Her mother is a crossing girl, she was shocked to be brilliant, as long as a pair of people for a lifetime, Dad took pains to marry her.

She repeatedly considered my choice of husband, and finally settled on the little general.

It wasn't until the third year of our marriage that I found out the little general had a house.

Mother eyes a red tail, "your father recently also took a beautiful concubine."

She told me that as soon as this body of hers died, she could go back to her old world.

That day, my mother set fire to the house.

And looking at the husband and the outer room, I thought, I should leave.

one

My mother was a maverick woman, unlike all the women in the capital.

She was so influenced by me that she and Dad were married for life.

When I reached the age to talk about marriage, she did not ask me to marry into a high family, but hoped that I could choose a husband I like and find a perfect.

The marriage that Dad talked about for me, because the prince had already had a room by his side, was flatly rejected by his mother.

"The marriage of our kite, her betrothed, must be clean."

"There are no other women around."

With my mother's careful choice, and with my own pleasure, I married General Cheng JNG.

After we got married, we raised eyebrows and played in harmony.

He was also deeply attached to me, and swore he would never have sex with me.

However, it was not until the third year of marriage that I learned from Cheng Yin's colleagues that he had kept an outside room for three years.

Outside the courtyard in the suburbs of Beijing, I waited for a long time, and really saw Cheng Yin and a graceful woman holding the hand of a three or four year old boy, talking and laughing out of the yard.

I froze in place.

The woman, dressed in brocade brocade, clung to his waist and whispered something to him.

I hear my husband's low sigh:

"Madame is kind, and I am sure she will accept you one day. You and your son will give me some time."

Cheng Yin leaned over and kissed the boy on the cheek, then turned and left.

The scene stung me deeply.

My eyes were sour and I questioned him when he returned home:

"Chen Yin, when did you have children?"

I just learned that it's an unwritten rule for unmarried men of age to leave a progeny before they go into battle.

That is the house that his grandmother gave him before he went to war, and the child has been raised in the suburb of Beijing.

But he told me before he got married that he never had a concubine.

Cheng Yin begged me, "Now Qi an gradually big, always give him a name, left but a concubine, flocculus has said, she is willing to nameless no points, let Qi An recognize you as a mother."

"Kite, surely you can understand me."

I silently closed my eyes, my heart was already cold.

In the eyes of the world, he already respects me.

Married three years no concubine, do not ask me to have children, even if there is an outside room also did not enter the house.

Even the only son is in my name.

Everyone tried to persuade me to compromise, knocking on doors.

But I grew up under the influence of my mother, never in a woman's body self-deprecation.

If a woman is required to keep her body like jade, then it is natural for my husband to do the same.

In this world, there are always people who want to watch a person die.

So, I said word by word, "This child, I do not agree with him into the Cheng family tree."

Cheng Yin's face suddenly cold down.

For a long time, he sighed.

"Kite, you have lost your heart."

"In the past, when the epidemic was rampant, you were kind and generous, and you could not bear to eat mother and child. How can it become like this now?"

2

My eyes drooped. "Do you think I've changed?"

"You really should calm down for a while." Cheng Yin eye dew disappointed, turned to leave.

Disheartened, I decided to go back to my mother's house that night.

It would have been all right if I had never loved Chen Yin, but it was the opposite.

I and Cheng Yin is a rare free love in this era.

Lang rode a bamboo horse, round the bed to get green plum, once with a private school.

Later, before he was recruited by the court to fight the enemy, he promised me his life, and his eyes burned like a torch.

"A Kite, if I return victorious, will you marry me?"

I laughed and cried and vowed that if he returned safely, I would marry him no matter what.

He cherished my heart and hugged me tightly, "I will not live up to you in this life, I will never accept two colors."

Three books and six rites, the swan geese for the letter.

The only thing I asked was that he not have a concubine, and he agreed.

And I never knew, before he affectionately bid farewell to me, vow, he has long been with Tongfang day and night, only to leave a bloodline.

