Feelings inside me

The night of the promotion party of Kang Chae-Yi:

The sound of clinking glasses filled the air as everyone celebrated. Chae-Yi was beaming with happiness as she had just been promoted from assistant software engineer to chief software engineer. After the party, she headed home, lost in her thoughts. "I always believed that moving away from that country would help me heal, but the pain still lingers. My regrets are endless. If only I could turn back time and make things right. I wish it were possible," she thought to herself, tears welling up in her eyes. "And my first love... I don't even know where he is. I was so foolish. I don't even have his number or know where he is now. And the most stupid thing is that i don't even know his name."

Arriving home she quickly went in for a quick bath. While the water was pouring she thought to herself, "I need to console myself every time I get scared. I need to find out why I am scared. There is about 20% chance to meet them. I know that the world is round. So, I might run into them." After finishing the shower she entered her dressing room to get changed into her nightwear. the luxuriously painted walls gave off a cozy vibe. As she was brushing her hands over the beautiful nightgowns she reminded herself, "Isn't this the thing that you wanted?" Changing into her gown she got out of the dressing room walking towards her king-sized bed. She threw herself on the bed. As soon as she got on the bed her phone rang. It was her bestie Chay Hyun-Ok. She has been with her since high school. she texted her saying, "Hey sis, are you free tomorrow? Wanna hang out? I booked a table at your favorite restaurant. The reservation is at 5 pm." While reading her texts a slight happiness was visible on Chae-Yi's face. She was excited to hang out with her one and only bestie. 

The next day:

Chae-Yi was so happy today that she woke up pretty early. She changed into her best outfit and went out to pick up Hyun-Ok. They went for shopping. Then they went to that restaurant. Both of them were calmly waiting for their meal when a group of boys came and sat at the table next to them. One of the guys made a disgusting noise by calling out Chae-Yi's name. Chae-Yi immediately recognized him by his voice. He was her bully Cho Dak-hoo. Of course, how can she forget him? He took the glass of wine on his hand and started to approach her table. He leaned down to Chae-Yi's ear and whispered, "Can you give me the same service that you gave him in the past." The smirk on his face expressed what he meant. He called his friends saying, "Hey guys, look who is it? It's Chae-Yi." A rage came inside her. She was so furious that she could kill him. But she could not do that. Seeing the other customers' faces she understood, that everyone was looking at her with a feeling of disgust. She got scared. She stormed off the restaurant. Hyun-Ok followed her out. Chae-Yi ran towards her home. She locked herself up in her dressing room. Hyun-Ok still followed her in. She sat outside the door. Hyun-Ok didn't knock, she thought to give her some space. On the other hand, Chae-Yi sat beside the mirror. She had a feeling inside her that she couldn't understand. A mix of rage, anger and confusion built up in her that came out as tears. She saw herself in the mirror and asked herself, "Why?" Suddenly the power went out. Everything was dark inside. At that very moment, she felt like something was pulling her inside the mirror. Chae-Yi screamed out of terror, but it seemed like no one could hear her. She thought to herself, "Is this the end?"