Hello, it your Author here. I just wanted to clarify some things. Mc was experienced since 12, he hid away all his emotions. He wanted to save his sanity. But he had already gone insane. In his new life tho, he doesn't need to hide his emotions, nor does he want to. he doesn't want to wear a mask like his past life. He wants to live life with his emotions. That doesn't mean his irrational. he is rational, calculated, and cold when he has to be. For he knows the downside of being too emotional. That's all that I wanted to say. If you don't like his character, then this novel is not your cup of tea. You can leave while you can. cya, yall.