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Chapter 16 - Chapter 16: Alone in the Abyss

Wan's eyes snapped open, his breath catching as he found himself in darkness so complete, it felt like he was drowning. The air was thick and stifling, a smothering weight that pressed down on his chest. He could feel the cold stone beneath his hands, rough and jagged, as though he were kneeling on the floor of some ancient cavern.

"Sofia?" he called out, his voice thin and swallowed by the void. But the silence that followed was deafening, hollow and unyielding.

He rose slowly, feeling an overwhelming sense of dread settle over him, heavier than anything he had felt before. The Architect was here; he could feel its presence, a malignant force lurking in the shadows, watching him with an intensity that made his skin crawl. Every instinct told him to run, but the darkness was impenetrable, stretching out endlessly in every direction.

"Come on, Sofia," he whispered, his voice trembling. "Where are you?"

But there was no response, only the oppressive silence pressing in, reminding him just how alone he was.

She's gone.

The thought slithered into his mind, unbidden, and he shook his head, clinging to the faint hope that she would appear, as she always did, guiding him through the nightmare's worst corners. But each step forward only heightened his unease, and as he ventured deeper into the dark, a sickening realization dawned on him: this time, he was truly alone.

And then he heard it—the Architect's voice, low and mocking, slipping through the shadows like a snake.

"Looking for someone, Wan?"

He froze, his pulse quickening. The Architect's voice held a cruel amusement, a tone that dripped with satisfaction, as if it had been waiting for this moment, savoring his fear.

"Sofia?" he called out again, his voice louder, tinged with desperation. He had to find her. Without her, the nightmare was an endless maze, a pit with no escape.

"Oh, poor Wan," the Architect sneered, the voice circling him, echoing from every direction. "Do you think she'll always be there to save you?"

Wan clenched his fists, forcing himself to keep moving forward. "She's not just… she's not just some trick of yours," he said, his voice shaking. "She's real. She's helped me survive you."

The Architect laughed, a low, mocking sound that reverberated through the darkness. "Real? You think anything in this place is real? Face it, Wan—you've clung to her like a lifeline because you're weak. Pathetic."

Wan took a shaky breath, trying to steady himself, to block out the Architect's words. But the silence that followed felt thick with unspoken truths, each one a weight pressing down on him, forcing him to question everything he'd held onto. He glanced around, searching for any sign of Sofia, but there was nothing—only darkness, stretching out infinitely.

He pushed forward, hoping against hope that she would appear, that her calm voice would cut through the Architect's sneering taunts. But with each step, the landscape began to shift, the darkness twisting and coiling, forming shapes that were both grotesque and hauntingly familiar.

A dull, red glow appeared on the horizon, flickering like fire, and Wan's heart sank. He didn't want to go toward it, but there was no other path, no other light in the void.

As he approached, the flickering glow revealed a twisted scene—a school hallway, warped and cracked, with lockers standing at impossible angles, their doors hanging open, revealing nothing but blackened emptiness inside. Shadows moved at the edge of his vision, figures watching him from the corners, their forms shifting and blurring, like reflections in dark water.

"Stop," he whispered, backing away, but the figures moved closer, their faces twisted and blurred, flickering with expressions of malice. Wan could see Daniel's sneer, his classmates' disdain, their voices overlapping in a rising cacophony of jeers and laughter.

"Freak." "Pathetic." "Where's your imaginary friend now?"

Their voices drilled into him, each word a dagger twisting deeper, fraying his last shreds of control. He pressed his hands to his ears, trying to block it out, but the voices only grew louder, echoing in his mind, drowning out any other thought.

And then, through the haze, came the Architect's voice, low and cutting. "She isn't coming, Wan. You're alone. She was never real, just a figment of your broken mind—a desperate illusion to help you pretend you're strong."

"No," Wan whispered, his hands still pressed against his ears, as if he could shut out the Architect's voice, the taunting laughter. "You're lying."

The Architect's laughter swelled, filling the air, wrapping around him like a suffocating fog. "Am I? Think, Wan—has she ever saved you? Has she ever actually stopped me? Or has she just been a comforting whisper, something to make you feel less afraid?"

He clenched his jaw, his mind racing, searching for memories, moments where Sofia had helped him, guided him. But the Architect's words gnawed at him, twisting each memory until it was nothing more than a hollow echo, a reflection of his own fear.

Maybe she was never real. Maybe she was just another trick, another way to keep him trapped, to make him feel safe when he was anything but.

The thought sank its claws into him, and his resolve began to crumble. He took a step back, his breathing shallow, his heart pounding in his chest. The figures were closing in now, their faces twisted with cruel satisfaction, eyes glinting with malice.

"Accept it, Wan," the Architect murmured, its voice soft and deadly. "You're alone. You'll always be alone. No one is coming to save you."

The words washed over him like ice, and for a moment, he felt himself slipping, his mind fracturing under the weight of the Architect's voice, the mocking faces, the empty, echoing silence where Sofia's voice should have been.

But then, a faint flicker of memory surfaced—a sliver of warmth, a fleeting moment from before the nightmares began. He remembered his mother's laughter, the feel of the swing beneath him, the sunlight filtering through the trees. His anchor.

He closed his eyes, clinging to the memory, letting it fill him, steady him. It wasn't much, but it was real. It was his.

"No," he whispered, his voice barely a breath, but defiant. "I'm not alone. I have… I have my own strength. My own mind."

The Architect's laughter faltered, just for a moment, and he felt a surge of something—hope, maybe, or just the stubborn will to resist.

But then the voices swelled again, drowning out his thoughts, his anchor slipping through his grasp like sand.

"Freak." "Nothing." "Forever alone."

The figures closed in, their hands reaching out, cold and unyielding, their faces twisting into monstrous grins. Wan stumbled back, the memory of his mother's laughter slipping away, lost in the chaos, leaving him alone in the darkness.

The Architect's voice returned, low and mocking, filled with triumph.

"You can try to run, Wan. You can try to hold onto your illusions. But I am everywhere. I am everything. And you…" The Architect's voice dropped to a whisper, dark and taunting, "you are nothing."

The figures lunged, and the last shreds of his hope crumbled as he fell back into the darkness, alone, consumed by the Architect's nightmare.