to push away the slight nervousness that fluttered in his chest. When he'd dyed his hair, it had felt like the right choice, almost instinctive. But now, standing here, he couldn't help but feel a bit self-conscious, wondering how she'd react.

When the front door of the apartment building swung open, he looked up, catching sight of her. As their eyes met, he saw the slight surprise in her gaze, her eyes lingering on his hair. She tilted her head, a faint, curious smile tugging at the corners of her lips as she approached him.

"Is that… new?" she asked, her voice soft, though he could tell she already knew the answer. Her gaze held a mixture of surprise and something else—something warm.

Raxian rubbed the back of his neck, a bashful grin breaking through. "Yeah, thought I'd, uh… try something different," he mumbled, his eyes flicking to the side. "Figured maybe… we'd match a little."

Sable's smile grew, a quiet understanding passing between them. She didn't need to say anything more. With a gentle nod, she reached out, taking his hand, her fingers interlacing with his in a familiar, comforting gesture. Her touch was steady, grounding, and Raxian felt his earlier embarrassment fade into something more genuine, a quiet sense of connection that needed no further explanation.

They began walking, the morning sunlight casting a soft glow over the street as they moved side by side, their steps falling in sync. There was a peacefulness in the silence between them, a quiet acknowledgment of the unspoken bond they shared, each step forward a reassurance that, together, they could face whatever lay ahead.

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As they walked toward the usual meeting spot, Raxian felt the familiar anticipation settle in, wondering if Fayne had noticed the small changes in herself, just as he had. A few steps ahead, Fayne emerged from around the corner, her gaze catching sight of them before she fell into sync alongside. This time, she didn't walk ahead or hang back—she simply matched their stride, her presence blending seamlessly with theirs.

Raxian's eyes caught the subtle glint of the charm around her neck and the slightly cleaner, sharper line of her bangs, likely the result of new clippers. It was all subtle, but he could sense the quiet strength in her small changes, something unspoken that hinted at the growth they'd both undergone. Fayne glanced over at him, a slight, knowing smile crossing her face as she acknowledged his glance—no need for words, just that shared understanding.

In that moment, with Sable walking between him and Fayne, Raxian felt a rare calm settle in—a sense of balance, of things finally aligning as they were meant to be.

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As they continued walking, Raxian felt the warmth of Sable's hand in his, a gentle reminder of the unspoken bond they shared. Fayne walked on her other side, her presence steady and grounding. For so long, Fayne had been the one pushing Sable forward, nudging her with a quiet strength that kept her going. But now, there was no need for a push—or even for Fayne to stand ahead. They moved in perfect stride, with Sable walking confidently between them, her posture speaking of newfound strength.

Raxian glanced over at Fayne, catching a subtle shift in her expression. She looked calm, her focus on the path ahead, yet there was a softness in her demeanor, as if she recognized this quiet moment for the milestone it was. The slight glint of the charm he'd given her caught his eye—a quiet acknowledgment of everything they'd been through. It was unspoken, but he felt it: Fayne had become a grounding presence, someone who didn't need to be in the lead but was always there when needed.

And then there was Sable, her hand securely in his. She no longer needed that extra nudge or the constant reassurance. She walked beside them as an equal, steady and present. Yet, his hand in hers was a silent promise, one that conveyed everything he couldn't put into words—I'm here, and I'm not letting go.

The three of them continued in a shared silence, a calm steadiness settling over them. In this simple act of walking side by side, they were more than just friends; they were a steady support for each other, a balance of strengths and vulnerabilities, each contributing to the whole. Raxian knew, in this moment, that they were exactly where they were meant to be—together, and moving forward.

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As he watched Sable walk down the hallway, disappearing around the corner, Raxian felt the pull to follow her, to stay close just in case she needed him. But he stopped himself, reminded of how far she had come—how much stronger and more resilient she was now. He trusted her; she didn't need him shadowing her every step anymore. And yet, as he turned to head in the opposite direction, a quiet ache lingered. If it were up to him, he'd stay by her side always. She'd become the most important part of his life, anchoring him in ways he hadn't realized he needed.