He says he did nothing wrong, but what did I do wrong?

Now, when I say this to my mother, my heart is filled with bitterness.

"That Cheng Yin, who pretended to be a talented person, also blamed Niang for not being able to find out his background before, and hiding it so deep!"

Her mother was angry and gave a faint sigh.

"Your father recently also took a concubine, and the men are really big pigs' feet."

"Perhaps after a man gets married, the old love will fade away and he likes the fresh and tender interpretation flowers."

As she spoke, her eyes grew red.

I was stunned, Dad for the sake of her parents, the side does not dye dust for decades, will it change?

Old trees put forth new buds, and people in middle age hate not to meet young people.

Is this how men are meant to be, and the way my mother and I think about it, it's meant to be compromised?

I always knew my mother was a time-traveler, not of this era.

She said she came from a time when men and women were equal, and if a husband was unfaithful, a woman could divorce her husband and go to court freely.

But Dad didn't seem to believe everything she said.

He used to be loyal to his mother, and he was happy.

Her mother suddenly smiled, "Darling, if one day your mother is gone, you must go to find your own sea and sky."

I was stunned. Just as I was about to say something, the footman at the door rushed in to pass the message.

"Madam, Madam, General Cheng would like to see you."

"Does he dare to come? Dare to bully my daughter, I have not dealt with him!"

My mother suddenly got angry and wanted to go with me, but I shook my head.

"This is a matter between my husband and me. My daughter can handle it without bothering her mother."

Cheng Yin brought the little boy to me, and I finally got a good look at him.

He looks a lot like Cheng Yin, and maybe his eyes also look like his mother.

Seeing me come out, Cheng Yin pushed the boy's shoulder, "Pray, go quickly, that is your mother."

Cheng Yin said nothing about the outer room. I looked at the child firmly, but saw that he had not yet touched me, so I cried and hid back.

"Father, father, he is not my mother, mother is still alive, why does father want me to recognize someone else as my mother!"

He frowned and said, "Pray, no nonsense."

I floated and chuckled.

"Cheng Yin, what you're doing now, you're sorry to me and sorry to them."

His eyes complex, intoned, "A Kite, I have to let Qi An find his family, he will be your child in the future, our lives will not change anything, you believe me."

I slowly stepped back.

"Unless we are separated, then you can also carry the virgin into the house, and this child will naturally enter the family tree as a legitimate son."

Not waiting for me to close the door, not far away, suddenly burst out a woman with messy hair on the temples.

He's the one who's been sniffing around.

With a sad face, she kept kowtowing to me:

"You are your lady, do not allow a concubine does not matter, just ask you to let Qi An ancestry, can serve the general a game, I die without regret, but he is the general's blood!"

3

Cheng Yin face a stiff, under the sleeve of the hand loose and clenched.

"Why do you bother?"

Liu Wen Xu regardless, the head is knocked out of the blood, pulling my coat corner, voice trembling.

"Ma 'am, please..."

I could not be moved, and coldly retreated a few steps.

"Miss Liu, your bitter plan, save your strength and use it in front of men, in my place, I am not a Bodhisattva heart."

Instead, I made up my mind to look only at Cheng Yin.

"Cheng Yin, I will wait for you to finish writing and send the book."

More and more people gathered around and whispered.

"General..."

Liu Wen Xu tearful despair looked at Cheng Yin, body shaky, seeing a word can not be finished will faint.

Cheng Yin finally can not bear, he stepped forward, will be weak willow wen Xu a hold into his arms.

Liu Wenxu crouched in his arms, looking up at me.

We looked at each other through the glare of the sun.

There was hate in her eyes, and there was elation.

Hate me for taking her place and stealing Chen Yin.

Glad she got it back.

I put forward and leave, Cheng Yin refused to allow, cold words.

"In seven days, after her ladyship's visit, General Ben will come and take her home."

"As long as you live, you are the only wife of General Weiyuan, and that will never change!"

