Actually, whether it's Lin Zefeng, Lin Zexiu, Dou Nan, or even Xi Lin, do I really need to repay all the affection they've shown me? To be a bit selfish, I'm just one person facing four men, choosing any one of them would hurt the others.
So far, the only one I feel I owe is Dou Nan. He's been unable to find me and I believe he must be frantically worried by now. I should make things clear to Dou Nan immediately. It might hurt him, but better a short pain than a long one. Now that I've realized I've fallen in love with Lin Zefeng, how can I maintain an uncertain relationship with Dou Nan?
That would be an insult to him. And the last person I want to hurt is him.
"I don't even understand what I mean myself," Lin Zexiu said with a wry smile, "Essentially, it was painful for me to give up on you, but now I suddenly can't bear to let go. However, my brother has done so much for me, now it's my turn to give back."