His mind wandered back to when he'd first been drawn to her, back before he'd even known who she was. AkarisLite—the mysterious, relentless gamer who had pushed him to new heights. He remembered how he'd hovered on the edge of realization, his instincts telling him it was Sable behind the screen, yet he hadn't wanted to confirm it. The thrill of the game, the challenge she presented, had been intoxicating.

But now, it felt like a different life. It had been ages since he'd even thought about League, let alone played. His once all-consuming ambition to go pro, to be a name in the esports scene, seemed to drift further away each day. He'd poured so much into that dream, and yet now... it felt empty, like an echo of someone he barely recognized. Even the Ekko posters on his wall, once so motivating, felt like relics of a time he could barely relate to anymore.

The irony wasn't lost on him—he'd spent so long chasing after something he thought he wanted, only to find that the real prize was standing right in front of him, her hand in his, guiding him toward a different kind of future. The person he'd become since meeting her was worlds apart from the person who used to obsess over ranks and strategies.

And yet, letting go of that side of himself was strange. He wondered if he was losing a part of his identity, or if he was simply outgrowing it.

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Raxian waited just outside Sable's classroom, shifting slightly as he glanced down the hallway. The bell had just rung, and soon, students would be streaming out, filling the halls with their usual chatter. He tugged at the strap of his backpack, glancing down at his phone as a brief distraction. It was only a matter of moments before he saw her stepping out of the classroom, her gaze flicking through the crowd until she found him.

He moved toward her, his expression softening as he reached for her hand. "Hey," he murmured, keeping his voice low enough that no one else could hear. "You sure you're up for this?"

Her gaze met his, steady and thoughtful. She took a breath, and though she didn't respond immediately, she gave his hand a small squeeze, nodding in quiet reassurance. There was a trace of uncertainty in her eyes, but she didn't waver.

"Alright," he replied, giving her a gentle smile. "We'll take it easy. And if you ever feel like it's too much, just let me know, okay?"

She nodded once more, and as they began walking down the hall together, he noticed how her steps matched his, steady and assured. It was like she was trying to convince herself as much as she was reassuring him. The two of them made their way out of the school, hand in hand, until they reached the meeting spot outside.

The others were already waiting there: Leah and Mira chatting animatedly as they sipped from their drinks, and Fayne leaning casually against a nearby wall. As soon as she spotted them, Fayne gave a small wave, her gaze softening when she saw Sable with Raxian.

"Hey, look who's here!" Leah called out, grinning as they approached. "Wasn't sure if you'd join us, Sable."

Sable offered a small smile, glancing up at Raxian before giving Leah a nod. Mira stepped forward, holding out a drink she'd grabbed for Sable, and Sable accepted it with a quiet "thanks," her fingers brushing lightly against Mira's in a gesture of gratitude.

They stood around for a bit, sipping their drinks and chatting while they waited for Ryan, who attended a different school and would be meeting them nearby. Raxian stayed close to Sable, his presence steady, though he made sure not to hover. Fayne, always perceptive, kept the conversation light, guiding it in directions that didn't require Sable to say much if she didn't want to.

After a few minutes, Ryan arrived, waving as he jogged over, slightly out of breath. "Sorry, guys! Had to sprint to make it on time," he panted, grinning as he joined the group. His gaze settled on Sable, and he gave her a quick nod. "Good to see you out, Sable."

She managed a small smile in return, her posture relaxing as she sipped her drink. With everyone gathered, they finally set off, heading toward the aquarium, which was just a few blocks away. The sky was clear, the early afternoon sun casting a warm glow over the streets as they walked.

As they made their way, Raxian felt that familiar calm settle in—one he hadn't realized he'd missed. With his friends around him, the laughter, the easy conversation, and Sable by his side, everything felt... right. He stole a glance at her, and though she was quieter than usual, he could see her soaking in the atmosphere, her gaze flitting from one friend to the next, a quiet appreciation in her eyes.