In public, he will walk quickly willow wen Xu.

People on the street are talking about me because I'm jealous.

There was a lot of noise around me, but it was like a sudden silence inside my chest.

All the other thoughts disappeared, and only one remained.

Leave Chen Yin and never look back.

In the evening of the same day, Father took Aunt Zhao back to the house.

That aunt is also three years older than me, is the drunk moon building flower Kui Jin ser.

Always diligent and thrifty dad, was obsessed with her to the depth, at the cost of two years of salary for her redemption, thinking that is in the achievement of a "save the wind and dust."

When Zhao Jinse came back, he took a sedan chair, which was full of pride and made the whole city wind and rain.

She has no name and no points to enter the house, blocked by the servant girl, shaking the group fan loudly:

"Who is the master of this house? Don't respect the wrong master!"

Dad felt guilty and walked up to his mother.

"Call Yun, I was born in love for this reason has no waves, just want to keep and your loved ones, spend the rest of my life, but until the first sight of Jin Ser, we know what is the heart."

The mother's figure was visibly swaying.

Dad said in a deep voice, "We have been married for decades, and we love each other very much. You must understand me, right?"

Profound relationships between parents once spread throughout the capital as a story.

Who knows the dignitaries in Beijing, only dad and Cheng Yin leaf does not stick to the body, do a lifetime pair of people.

Now they both have concubines.

Daddy's praying eyes are exactly the same as Cheng Yin's.

I looked at my mother anxiously, but she just scoffed.

"Lu Xiuyuan, if I say that I am having an affair and have met the love of my life, will you allow me to live with him under the same roof with you?"

Dad froze, "Nonsense, you as a woman, should be three and four virtuous, men and women can be the same?"

The mother calmly said:

"In that case, since you know my temperament, you know that I have been a neat freak all my life and can't be with other women."

"It seems that I have been too busy with you these years, so that you forget what is a husband for a wife!"

Dad frowned and parted with his mother.

"Mother, Daddy..." I don't know how to say this.

My mother smiled and said, "I just realized a few days ago that if I want to return to my original world, I only need this body to die."

"Darling, perhaps it is no longer necessary for us to remain with them."

4

When I learned of my mother's decision, I went outside in a panic.

But unexpectedly, just see Cheng Yin has not left, and hurried to the door of Lu Fu.

Originally, is willow smell flocculus wake up, and came to the backyard side of the door to kneel.

I had already told the boy that I wanted to take a nap, and no one came.

Liu Wen Xu is lying in his arms, crying pear flowers with rain.

"I wanted to beg my wife again, but her wife did not see behind closed doors, I wonder if it was my concubine."

Cheng Yin distressed unceasingly.

"Flocculent, this is not your fault, it is my longitudinal she is too willful, so aggressive, you must not blame yourself."

But I noticed that Liu Wenxu snuggled in his arms, his face did not see any weakness, clearly overflow satisfied smile.

My mother said that a man's highest love for a woman is distressed.

How can a man who is not faithful in body and mind be worthy of me?

I think it's time for me to leave.

The seven-day appointment had arrived, and Cheng Yin's chariots and horses met me at the gate of Lu Fu.

He paced back and forth anxiously, as if worried about my anger.

He asked to see Father, hoping that he would persuade me to come back in his name, but I refused to see Father.

Never thought, that day I directly stepped out of the house door, walked to the car sedan.

Cheng Yin was a little surprised, "A Kite, you..."

He hesitated for a moment, still.

"If you don't agree with me to take a concubine, I will never take a concubine, but Qi 'an is growing up, always take into account his face."

Even now, his eyes were filled with concern for his wife and his firstborn son.

I interrupted him with a smile.

"Why not? Why let Qi An suffer the pain of separation of flesh and blood, I agree with you to take concubines."

He was flattered, "A Kite, we do not leave, OK?"

"Good," said Hermione. I answered meekly. "It is fortunate that your husband has a concubine and children. I was too willful before."

