Mom...Mom...Mommmmmm.....Suno na,Mene soch liya hu me apni life me kya karuga.
Batao,kya karoge?
Mom,Jab me naa...jab me na 50 saal ka ho jaunga naa...tab me....
[That smile on his face and the excitement of his,showing that he came with some charmfull ideas]
[His mom was also excited to know what he want to do]
[She never seen this smile on his face]
That calm boy,who never change that serious look on his face is now smiling with charm.
"Smile can hide pain easily,
not every face who got a
Charm is happy,Smiling is
The best way to hide your
Pain,stress and sadness."
"With love, acceptance is most
important thing,which we have to
learn.if you love someone then get
ready to accept everything comes
with that thing,we call....LOVER."
Mom,jab me 50 saal ka ho jaunga.....tab me ye sari duniya ko chorh duga.or phir mere pass karne ko kuch nhi hoga.Tab me Shanti se nature ke sath apni life khatam karna chahunga.Vaha pe sirf me akela,sirf or sirf me.Or jab meri life khatam hone vali hogi naa
tab me–
[His mom slapped him]
That face which was excited to listen.Is now, covered with anger.She slapped him so hard that she was also able to feel that pain.
"Kab kis time kya bola jata hai tujhe ye pata nahi.Faltu ki bakwas kyu karta hai.....Jaa apne room me jake padh."She yelled at him.
"Mom,if I will die.Don't tell her about that.I'll try thay you also don't get to know about my death.But if it happens,just tell that.....I love her,I love you and her.You both are everything for me."It was his last time when he expressed his love.
[32 years later]
There is a birthday party goin on.Everyone looking so happy and joyful.whose party?
That 18 year old boy who got slapped for his did.
"Is everything okay?",He asked Her
"Tell me one thing...",She was looking so strange
She pulled him and grabbing his hands tightly.
"It's not a birthday party party..... it's a farewell,Am I right?"
"None of your business"he said it rudely.
She took a long breath.he was showing his back to avoid her.
"Take it as a warning,If you will leave–"
"Don't worry, it's my last time,my love–enjoy the party, Anyways....Good bye, Love you."and he left.
She was standing there like a stone, quite and freezed.
[Is this all?Story khatam.....Naah.Abhi to start hui hai story.Par ye story batayega kon?Me to nhi,me to khud Janna chahta hu.]
"Tum khud usse dur nahi jana chahte ho,to khudko force kyu kar rahe ho."Someone was standing there.He is his old friend.
"Tu jaan ke kya karega","umm....ho sakta to teti help karuga.....or aise bhi tu janta hai,I can do anything."His confidence was superior.
"Stay away,I don't want to recall that thing"He was sad.
"Sun dost, Itne saal se tujhe aaj dekh raha hu.Us din ke baad tu gayab hi ho gaya,Jab tune mujhe bulaya tab hi me janta tha ki kuch to hua hai,bas vahi solve karna chahta hu to please bata."It was first time that he was begging for something.
"Hey bro,please don't, I'll tell you everything."He agreed.
[32 years ago]
Well bhaat kuch aisi hai,us time me around 18 ka tha.April me hi birthday tha mera.Damn.....kya bol rha hu me.Whatever.....
So tab me 18 ka tha or us time you know him log pure din insta,groups,games etc. Me rehte the pure din.To usi time ki baat hai ye.
To me aise hi randomly groups me baat krte rehta tha.So uske se ek group yha-Kitkat naam ka vaha pe mujhe mera ek jaan pehchan ka ladka add kiya tha.
Sab kuch normally chal raha tha.Group pe add hone ke kuch din pehle Mera breakup hua tha.Isliye me jisse bhi milta tha sabse baat kar leta tha.Aise hi ek din ek ladki group pe aati hai.Mujhe yaad hai jab vo pehli baar aayi thi tab usne apna pic bheja tha tha.