When they finally arrived at the aquarium, they were greeted by the soft blue glow of the tanks and the gentle hum of the water filters. The world outside seemed to fade away, replaced by the mesmerizing dance of colorful fish and the graceful glide of sea creatures through the glass.

"This place is so calming," Mira murmured, pressing her hand against one of the larger tanks as a school of vibrant fish swam past. Fayne nodded in agreement, her expression thoughtful as she watched a jellyfish drift by, its movements slow and hypnotic.

They wandered through the exhibits, each drawn to different tanks and displays, splitting off into small groups and coming back together as they moved from one room to the next. Raxian stayed close to Sable, watching her expressions change as they moved through the darkened halls filled with soft blue light. She seemed... peaceful, almost entranced by the gentle movements of the sea creatures.

After a while, Fayne walked up next to them, nudging Raxian with a grin. "You know, Rax, I think the clownfish is totally your spirit animal."

He laughed, rolling his eyes. "Really? Clownfish? Thanks a lot."

Sable stifled a small laugh, glancing between the two of them, her shoulders finally relaxing as she allowed herself to enjoy the moment. Raxian caught the spark of amusement in her eyes, and his heart lifted—seeing her like this, calm and even a little playful, reminded him of how far she'd come.

As they wandered through the exhibits, stopping now and then to marvel at the marine life, Raxian felt a quiet contentment settle over him. It wasn't about what they were doing, or even where they were. It was about being there together, sharing this simple, peaceful experience.

When they reached the deep-sea exhibit, the lights dimmed even further, and they all stood in awe as the strange, bioluminescent creatures floated past. It felt like they had entered another world, far removed from their own.

Sable leaned a little closer to him, her hand still resting in his, and he gave her fingers a gentle squeeze. It was a reminder, both to her and to himself, that he was there—and he always would be.

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The day actually felt lighter than usual—a rare sense of relief had settled over Raxian as they left their friends behind. He'd been watching Sable instinctively, keeping an eye on her to make sure she was really alright. He thought their outing might have been too much, that she might need a break or a quiet place to breathe. But she seemed... fine, maybe even a little more at ease than he'd anticipated.

When she caught him glancing at her, as if searching for any hint of discomfort, she didn't say anything. Instead, she just tightened her grip on his hand and leaned her head gently against his shoulder as they walked. Raxian felt his breath hitch at the gesture, a warmth spreading through him as she settled against him. He hadn't expected that, hadn't thought she'd feel so comfortable in this moment.

A few steps later, she shifted, wrapping her arms around his and holding on a bit more tightly. For a second, he thought she might be feeling unsteady, maybe even exhausted from the afternoon. But when he looked at her, he saw only a soft, contented expression on her face. Her eyes were calm, and there was a hint of a smile tugging at the corners of her lips as she kept her head resting close to him.

The sight melted away any remaining worries he had, leaving him with only a quiet happiness. He allowed himself to relax, letting the afternoon breeze carry away his earlier anxieties. With Sable at his side, peaceful and steady, he felt like they had found a small pocket of calm together.

As they walked, the familiar surroundings blurred around them, and he realized it didn't matter where they were headed, just that they were here, side by side.

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Sable eventually led him to the nearby park, her steps slowing as they approached a large, familiar oak tree. Raxian's heart stirred with recognition, a memory surfacing from one and a half years ago—the first time he'd seen her here. She had been seated beneath that very tree, lost in a book, radiating a calm he'd needed more than he'd realized. Back then, he was caught up in his own storm of thoughts, a bitter argument with Fayne replaying in his mind, and somehow, just seeing her had brought him a strange sense of clarity.

Sable quietly sank onto the grass under the oak tree and looked up, motioning for him to sit beside her. Raxian felt a pang of surprise; he'd thought he was the only one who remembered this place for what it had been, a turning point he hadn't known he needed.

He settled down next to her, glancing at her face, searching for a sign. She sat in silence for a moment, eyes lingering on the leaves above, lost in thought. Then, in a soft, almost hesitant voice, she murmured, "This is... where we first met, right?"

