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Chapter 28 - Do you hate me?

"Ouch! Who the fuck is walking blindly around here? What the hell you doing here at this hour?!" Shyama exclaimed while not looking at who the figure is, petting her butt as she shouted in pain and anger.

While shyama is shouting and exclamating, Ram seems quite unfazed, due to his build of 190 c.m tall leaned muscular body he didn't even flinch from his place.

To her babbling Ram remained quiet and without any reply he just extended his hand towards shyama.

*Sigh, she is, and will never change. Now I think about it she do seems lot cute when she is in her original self.* Ram who is looking at shyama with a daze thought in his mind. If somehow shyama would Heard his thoughts, there a chance there going to be a big party in her mansion after her shift.

*...* Ram who is about to go in his inner thoughts heard a voice.

"Master!" Shyama who looked up first time at the man she is cursing screamed in shock and a mix of fear.

*What have I done!, now what he think about me!,* shyama shouted in her mind her eyes are in shock and completely neglected Ram's hand and dazing his face.

*Now he is never going to marry me, hack marriage, he is going to hate me,* she thought her eyes started to get moist, big tears started to form.

*But still i can't blame him, who in the world would like to marry a girl like me* shyama countered her mind, still staying With Ram because of her love even though she excepted her faith.

But to her supprise—

**Shussh**

Ram banded down and picked up shyama in his hands. Due to her pity build about 150 c.m

He placed her in his one arm.

*what i do to her,O God, why is she too cute, although she is the only and first person I ever considered cute after my sisters. I never Found the right words to talk to her. that day also when she proposed to me i didn't know how to react and remained silent and for some reason she left with tears in her eyes after 5 minutes of silence. at first I didn't understand what happened but when I looked at the letter then i realised 'if you do want to reject please don't say just remain quiet for 5 minutes'. at first I felt little panicked first time in all those years but due to the task father gave me i couldn't able to go after her to clear this misunderstanding. in real I also didn't know what to say to her. but in next day when I was planning to confront this matter with her to my surprise i heard she started to work in the mansion and that day on I tried to talk to her in several times but all in vain, or maybe not all, as I do learned somethings about her, this is the first time I meet her in person after that day.* Ram who guessed what she is thinking from all the tears and moisture gathering in her eyes thought while fixing his emprace on her. Ram understands shyama more than she ever thought, hack he knows about her more than she knows about herself.

*Whaaaaaat!!* Shyama whose mind is not working frequently before now has gone completely hazed she screamed from this sudden action of Ram that she imagine daily but never in her wilderness she thought he will ever do this.

*Do he is going to throw me out of the mansion!?* Shyama with her hacked mind Couldn't came with any real explanation and started thinking some most of the weirdest things she can. In her mind-

We saw two cartoon figures resembling Ram and Shyama, Ram is walking while carrying Shyama in his arms and throw out her from the mansion and after clapping his hand shutted the door, while shyama is crying aloud and fountains of tears are falling from her eyes and to cherry on top for her suffering rain started fall and with a end sad story ended.

"No!!!".

"Please don't , I will change myself completely. I stop..."

Before she could could complete her sentence.

"Shuuuu" Ram placed his finger on her cherry red lips making her unable to speak any further.

"You thing to much,"

"?" To his words, already lost shyama just tilted her head and as she did a tear fell out from her eyes.

?*

*What should I do about her, she thinks way too much, but I don't blame her, what happened to her at that early age can make anyone to be a hyperthinker or even worse*

"What are you thinking that I'm going to throw you out of the mansion and rain started to fall and so the sad ending?"

Ram said to which shyama's eyes widened and words escaped her mouth.

" How? "

*It's not that of a big thing when you start to understand how human mind works and the data it's collecting from the things it sees, and with calculation you can guess what the person in question is thinking in this particular situation but for her i don't need all this calculations and behaviour reading, i know lot of about her and that weird, not to my understanding romantic movie she watched again and again.* While Ram was thinking this, shyama was lost in her own assumptions.

*How?, can he read minds!*

Shyama said while closing and opening her eyelids.

" Yes I can read brains"

"Really!" Shyama said, beleiving what he said without a hinch of doubt.

"Phaph, ha, haa" to which a laugh excaped from his mouth.

*Who can say that she is one year older than me* Ram thought inwardly with a slight smile.

"No, ofcourse not, I can't read minds. It's just that, I know how this thoughtful mind of your works better than you think" Ram said and adjusted his hand and shyama's body in more comfortable manner. now shyama is practically sitting on his hand one and with his free hand he started to pet her head to which shyama started to calm down and relaxed herself forgetting every other tension she have.

*He is laughing?!* Shyama's eyes widened as she thought. This is the first time she saw Ram laughing. She do saw him smiling and that already is very rear but here he is laughing and she to feeling a weird kind of relief watching him laugh.

*I don't know what going to happen next, but it happen i don't want any regrates*

"Ma..master"

"Yes?" Ram raised his eyebrow.

"Do you hate me?" She questioned while a thread of fear and hesitation is visible in her words.

"No" without any changes in his face Ram replied, keeping a straight face has became his habit from his childhood he always thinks before doing anything and done this somewhere in his way, he forgot how to express his emotions so he keep's his straight face most of times. But to do, his eyes telling some other story, having a warmth and softness towards her.

"Do you love me." shyama said in mosquito tone with mix of thought one wants him to hear while other to not.

"you don't know? " Ram said pointing her to notice Ram and the way he carrying her and as that realisation hit her and all her rationality which was outcasted a while ago rushed back to her. As she notices the position she is in and the way she is sitting on his arm.

"AaAaannnn" her face turned red and a shy scream escaped her mouth.

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