I had a new anger...
And one night I was waiting for friends outside a shop. And this handsome dark haired boy came walking past and greeted me. He was also one of my friends, friends and we chatted till they came. He told me it wasn't save to stand there alone. He asked my number and we shared numbers the next night he called me to join him for a cold drink somewhere at first I said no he was so cute the chances of being single was zero. 3 weeks passed and I saw him again in town and he gave me a hug and started kissing me there an then he asked me out.
I couldn't resist he was so cute. But one big player. We dated for 4 months he took me places inside and outside of my room. At that point I didn't care about purity. It's already gone.
One day he told me he have to go to an different town but I can't go with he had a job to do there so we said our goodbyes and he left. Meanwhile I was planning to surprise him at his job.
Wow did I get a big surprise his job was at a bar with a blond girl on his lap and super drunk.
First I wanted to leave without saying a word, but changed my mind I went over to him an told him nice job. Does she also f@ck for free or do you have to pay her?
I was sad but still after all these years I couldn't cry about a man.
We went back home. 1 week past and he came to me and wanted to try again very sorry so I said one more change nothing more....
The next weekend I met Antony...