**** A cold morning, beautiful birds singing and the wind blowing the curtains, the ray of the sun shining across the curtains and the smell of a new beginning. It was my first time in New York haven't had a beautiful sleep in a long time the past few weeks has been stressful packing and selling some of my things to meet up with some payments. Loosing mum was a trauma it felt like all was gone and I had nothing left. Dad decided that we move to New York in his father's old house I was angry and grumpy because I haven't been to New York before and every day of my life,friends and memories of my mum was here in Cape Town. My dad hasn't been present all my life just my mum he showed up one morning after six months of burying my mum and asked I moved to New York. I was fine staying with my mum's younger sister I told him and worked away running inside the room and closing the door behind. Mum and dad was divorced and decided I stay with mum after the divorce was done. He promised to send monthly allowance and see me through school. Dad was paying the bills until after a year and stopped paying when we saw on the news that he was getting married to one miss Lewis silver the daughter to the chairman of auto silvers o e of the biggest technology company in New York. I was broken then mum was just promoted to been a head teacher. She took it upon herself to pay the bills and make me comfortable. Mimi open the doors aunt Catherine said. please I just want to talk. I walked up to the door and open the door Mimi am sorry I should have told you. Told me what I asked am out of jobs and can't afford to pay the bills for two I didn't know what to do I had to call your dad. Oh am sorry Aunt I said to aunt Catherine I could go out there and work do some per time job to support you please don't let me go with him. No baby I don't want you going from one job to the other. I don't want you roaming the street like those kids I just want you to live comfortably your dad has the whole money to take good care of you please just go with him. I cried and hugged aunty Catherine cause I really didn't want to go with my dad. Can I go tomorrow I want to stay with you a little while sure baby aunty Catherine hold me to her chest. I cried all night looking out my window and texting my friends Alice and Diana. It was as if the night should never come to an end."()" A cold morning, beautiful birds singing and the wind blowing the curtains, the ray of the sun shining across the curtains and the smell of a new beginning. It was my first time in New York haven't had a beautiful sleep in a long time the past few weeks has been stressful packing and selling some of my things to meet up with some payments. Loosing mum was a trauma it felt like all was gone and I had nothing left. Dad decided that we move to New York in his father's old house I was angry and grumpy because I haven't been to New York before and every day of my life,friends and memories of my mum was here in Cape Town. My dad hasn't been present all my life just my mum he showed up one morning after six months of burying my mum and asked I moved to New York. I was fine staying with my mum's younger sister I told him and worked away running inside the room and closing the door behind. Mum and dad was divorced and decided I stay with mum after the divorce was done. He promised to send monthly allowance and see me through school. Dad was paying the bills until after a year and stopped paying when we saw on the news that he was getting married to one miss Lewis silver the daughter to the chairman of auto silvers o e of the biggest technology company in New York. I was broken then mum was just promoted to been a head teacher. She took it upon herself to pay the bills and make me comfortable. Mimi open the doors aunt Catherine said. please I just want to talk. I walked up to the door and open the door Mimi am sorry I should have told you. Told me what I asked am out of jobs and can't afford to pay the bills for two I didn't know what to do I had to call your dad. Oh am sorry Aunt I said to aunt Catherine I could go out there and work do some per time job to support you please don't let me go with him. No baby I don't want you going from one job to the other. I don't want you roaming the street like those kids I just want you to live comfortably your dad has the whole money to take good care of you please just go with him. I cried and hugged aunty Catherine cause I really didn't want to go with my dad. Can I go tomorrow I want to stay with you a little while sure baby aunty Catherine hold me to her chest. I cried all night looking out my window and texting my friends Alice and Diana. It was as if the night should never come to an end."()" A cold morning, beautiful birds singing and the wind blowing the curtains, the ray of the sun shining across the curtains and the smell of a new beginning. It was my first time in New York haven't had a beautiful sleep in a long time the past few weeks has been stressful packing and selling some of my things to meet up with some payments. Loosing mum was a trauma it felt like all was gone and I had nothing left. Dad decided that we move to New York in his father's old house I was angry and grumpy because I haven't been to New York before and every day of my life,friends and memories of my mum was here in Cape Town. My dad hasn't been present all my life just my mum he showed up one morning after six months of burying my mum and asked I moved to New York. I was fine staying with my mum's younger sister I told him and worked away running inside the room and closing the door behind. Mum and dad was divorced and decided I stay with mum after the divorce was done. He promised to send monthly allowance and see me through school. Dad was paying the bills until after a year and stopped paying when we saw on the news that he was getting married to one miss Lewis silver the daughter to the chairman of auto silvers o e of the biggest technology company in New York. I was broken then mum was just promoted to been a head teacher. She took it upon herself to pay the bills and make me comfortable. Mimi open the doors aunt Catherine said. please I just want to talk. I walked up to the door and open the door Mimi am sorry I should have told you. Told me what I asked am out of jobs and can't afford to pay the bills for two I didn't know what to do I had to call your dad. Oh am sorry Aunt I said to aunt Catherine I could go out there and work do some per time job to support you please don't let me go with him. No baby I don't want you going from one job to the other. I don't want you roaming the street like those kids I just want you to live comfortably your dad has the whole money to take good care of you please just go with him. I cried and hugged aunty Catherine cause I really didn't want to go with my dad. Can I go tomorrow I want to stay with you a little while sure baby aunty Catherine hold me to her chest. I cried all night looking out my window and texting my friends Alice and Diana. It was as if the night should never come to an end.