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Chapter 88 - Spiraling into Obsession

Scene 1: The Void Within

Atlas paced his quarters, the moonlight casting harsh shadows across the room. The confrontation with Leon replayed endlessly in his mind, every word a dagger twisting deeper into his chest.

"You don't get to claim me now."

The memory of Leon's voice, sharp with anger and laced with heartbreak, was unbearable. Atlas's fists clenched at his sides, his nails digging into his palms. He had thought seeing Leon again would bring answers, but it had only left him with more questions—and an unbearable ache that refused to fade.

His gaze fell on the reports scattered across his desk. Tristan's name was highlighted repeatedly, along with details of his closeness to Leon. The child's presence was a constant, glaring mystery, a reminder of the life Leon had built without him.

"They've replaced me," Atlas muttered, his voice a low growl. "He's taken my place."

Darian entered cautiously, sensing the storm brewing in his liege. "Your Highness, should I... gather more information?"

Atlas's head snapped up, his eyes blazing. "Yes. I want to know everything about Tristan. His past, his intentions, every word he's said to Leon. I want to know how he fits into this."

Darian hesitated before nodding. "I'll see to it immediately."

As the door closed behind him, Atlas sank into his chair, his head in his hands. The jealousy and pain swirling within him were suffocating, but beneath it all was a singular, desperate thought: I can't lose him. Not to Tristan. Not to anyone.

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Scene 2: Leon's Healing

At the Mondell estate, Leon sat in the garden with his son, the morning sun warming his skin. The boy was happily stacking rocks, his laughter echoing through the quiet space.

Cecily approached with a tray of tea, setting it down beside Leon. "You look better today," she said, her voice gentle.

Leon managed a small smile. "I'm trying. For him." He nodded toward his son, who waved a rock at them enthusiastically.

Cecily sat beside him, her gaze thoughtful. "It's okay to hurt, Leon. What you went through with Atlas... it's not something you just forget."

"I don't want to forget," Leon said quietly. "I just want to stop feeling like I'm stuck in the past. He's gone, Cecily. The Atlas I loved doesn't exist anymore."

Cecily placed a hand on his arm, her touch reassuring. "And you're stronger for realizing that. You're building something new, something worth holding onto."

Leon nodded, his heart lighter than it had been in weeks. "I have to move forward."

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Scene 3: Tristan's Silent Hope

Inside the house, Tristan watched the interaction from the window, his hands resting on the back of a chair. Seeing Leon smile again, even faintly, filled him with a quiet hope.

He had always admired Leon's resilience, but the past year had deepened his feelings into something far more profound. Still, he kept those feelings carefully hidden, knowing Leon wasn't ready for anything more.

Later that evening, as they sat by the fireplace with Leon's son asleep upstairs, Tristan broke the silence. "You've come a long way, Leon."

Leon glanced at him, his expression soft. "I've had a lot of help. From you, especially."

Tristan smiled faintly. "I'm just glad I could be here for you."

Leon hesitated before saying, "I don't think I've said this enough, but... thank you, Tristan. For everything."

Tristan's heart swelled at the sincerity in Leon's voice. "You don't have to thank me," he said softly. "I'll always be here for you."

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Scene 4: Atlas's Descent

Meanwhile, Atlas stood in the shadows outside the Mondell estate, his piercing gaze fixed on the warm light spilling from the windows. He had spent the past few nights haunting the edges of Leon's life, unable to stay away despite the growing madness within him.

Through the window, he could see Leon and Tristan sitting together, their easy camaraderie a stark contrast to the turmoil in his own heart. Tristan leaned closer to Leon, his hand brushing his arm as they laughed softly.

The sight was unbearable.

Atlas's fists clenched, his jealousy twisting into something dark and primal. The rational part of him knew he had no claim to Leon, not anymore. But the irrational part, the part that couldn't let go, screamed that Tristan had no right to be there.

"They think they can replace me," Atlas muttered, his voice trembling with rage. "They think I'll just disappear."

He turned away, his cloak billowing behind him as he disappeared into the night. But as he walked, his mind raced with plans, each one more desperate than the last. He couldn't let this go—not until he knew the truth. Not until Leon was his again.

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Scene 5: A Plan Set in Motion

Back in his quarters, Atlas poured over the new reports Darian had delivered. Tristan's history was unremarkable—an orphan who had joined the Mondell household as a young man, becoming Leon's loyal protector and confidant. But it was his recent closeness to Leon that caught Atlas's attention.

"They've been inseparable since Bellarive," Atlas murmured, his eyes narrowing. "But why? What's his hold on Leon?"

He set the reports aside, his mind turning to the child. The boy's bright eyes and soft curls were a constant mystery, one that refused to leave him alone.

"Who is he?" Atlas whispered, his voice raw. "And why does he feel so... familiar?"

The questions gnawed at him, driving him further into obsession. He needed answers, and he needed them now. Rising to his feet, he strode toward the door, his determination solidifying into a single, unshakable resolve.

"I'll make you see, Leon," he said quietly. "You're mine. You've always been mine."