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Chapter 6 - The Shadows of Despair

Days turned into a blur as Oliver navigated the uncertainty of his family's situation and the anticipation of the internship application results. The weight of responsibility settled heavily on his shoulders, overshadowing any excitement he felt about his potential new role.

The sun dipped low in the sky, casting long shadows across their modest home. Oliver returned from his walk, hoping to distract himself with the mundane routine of household chores. As he entered, the air was thick with tension. His mother, Margaret, was sitting at the dining table, her hands clenched tightly around a cup of tea, her expression clouded with worry.

"Oliver," she said, her voice trembling slightly, "we need to talk."

His heart sank. "What is it, Mom?" He took a seat across from her, bracing himself for the worst.

"It's your father," she began, her eyes glistening with unshed tears. "He's in pain, and I think it's time we do something about it."

"Is he getting worse?" Oliver's throat tightened.

"Yes, he had a rough night. I think he needs to see a doctor sooner rather than later," she replied, her voice breaking.

Feeling the weight of dread settle in the pit of his stomach, Oliver took a deep breath. "Okay. Let's get him an appointment tomorrow. We can figure out how to pay for it later."

Margaret nodded, her relief evident but quickly replaced by a new worry. "But what about the money? We can't afford the bills, Oliver. I don't want you to take on more than you can handle."

Oliver felt the familiar frustration boiling inside him. "I'm tired of waiting for things to change, Mom. We can't keep ignoring this. I'll figure it out. I have the internship application, and I'm going to make it work."

Margaret reached across the table, squeezing his hand. "You're trying so hard, but I don't want you to burn out. You're still so young, Oliver."

"Mom, I need to do this. For Dad. For us." The resolve in his voice surprised even him.

That night, as he lay in bed, he couldn't help but reflect on the pressure that had become his constant companion. The thrill of the potential internship was overshadowed by the fear of losing his father. He had thought he could escape the weight of his past through ambition, but now he felt it closing in around him.

The following morning, Oliver woke up early, his mind racing with thoughts of his father. He joined Margaret in the kitchen, where she was preparing breakfast. The atmosphere was tense, but they both knew the steps they had to take.

After breakfast, they approached Thomas, who was sitting in the living room, a pallor settling over his features.

"Dad," Oliver began, "we're going to schedule a doctor's appointment today. You need to let us help you."

Thomas looked up, his expression a mixture of pride and defeat. "I don't want to be a burden."

"You're not a burden," Oliver insisted, frustration bubbling up. "We're family. Let us take care of you."

With a heavy sigh, Thomas finally agreed, and Margaret quickly made the appointment.

Later that day, as they awaited the appointment, Oliver's phone buzzed with a notification. He checked it, his heart racing—his internship application status was updated. The email revealed that he was invited for an interview. Excitement surged through him, but it was soon tempered by the reality of their situation.

"Mom, I got the interview!" he exclaimed, his voice barely containing his joy.

"That's wonderful, Oliver!" she said, beaming at him.

"But…" he hesitated, glancing at his father, who was trying to muster a smile despite his pain. "I don't know how I'm going to balance it all."

"You have to go to the interview, Oliver. This could be the break you need," Thomas urged, his voice strained but resolute.

"I don't want to leave you alone, Dad," Oliver replied, feeling torn between his responsibilities at home and his ambition.

"Don't worry about me. We'll manage," Thomas reassured him, though the weariness in his eyes betrayed his true condition.

The day of the doctor's appointment arrived, and Oliver accompanied his father and mother to the clinic. As they waited, Oliver's anxiety grew. He watched Thomas closely, his heart aching at the sight of the man who had always been his rock now looking frail and vulnerable.

After what felt like an eternity, they were called into the examination room. Oliver stood beside his father, holding his hand as the doctor examined him.

"Mr. Carter, it seems you've been struggling with prostate issues," the doctor said, his tone professional but kind. "We'll need to run some tests to determine the severity of the situation."

Thomas nodded, his face etched with resignation. As the doctor explained the necessary steps, Oliver felt a wave of anger and frustration swell inside him. This shouldn't be happening to his father; they should have been able to prevent this.

Once they left the clinic, Oliver's emotions boiled over. "We should have come sooner, Dad! We could have caught this early!"

Thomas looked at him, sadness in his eyes. "I didn't want you to worry. I thought I could handle it on my own."

"Handling it on your own almost cost you everything," Oliver retorted, the weight of his emotions spilling out.

"Enough," Margaret intervened gently. "We're all scared. Let's focus on getting through this together."

In the following days, they awaited the test results, tension thickening the air in their home. Oliver poured himself into preparing for his internship interview, a distraction from the uncertainty hanging over them. But every time he thought he could escape, the fear of losing his father pulled him back.

The night before the interview, Oliver sat at the kitchen table, his notes spread out before him. He practiced his responses, but his heart wasn't in it. He felt the shadows of despair creeping back in, threatening to engulf him.

As he prepared for bed, Oliver glanced at the family photos lining the hallway. Each picture told a story of laughter and togetherness, memories of happier times. He vowed to fight for those memories, for his father's health, and for his future.

Tomorrow would be his chance to change everything. He needed to believe that.