Cheng Yin looked at my calm eyes, is the first sigh of relief.

"Madam, you are ready to accept them at last, and believe me, nothing will change between us."

He himself took my hand and rode with me into the carriage, gently smoothing my hair behind my ears.

Everything looks like the original love.

And on the second day after my return, he came into the side room.

In front of everyone, I drank Liu Wen Xu's concubine room tea.

She smiled brightly, "Madam is weak, take care of the general in the future, my concubine will surely share your worries, Madam can have a good rest."

I nodded faintly, "So good."

At night, the candle extinguishes, husband and Liu wen Xu in the bridal chamber.

At that time, the capital west Street floating above the fire.

The night my mother set herself on fire, my father was out enjoying the mountains and rivers with Aunt Zhao.

I looked at the gray smoke in the distance, and my tears blurred my vision.

I should be happy for my mother that she is finally free and able to return to her old world.

I swallowed the pill in silence.

That is the mother before leaving, with the rest of the points in exchange for fake death medicine, can make people heartbeat body temperature lost, as if really dead.

I and Cheng Yin, parents and dad, dead and alive never see each other again.

5

Before entering the bridal chamber, Cheng Yin had come to me and expressed his mind to me.

"I was originally in love with Liu Wenxu, drink a glass of wine with her and come back to accompany you, never spend the night."

But he went back on his word.

He did not come out that night until the candlestick in the Pavilion of the Moon was extinguished.

After taking the pill, I closed my eyes and had a brief dream.

In the dream, it was the day that Cheng Yin and I agreed, I sneaked out of the house, disguised as a flower, and saved the scene for the little sisters of the troupe.

A water blue long clothes, heavy ink color, I speak a Wu non soft language, stunning the eyes of the younger audience.

After the show, he came backstage and stopped me with a smile.

"Girl jade face Buddha heart, I dare not look at Guanyin from now on."

"A Kite, I will give you the whole Shengjing without any second preference, will you marry me?"

It was the most beautiful thing I've ever heard in my life, and his eyes were unadulterated.

It's just a shame, Lanyon.

Just like mom and dad, even if you support love for a few more years, it is still a predictable outcome.

They are always attracted to freshness and beauty.

That ridiculous young love, two hearts, in their view of these vested interests, but a piece of absurd words, can be abandoned at will.

I remembered the day I said goodbye to my mother.

There was a different light in her eyes and tears in her smile.

"Darling, do you know that at that time, I also had family, friends and career, but why I willingly stayed here for decades?"

"Lu Xiuyuan will never know that the only thing that can trap me in this world is never a high wall."

The truth that my mother didn't want me to understand, I finally feel the same.

We all bet on the wrong guy, the wrong life.

People can be constant, and then can change, as long as you want to change, it is never too late.

My breathing slowed and my heart beat slower and slower until I finally stopped.

It also counts all these years, when I saw Cheng Yin, he jumped those beats.

...

The next day, the dawn dawned.

There is a boy panic into the moon pavilion report.

"General! The general is no good..."

Cheng Yin hangover did not wake up, this just woke up from the warm and gentle, rubbed the brow, let Liu smell flocculus gently stroked his back.

'he retorted disapprovingly.' Why panic? '

The boy's face showed difficulty, "Madame is probably ill, in the morning, a servant girl found something wrong, quickly went to ask for a doctor, but, but still a step too late..."

Cheng Yin frowned and dressed up.

"What new game is Madame playing?"

"General, ma 'am, ma 'am, she's out of breath..."

"General!

Liu Wen Xu issued a cry of surprise.

Because she saw that Cheng Yin's body suddenly shook a little, almost fell to the ground.

He kicked the boy away with an angry kick.

"Nonsense, get out of here!"

When he came to my room in his robes, with his black hair loose and his bare feet.

I was already lying quietly on the carved pear wood bed, showing only a pale face.