His heart skipped, a quiet thrill rushing through him. So, she had remembered it too. He'd always assumed that moment was something personal, something only he had carried forward. But now, hearing her acknowledge it, he felt the weight of it deepen, like a shared secret.

"Yeah," he replied, his voice softer than usual, as if speaking too loudly might break the moment. "Right here."

Sable nodded, letting the silence settle again, but the air between them felt warm, filled with something unspoken yet understood. She didn't have to say much—her presence alone spoke volumes, and somehow, it was enough.

As Sable sat quietly under the oak tree, Raxian couldn't help but feel that she was tracing back to something within herself. The way she looked around, eyes lingering on the familiar branches and the dappled sunlight filtering through the leaves—it was as though she was trying to reconnect with the person she'd been back then. He watched her, sensing the subtle shift in her demeanor, the introspective way her gaze softened.

It struck him that this moment, for her, might be about more than just revisiting a memory. She was remembering a time when she had stood firmly on her own, independent and self-sufficient, navigating the world without relying on anyone. But as he looked at her now, leaning gently against his shoulder, her fingers resting in his hand, he realized that her sense of self had transformed.

Sable wasn't the same person who sat here reading alone a year and a half ago. Her independence, once so defining, had grown quieter. In its place, she had found something deeper, something grounding—his presence beside her. Raxian felt a warmth, knowing that their bond had become something she could rely on. He saw the strength in her, not in solitude this time, but in trust, in the way she allowed him to share her quiet moments, in how she no longer had to carry the weight of everything on her own.

For Sable, he realized, his presence wasn't just a comfort. It was a reminder that she didn't have to return to that solitude to be strong. They could share these moments, and maybe that made her even stronger than she'd been back then. The silence between them felt like an agreement, a mutual understanding that words couldn't quite capture.

As they sat beneath the old oak, a stillness wrapped around them, as if the world had softened to hold this quiet moment just for them. Raxian felt a calm settle over him, a kind of peace he rarely experienced. For once, there was no rush, no goal, no lingering worries—just the warmth of her beside him, and in that moment, he knew there was nowhere else he'd rather be.

He glanced over at her, catching the subtle way her expression softened as she turned toward him. She met his gaze, and he could see the reflection of his own feelings mirrored back at him, unspoken yet unmistakably clear. In her eyes, he saw the same contentment, the same unhurried sense of presence, as if she, too, felt the weight of everything else fade away.

Without a word, they leaned toward each other, foreheads resting together in a gentle, shared breath. It was enough to feel the warmth of her skin, the steady rhythm of her closeness, grounding him even more deeply in the moment. Then, as if moved by a quiet understanding, they leaned in, their lips meeting in a soft, tender kiss.

It wasn't a kiss of urgency or passion but one filled with reassurance and connection, as if they were sealing this moment, affirming their bond without a single word. And as they pulled away, their foreheads still touching, a gentle smile played on Raxian's lips, his heart brimming with an emotion he couldn't quite name but didn't need to. This was enough. She was enough. And in her presence, everything felt right.

In the hush of that shared moment, Raxian felt the words rise to his lips, unbidden yet certain. With his forehead still resting against hers, he whispered softly, "I'm proud of you."

The words came from somewhere deep within him, carrying all the meaning he had stored away, all the quiet admiration he held for her. Proud of her resilience, of the strength it took to sit here with him—outside, unguarded, at peace. To him, her presence was a testament to how far she had come, to the quiet power she was reclaiming every day.

In his presence, he knew she felt safe, but he also saw the way she was slowly returning to her own strength, rebuilding her independence piece by piece. Watching her in this moment, without the weight of her worries, he felt an immense pride swelling in his chest, mixed with the tender resolve to always be there, to support her however she needed.

She didn't need to respond, and he hadn't expected her to. The quiet whisper between them held all the reassurance she needed, settling into the air around them, shared but unspoken. She simply closed her eyes and leaned into him, her hand finding his, squeezing softly as if to say, I know. And thank you.