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Chapter 13 - Chapter 13: Distance and Doubt

Liam's absence settled over Ava like a heavy blanket, smothering the tentative hope that had flickered within her. The initial sting of his deliberate avoidance, the way he had averted his gaze that one time their paths crossed on campus, gradually gave way to a dull ache of disappointment. She wrestled with conflicting emotions – understanding his need to step back, yet yearning for a different outcome, a world where their connection could overcome the perceived chasm between their lives.The rumour mill, fueled by Daniel's wounded pride and the inherent drama of campus life, eventually lost its momentum. The whispers faded into the background noise of lectures, study sessions, and late-night chatter in the dorm. Ava, though initially wounded by the gossip, found a strange sense of liberation in its dissipation. She was no longer defined by the whispers, by the speculative glances and hushed conversations. She was Ava, the scholarship student with a fierce determination to succeed, a young woman carving her own path, regardless of the opinions of others.She found solace in her studies, burying herself in textbooks and research papers, losing herself in the intricate world of physics and mathematics. The demanding coursework became a refuge, a place where logic and reason reigned supreme, where emotions were irrelevant and distractions were banished. She excelled in her classes, her determination fueled by a mix of ambition and a lingering desire to prove herself – to herself, and perhaps, subconsciously, to Liam. She wanted to show him, and the world, that she was capable, that she was worthy of respect, that she was more than just a fleeting object of affection for a wealthy businessman.But Liam remained a ghost, a shadow lurking in the corners of her mind, a constant presence despite his physical absence. She found herself searching for his name in the business news, hoping for a glimpse of him, a sign that he was doing well, that he was happy. But he had vanished from the public eye, retreating into the world of corporate deals and boardroom negotiations, leaving no trace of his whereabouts, no indication of his thoughts or feelings.One evening, as Ava and Chloe were sharing a pizza in the comforting chaos of their dorm room, surrounded by scattered textbooks and half-finished assignments, Chloe casually mentioned a piece of news she had overheard."Guess who's leaving the city?" she said, a mischievous glint in her eyes, though a hint of concern softened her expression as she glanced at Ava.Ava's heart skipped a beat, a familiar ache returning to her chest. "Who?" she asked, trying to sound nonchalant, hoping her voice wouldn't betray the sudden surge of anxiety."Liam Blackwood," Chloe replied, taking a bite of her pizza, her gaze fixed on Ava, watching for her reaction. "Apparently, he's landed a major deal in London. Heard he'll be gone for quite a while."The news hit Ava like a punch to the gut. So it was true. He was really gone. The last flicker of hope, the faint possibility of a reunion, of a conversation that could mend the fractured connection between them, extinguished like a blown-out candle. He hadn't just distanced himself; he had removed himself entirely from her world, leaving her with a sense of finality that was both devastating and strangely liberating.She tried to mask her disappointment, forcing a smile, hoping to convince Chloe, and perhaps herself, that she was unaffected by the news. "Well, good for him," she said, her voice betraying a hint of bitterness that she couldn't quite suppress.Chloe, ever perceptive, saw through her facade. "You still care about him, don't you?" she asked gently, her voice laced with concern.Ava hesitated, then sighed, the weight of her unspoken emotions pressing down on her. "I don't know, Chloe. It's complicated.""It doesn't have to be," Chloe countered, her voice firm, her gaze unwavering. "You could reach out to him, you know. Tell him how you feel."Ava shook her head, a wave of sadness washing over her. "It's too late for that. He's made it clear that he doesn't want anything to do with me. Besides, what's the point? He's leaving, starting a new life..."Chloe frowned, her brow furrowed in frustration. "I don't believe that. He was crazy about you, Ava. He just got scared, that's all. Maybe he needs to hear from you, needs to know that you feel the same way."Ava sighed again, the weight of her conflicting emotions settling on her shoulders like a physical burden. "Maybe. But it doesn't matter now. He's gone, and I need to move on."She forced herself to focus on her studies, using the upcoming finals as a shield against the pain of Liam's absence, the finality of his departure. She buried herself in textbooks, her mind a whirlwind of equations and theories, determined to block out the thoughts of the man who had captured her heart and then vanished from her life. She poured her energy into her academic pursuits, channeling her emotions into late nights at the library, fueled by coffee and a stubborn determination to prove her worth, to herself and to the world.But even as she immersed herself in the world of academia, a part of her couldn't help but wonder about Liam, about his life in London, about the challenges he was facing, the successes he was achieving. She wondered if he ever thought of her, if he ever regretted the way things had ended between them. She knew she had to let go, to accept that their paths had diverged, but the memory of his intense gaze, his gentle touch, his unexpected protectiveness, lingered like a ghost, a constant reminder of what could have been, a whisper of a possibility that would forever haunt her heart.