It was not until the doctor and his disciples were kneeling and wailing that Cheng Yin hastened forward and poked a smile on my breath.

"Kite, I have come to accompany you, don't make fun."

However, I had no breath, no pulse, I was cold, and there was no response.

The smile on his face froze.

The doctor trembled to Cheng Yin:

"The general does not know, your wife is worried about you too much, must have been suffering from a heart disease, refused to tell you, I do not know what stimulation this time, only last night, the heart of the fire... It is dead!"

His standing figure swayed and his eyes widened in disbelief.

"How is that possible?

6

Liu Wen Xu also hurried over, the belt has not been tied tight, neck still with last night's ambiguous powder marks.

She was surprised to see me, too.

Cheng Yin lowered his eyes and clenched his fists.

I don't know how long it took, but a drop of warmth fell from my forehead.

I suddenly realized that Cheng Yin was crying.

Is it so sad to die to someone you no longer love?

His voice was hoarse, and he muttered to me, "Kite..."

"No, I was just trying to convince you. I didn't mean to deceive you."

One side of the willow smell flocculus hurriedly went up to help him.

"General, dead people can not be revived ah, you must be sorry for your loss."

"For what? Kite she is so healthy, obviously a few days ago was angry with me, how can she die!"

The next moment, trembling, he reached for me and tried to lift me from the bed.

Liu Wen Xu hurriedly stopped in front of him, "the body is not good, in order to general health, or do not touch, let the lady bury is earlier."

Cheng Yin suddenly very angry, angrily threw off the hands of Liu Wen Xu, directly picked me up.

Until I found that my body had been stiff, even difficult to be held in his arms, Cheng Yin collapsed.

Finally believing that I've been dead for a long time.

"General, general..."

Willow smell catkins face hanging a few drops of tears, period Ai ai to want to appease him.

Only to be thrown out by Cheng Yin suddenly slap.

"If it wasn't for you, how could A Kite get angry with me? General Ben never wants to see you again!"

The man of martial arts strength is deep, Liu wen Xu corners of the mouth was played blood, visible red swelling up.

Suddenly she was about to cry. "General, you hit me?"

"In recent years, I have no name for you to give birth to the eldest son, you are alone in the suburbs of Beijing, endure the eyes of others, do you know how concubine body?"

"Everyone told me that I had no shame and that I had no sex with anyone, so I had to clean up after myself, because I believed that you would bring me back."

I kept silent for a long time, and it turned out that her life was not good.

Liu Wen Xu six years old was human teeth around the resell, and finally served in the old lady side, with smart machine hui, was valued by the old lady, sent to Cheng Yin side when through the house.

I thought I could get out of slavery and climb the ladder.

But Cheng Yin said to her:

"I have a profound relationship with my wife and wife, can not allow a third person to exist, I will put a few people to serve you, will not be mistreated, never mention to people is my outside room."

His so-called will not be mistreated, nothing more than to eat and drink, but Cheng Qian one day does not identify her ancestors, she will always be criticized.

Cheng Yin in the public, the battle field, no two heroes.

But in love, he really can't shoulder anyone.

Cheng Yin ignored her hysteria, but trembled and felt a suicide note on my pillow.

[ Husband's wedding ]

He turned everyone away and sat alone in the room silently opening it.

The suicide note said that snow on a mountain, if the moon between the clouds. You have two intentions, so to say no to each other.

Cheng Yin, I don't regret getting to know you once.

But you don't know much about my temperament, and I'm a person who would rather die than die.

Since you have broken your old promise and refused to part with me, I cannot be trapped in pain all my life.

This is the only way to pray for freedom.

I have been afraid of heat, do not cremate me, I hope to be buried in the fengshui treasure in the suburbs of Beijing according to the hanging coffin burial method in my hometown.

On the mountain where we used to spend our summers, that's all I wanted.

You have a family, an heir, and it's time for you to have the life you want.

In the future, may Lang Jun be healthy, and we will never meet each other year after year.