Mene uska pic dekha....I was like,itni sundar ladki.Starting me to me bas usse dekhta hi raha.Then mene khudko sambhala or bola ki nahi bas vapis nahi.phir mene usse baat kiya normally.Me usse mostly avoid hi krta tha.Then she came up with her sec acc.Usne ek pic send Kiya tha group pe,It was shocking.She was holding someone's hand.I don't know why I'm feeling jealous at that time.
On the next day,The same thing happened,She sent a pic with someone...The pic was titled "Sunset and him"It was surely showing love.
After sometimes members were shipping them and suddenly....
[It was heartbreaking for me.]
She sent a pic saying "Yeah,maybe in future possible."And from thay day I've stopped reacting and texting her and whenever she comes on the group.I just get off from there.
At this time, I've realised that I like her or much more than that.
After somedays,They were shipping them again...but that was the biggest turning point.She said,"We are not in a relationship and It can be never possible."
"Jyada khush mat ho, usne sirf ye bola hai ki vo relationship me nahi hai.Baki vo dono sath me hi rehte,or kya pata nahi to koi or ho iska boyfriend.Jo bhi ho....She can never be yours."I was talking to myself.
One day,She sent a pic on group...It was the thing I love in her most....her cute, little little hands.I don't know what happened to me... I've called her... "CHOTA HATH".
That two words,"chota hath" was the actual key of our friendship.
From that day I was teasing by calling lil hands to her.Everytime I call her by that name she was like " shut up".
One day we were having normal talks and suddenly she sent her hand pic.As usual I called her Lil hand,but, today,She said "shurttttt up" not "shut up".
And now it's time when I've blushed,My reply was "shirt up" and she was like,"Pants down."
"Okay,okay, I'm not blushing,I'm not blushing.... damnn.....I'm blushingggggg."
She deleted that.But,one of our friend,she read that.Now I was feeling shy.
Like that she yet another time said,"Shurt up" and I was like "shirt up" she wait thay want to say that but how? I've told her to say that in my inbox.
Now, I've done that intentionally so I can talk to her in private.
Because of that we both got to come close to each other.
One day she said that she likes someone.I asked who is it?She didn't tell me.So I asked her indirectly like....Where he from , online or offline....
When she said online and avoid to tell about where he from.... I got it that she likes me.
I was so glad,happy.....but,the thing was that she got trust issues.She was scared that our friendship might get ruined.
I've made her to trust me and one day she confessed me.I was soooooooooo happyyyyyyyy.
But still she wasn't ready for relationship.She's a crybaby.
I've promised her to always stay with her whatever happens.She was happy and after that we had late night chats and all.One day she said, " I love you."
Yes,she did
"I LOVE YOU TOO,MY LILY...."
A random person met me.She was so charming,humble,crazy and loving.She has such an amazing aura.Energetic girl.When she shows her love.I was just like, "I'm the luckiest person who got such an angel with me." This girl is something else. I've never thought that someone can make me this much happy.This girl, whenever she calls me Anshiiiii,It feels like heaven to me.Her cute cute tiny Lil hands.I love you them.Her hairs,I want to play with them.Her cute smile makes my ever pain....Her smile is cure of everything.Her voice is just like a sweet marshmallow.And her gujrati got me always.
Whenever sh calls me,
MARO ANSHUDA
MARO KANUDA
Damn...This feeling.....I love it.
I'm in lov with her.....her everything....
But
That night,
when I was sleeping.She deactivated her account.She gave me her number.I've texted her.She was like,
Listen Anshi.....
I want to go with my ex.So...
Cuz I love him most.
I was so happy.....that she finnally got a right person.
But.....
I love her.....No matter what happens.
I love you.....My cute
lil hands.
So this all...you can understand.
"Tell me one thing Ansh." He asked
"Will you ever love someone except her if you find better."
"Better?She is best." Ansh said,
"I'll better die."
"Your wish... Granted,My friend."
Something was tearing Ansh's heart.
It was sharp.....
Does that mean...
Ansh is....