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Chapter 47 - A Burden Shared

The church grounds were bustling with activity, but for Sister Clara, the day felt heavy. She moved mechanically through her tasks, her mind clouded by the events of the previous night. Sister Agnes, ever perceptive, noticed Clara's silence during the midday prayers and decided to speak with her.

As the bell tolled for lunch, Agnes found Clara in the small garden behind the church, sitting on the edge of the fountain with her hands clasped tightly in her lap.

"Clara," Agnes called softly, approaching her. "I've been watching you all morning. You've been distant. Is everything alright?"

Clara tensed at the question but didn't answer immediately. Agnes sat beside her, her expression gentle but firm.

"Talk to me, Clara," Agnes urged. "Whatever it is, you don't have to face it alone."

Tears welled in Clara's eyes, and she shook her head. "I… I can't," she whispered.

"You can," Agnes replied, placing a comforting hand on her shoulder. "You're safe with me."

For a long moment, Clara remained silent, her hands trembling as she wrung them together. Finally, in a broken voice, she said, "Last night… something happened. Something terrible."

Agnes's brow furrowed, her concern deepening. "What happened?"

Clara hesitated, then the words came tumbling out. "Richard… he came into the kitchen while I was cleaning. He was drunk. At first, I thought he just wanted to talk, but then…" Her voice broke, and she covered her face with her hands.

Agnes's expression darkened, and her hand tightened on Clara's shoulder. "What did he do, Clara?"

Clara sobbed, the memory too raw to recount in detail. "He grabbed me… he wouldn't stop. I told him no, but he didn't listen. I tried to fight him off, but… I couldn't."

Agnes's jaw clenched, anger flashing in her eyes, but she quickly masked it with calm determination. "Clara, listen to me. This was not your fault. Do you understand? You did nothing wrong."

Clara shook her head vehemently. "But I feel so… so ashamed. Like I should have done more to stop him."

"No," Agnes said firmly, taking Clara's hands in her own. "What he did was a violation of your trust and your dignity. You are not to blame for his actions."

Clara's tears continued to flow, and she whispered, "What do I do now, Sister? How can I face him again? How can I stay here?"

Agnes sighed, her own emotions threatening to overwhelm her. "Clara, I wish I could promise you immediate justice, but the situation is complicated. This project is critical for the children we want to help. If we raise this issue now, it could jeopardize everything we've worked for."

Clara looked at her in disbelief. "So, I'm supposed to just… stay silent? Pretend like nothing happened?"

"No," Agnes said gently. "I'm asking you to be patient. To trust that we will find a way to address this without endangering the school. But for now, I want you to take care of yourself. If you need time to heal, take it."

Clara wiped her tears, her voice trembling. "How can I heal when he's still here, walking around like nothing happened?"

Agnes took a deep breath. "I'll handle Richard. He will not harm you again, I promise. But I want you to take a step back for a few days. Rest, pray, and focus on regaining your strength."

Clara nodded reluctantly, though her heart was still heavy. "I don't know if I can ever feel safe here again."

Agnes squeezed her hands. "One step at a time, Clara. God sees your pain, and He will guide you through this."

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Later that afternoon, Agnes approached Father Anthony in his office, her resolve firm.

"Father," she said, her voice low. "We need to talk about Richard."

Anthony looked up from his desk, his expression curious. "What about him?"

Agnes hesitated, weighing her words carefully. "There was… an incident last night. He behaved inappropriately toward Sister Clara."

Father Anthony's face darkened. "Inappropriately? What do you mean?"

Agnes took a deep breath. "He assaulted her in the kitchen. She's devastated, Father. I've told her to take a few days to rest, but we cannot ignore this."

Anthony leaned back in his chair, his expression grim. "This is serious, Agnes. If word gets out, it could damage the church's reputation and the school project."

"I understand that," Agnes said, her tone firm. "But we cannot let Clara suffer in silence. We need to address this."

Anthony nodded slowly. "I'll speak to Richard. If he admits to what he's done, we'll take appropriate action. In the meantime, ensure Clara is supported in every way possible."

"Thank you, Father," Agnes said, relief washing over her.

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That evening, Agnes found Clara in her room, packing a small bag.

"I've arranged for you to take a few days off," Agnes said gently. "Go somewhere quiet, somewhere you can find peace."

Clara looked at her, gratitude and sorrow in her eyes. "Thank you, Sister. I don't know what I'd do without you."

Agnes smiled softly. "You're stronger than you think, Clara. And you're not alone in this. Remember that."

As Clara left the church grounds the next morning, she felt a flicker of hope amid the darkness. While the pain of her experience still lingered, she knew she had allies in Agnes and Father Anthony. And with time, perhaps she could begin to heal.

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