Cheng Yin finished reading my suicide note.

The quiet drop of needles could be heard in the room, leaving only the sound of his disordered breathing.

For a long time, he wept with self-mockery.

"So you'd rather die for freedom than stay with me."

"I killed you."

His eyes were scarlet, he staggered a few steps and suddenly exhaled a mouthful of blood from his heart.

7

He was a young general, like a young man in his heart, and he had never lost his temper so much.

That is never in the Cheng Yin body of the word, lost in mind, despair.

In the chaos, finally, Cheng Yin was hurriedly pulled away.

My coffin was sealed and carried to the cliff for burial.

I don't know how long it took, but I gradually regained my breath.

Because it was a hanging coffin, I used the organ hidden in the hairpin to pry open the coffin, and walked out of the coffin, and outside was an abyss.

Fortunately, I was trained by my mother since childhood self-defense, dexterity, smoothly along the cliff escape.

I disguised myself and sneaked into the Lu Mansion.

I knew my old home so well that I was not noticed.

Father has come back from playing with Aunt Zhao.

No one thinks he is at fault, even he thinks so himself.

A noble order, a side room into the door, this is just an ordinary to no more ordinary small matter.

Completely forgot that he had made a promise to his mother for life in front of everyone.

The marriage and Genghis they wrote to each other is still placed on the table in the study by her mother.

"The hundred generations of Zhilan, forever become good, even after thousands of turns, this love also when the sea runs dry and the rocks are broken, infinite."

Until the moment he found that his mother refused to set herself on fire, the moment stood still.

It took a long time for Dad to react, holding his mother's charred body and crying his heart out.

He hurriedly invited the post-mortem examination to confirm that it was indeed her mother himself.

There was also a familiar mole on his right hand, which was not completely burnt.

Dad shuddered as he touched the mangled hand and finally collapsed.

"Call Yun, we have all supported each other for so many years, but it is just a concubine room, why do you care about this?"

In any case, Dad can not imagine that a promise, he has kept half a lifetime, once distracted, my mother really so determined.

I can't remember that my mother was not from this world.

My eyes are red.

When my mother set fire, even the silver ticket in the home was also collected, and what could be taken away was given to me, and what could not be taken away was burned clean.

The reason is, can not take advantage of the unfaithful and mistress.

Only one pair of jade shoes never burned.

Silk layers of tightly woven upper, the sole is made of white jade, filled with various spices. There was a gold bell hanging from the top of the shoe.

I recognized that it was a birthday gift from my father to my mother one year in my childhood.

Father said, step by step ringing, step by step thinking.

"The cloud is otherworldly, step by step, and the jade shoes are the most suitable."

My heart was tight, it turned out that before my mother self-immolated, maybe I saw this pair of jade shoes, I felt unbearable.

Yes and took it off, only wearing close-fitting plain clothes, the quality of the clean to clean.

Did not expect the fire merciless, but this pair of shoes were buried in the box under the dowry, escaped.

The house was in a mess, so I left quietly.

After the death of the mother, the family silver is not enough, Dad redeemed the flower kui and used two years of salary, the day was stretched thin.

Heard that the flower kui Jin Ser later dislike the poor and love the rich, abandoned him, and turned to a rich merchant's son.

In order to make a living, Dad had to go on business trips everywhere.

Once, when he was in charge of repairing the dam, he fainted on the dam and was saved by the migrant workers who repaired the dam.

On that day, a man with gray hair and beard knelt on the bank of the river, with seven souls lost and six souls, Shouting desperately against the surging river:

"Cloud, don't leave me, you come back --"

No one responded.

Daddy finally cried.

8

Leaving Lu Fu, I took a carriage out of the city before the gate of the key, and stayed at an inn in the suburbs.

I'll give the shopkeeper some silver.

"Is there a way I can go south?"

The shopkeeper mused for a moment, "The girl is alone, the land is dangerous, Cao help every four days only have a special boat to take the official lady miss visit relatives and friends, the earliest three days."

"If you have enough money, you can avoid the road and take a boat."

I finally chose to go by water.

The old boatman experienced, the ship to steady, but I still can not restrain dizzy brain swelling.

I threw up many times along the way, slept rough, and wandered from place to place.

I was so tired that I fell into a deep sleep by the window.

The eyes gradually become blurred, the old scene of home emerged, white walls and green trees, finches cry and cicadas sing, there is a boatman supporting bamboo wormwood across the lotus pool, full of ship clear dream.

I do not know how long I have gone through the mountains and rivers, suddenly, the boatman called me:

'Here we are, miss!

I looked up, not far from the shore, the gold floats, singing and dancing.

It's a vision of my hometown that I've missed so many times.

I finally get to meet my grandmother.

The moment I saw my grandmother in Bianzhou, she burst into tears when she saw my dusty appearance.

She took me in her arms and said,

"The Kite suffered, and we will not return to that sad place, but will stay here with me."

I thought it was a long journey, but I was diagnosed with pregnancy.

I was surprised and a little overwhelmed by the arrival of this child.

My grandmother did not care at all that I ran away from my husband's house while pregnant, and she was only full of love for me.

I raised in the misty rain of Jiangnan for most of the year, and successfully gave birth to a daughter.

Grandmother is very fond of this heavy grandson, named her daughter "Han Zhen", from "Han Zhang Ke Zhen".

Dry just Kun soft, including obscure chapter beauty.

Years later, time has passed and I have assumed a new identity.

I contracted a teahouse in the town of Jiangnan, and from time to time, I could hear the news of the capital in the streets.

I heard that the appendicular carbuncle on Daddy's leg occurred, without the careful care of her parents cooking medicinal food and applying massage, survived a winter, or went.

I had a dream about my mother that night.

She didn't see me, and I saw her in a time of high-rise buildings and total strangeness.

Her mother dressed in a skilful plain clothes and walked on the podium, dazzling and dazzling.

My heart for my mother day and night was finally laid down.

9

After the death of Lu Kite, Cheng Yin more disease of heart palpitation.

Not only can't I sleep at night, but I suffer.

He could no longer pick up a sword to practice, and was stripped of his rank for dereliction of duty.

Liu Wenxu also often use the young son, test the right thing, step by step on the edge of his collapse.

Cheng Yin couldn't bear it anymore and shouted:

"Don't you dream, even if your wife is gone, you can never be a husband!"

He finally realized that his wife's place in his heart was irreplaceable.

He locked himself in his room every day, drinking to drown his sorrows, until there was a rare rainstorm in the suburbs of Beijing.

The heavy rain washed away the grave of the land kite, and the hanging coffin fell from the cliff, breaking the lid.

People realized that it was empty, and only clusters of mushrooms were found.

Hearing the news, Cheng Yin was almost ecstatic.

There were no bones left, and he was more determined to believe that his wife was not dead than to be carried away by wild animals.

Summoning himself up, he went to Beijing's best post-mortem examiner and found traces of her wife's coffin pried open from the inside.

Those tricks have not escaped the post-mortem examiner's eye.

From that day on, Cheng Yin resigned from his official post, traveled across mountains and rivers, and insisted on finding her trace.

Hard work pays off, three years later, he really found her place in a Jiangnan town.

She seemed to have more grace and ease than she had ever had in the palace.

She's got a little girl who's a few years old.

Cheng Yin's heart thumped, he did not know how to face the lady, how to pray for her forgiveness.

In order to be afraid to scare them, Cheng Yin shave beard, paint powder, will be dressed as a actor, in tile house between performances.

"He taught me to stop lingering hatred, avoid pettiness, stop loving the passing water, return to the bitter sea, and realize LAN cause early..."

Due to lack of practice, his singing voice was hoarse and the crowd roared with laughter.

Cheng Yin was born very expensive, has always boasted of lofty.

Now, in front of so many slaves and plebsmen whom he had once despised, he made himself an object of admiration, and wanted only to make her smile.

He remembered that at the beginning on the stage, he was also looking at her with the powder, like watching the crane in the snow.

All joy condensed into a sentence: "I dare not look at Guanyin from now on."

Now, he only wants to be on the other side.

At the end of the performance, Cheng Yin red ears, panting underground to find her.

"Kite, you deceived me very hard."

10

The moon is thin and the begonia branches are floating.

I never thought I'd see him again at the night market.

Years of day and night together, I recognized at a glance the fat powder thick greasy Cheng Yin.

I froze for a moment, and did not panic, just light.

"Long time no see."

Cheng Yin looks much older, more than twenty years old, but early white hair on the temples.

The moment he saw me, his eyes were burning and he grasped my hand eagerly.

"General house everything, I have given Liu Wen Xu mother and son, I don't owe them, I don't want anything, just want to go to you."

A word landed, attracted countless strange sideeyes.

I made a wry frown.

"You are a general, if you dress up like this and talk about it, do you want to lose face?"

"Kite, I may be crazy."

"I can't lose you, and I can't stand someone else replacing you in my side, forgive me, okay?"

The man in the costume was tall, looked extremely incongruous, and spoke earnestly to please me.

Just like he promised me before he went out.

I shook my head and gently pulled my hand away.

"I forgive you, and I'm over it, so I can tell you if you want to hear it."

"But the other, the love you want, will never come again."

He red eyes tail, "A Kite, I only want to repay the debt I owe you in this life."

"Do you know, Chen Yin, when did I decide never to look back?"

I told him in perfect calm.

"It wasn't from me that you kept your bloodline hidden from me for three years before you went to war for your grandmother's wish."

"Nor did you bring the boy back to claim me as his mother; he refused to claim me."

"But I see you have in your study a Suppa, the oriole she embroidered for you when she was twelve years old."

"Where you and her is the life of the elders, it is clearly the throbbing feeling of young enlightenment."

"There was never a moment in your heart where you stayed only for me."

Cheng Yin opened his mouth, eyes flashed a hint of embarrassment, is a person see through the mind of distress.

He averted his eyes, and when he happened to see my daughter beside me, he crouched down.

'Is this our daughter?

Cheng Yin hugged her tightly regardless, "I am your father, you..."

The next moment he was frowning in disbelief, unable to utter a word.

It turned out that he was pierced by his daughter with a needle.

My daughter returned to me coldly.

"Mother, don't be afraid, this man is so audacious that he wants to be thinner than you, I have pierced his fixed body point and dumb point, should I report it to the official?"

"No need."

I smile and look back and call out, "Husband."

A gentle man came back from the crowd holding a sugar gourd and saw Cheng Yin, who was fixed and motionless, did not worry, but smiled.

'Daddy!

The husband gently scraped the tip of his daughter's nose, "late and naughty again."

Instead, he took me by the hand and said to Chen Yin, who was pinned down on the ground:

"Whatever your ladyship's past and future may be, I can afford her to be safe in this world, and not to worry about her brother."

"My daughter is very talented. I will teach you the acupoint method myself. In two hours, you will be able to solve it by yourself."

He turned to take me and my daughter's hand, in the eyes of Cheng Yin, the figure disappeared in the vast sea of people.

My husband is a medical doctor who saved me when I fainted in the street on my first return to Bianzhou.

I like freedom, he will accompany me to travel the mountains and rivers, my heart is my hometown.

A few years later, the news of Cheng's death came from Beijing.

He sent a letter to my residence in Bianzhou.

"May the spring mud, and then for the lady add temples side begonia red."

One spring day, many years later, I returned to the capital for some reason.

Passing by the dusty town of the long general's house, peep the door.

Inside is full of blooming begonias, large, like smoke like fog, porch is full of red candle tears.

He planted it in the year of my death.

Only fear of deep night flowers to sleep, so burn high candle light red makeup.

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