Shi Yan's words directly suffocated the tears in Zheng Shuyi's eyes, and turned it into a huge fire, which quickly dried and evaporated in his body.
At first she was a little confused, thinking she had heard it wrong.
But that simple sentence.
she was! How! What! can! can! listen! wrong!
In an instant, all the sadness and hidden thoughts were gone, and there was only a buzzing sound in my mind.
No, at this time, why did he say this suddenly?
Zheng Shuyi couldn't close his mouth, looked at the wall in a daze for a while, then turned his head and glanced at Shi Yan.
He had a light expression, his eyes calmly looked at the poster on the wall, and he didn't seem to feel that what he said was wrong or out of place.
Zheng Shuyi couldn't feel sad anymore.
She looked at him blankly for a few seconds before removing her eyes.
The body temperature that was already feverish was higher, and even the blush on his face became more obvious.
"You and I..."
Hearing her hesitated for a long time and couldn't utter a word, Shi Yan turned her head and said frankly, "Am I right?"
Although his remark was a momentary anger, it is not unreasonable to think about it carefully.
Otherwise, what should two adult men and women do at this time?
Holding a little hand to watch a movie?
According to Zheng Shuyi's previous routine, this kind of progress was a bit of a waste of her action.
Shi Yan looked at Zheng Shuyi with some ironic eyes.
In the state of fever, people's brains were not able to move much, but Zheng Shuyi was shocked by him at this time. He felt that his words seemed to make sense, and nodded dizzyly.
But so what, all the conditions for the establishment of the hypothesis have collapsed.
"Well, you are right."
Shiyan: "..."
However, as soon as the voice fell, the air seemed to vibrate slightly. The two fell silent again.
This short conversation picked out the gap that both sides knew but had been burying.
She confessed the meaning clearly, as if it made the current situation even more embarrassing.
The delicate atmosphere blocked Zheng Shuyi's throat invisibly, and could not say anything else.
The corridors are deep and empty, but the air is heavy.
Zheng Shuyi leaned against the wall lightly, not knowing how to deal with it.
The broadcast repeated the reminder again, and Zheng Shuyi suddenly returned to his senses, almost trotting all the way to the window.
After getting the test sheet, she adjusted her breath to the window before turning around and walking towards Shi Yan.
"I got the test sheet, go find meaning."
Shi Yan let out an "um", there was no further text, and there was no intention to be with her.
Zheng Shuyi went to the diagnosis room alone.
The doctor glanced at the laboratory test sheet and tapped on the computer while saying: "The white blood cell is high. It should be a bacterial infection, but your condition is not serious now. I will prescribe medicine for you first. If you wake up tomorrow and the fever does not go away, then you may have to come. Don't stay up late when you go back, pay attention to rest."
Zheng Shuyi nodded: "Okay."
When he came out with the medicine list prescribed by the doctor, Zheng Shuyi saw the empty corridor and his heart sank suddenly.
After two steps, I saw Shi Yan's back outside the hall door, her chest full of inexplicably.
After queuing up to get the medicine, Zheng Shuyi walked behind Shi Yan with a small bag.
He tried to pull his sleeve, but he never raised his hand.
She stood motionless, not even the shadow on the ground moved.
The sound of her footsteps was very light, and it was only a few seconds later that Shi Yan felt a person standing behind him.
He turned and looked at Zheng Shuyi standing quietly, his head slightly drooped, and there was no blood on his face.
Her slender fingers hung over her legs with a plastic bag, and when she was dazzled by the light, she felt cold when she looked at it.
Inexplicably, Shi Yan wanted to reach out and hold her, but when he looked up and saw her pitiful appearance, Shi Yan's teeth tickled instead.
Shi Yan: "Mute?"
Zheng Shuyi looked up, his eyes dim: "Huh? What?"
Shi Yan: "Go away."
Zheng Shuyi lowered his head and replied in a low voice: "Oh."
——
On the way back, Shiyan didn't rush and didn't say anything.
Zheng Shuyi is tired and sleepy now.
Moreover, she is inherently uncomfortable with things like cars, and she will easily fall asleep when driving smoothly.
However, tonight she was not sleepy at all, so she was so sober that she could hear Shiyan's breathing clearly.
It's just that she doesn't know what to say, and the atmosphere now has no room for her to play, so she quietly leaned against the car window, looking like she was asleep instead.
At least Shi Yancong thought so.
From his perspective, Zheng Shuyi not only fell asleep, but also slept soundly, without moving.
So when the car drove to the gate of the community, Shi Yan gently stepped on the brakes, and put his hands on the steering wheel. There was no sound and no next move.
Zheng Shuyi wondered why Shi Yan didn't call her.
But she selfishly wanted to pretend to sleep like this.
At least you can stay in the space with him for a while, otherwise I don't know when the next meeting will be.
The car was so quiet that there were only two people breathing at different frequencies.
The stalls on the roadside began to close down, the lights went out one by one, and those who had worked overtime and late returned home dragged their tired feet home, and their figures passed the car windows one by one.
Zheng Shuyi leaned against the car window and closed his eyes, but his senses reached unprecedented sensitivity.
Although she could not see, every movement of Shi Yan was in her mind.
Sitting in a car just half a meter apart, she was already very satisfied.
But this quiet time passed quickly.
Although twenty minutes have passed, Zheng Shuyi felt that it was just a moment of effort.
――If Shiyan's mobile phone hadn't played the voice, she might continue to install it.
The voice was sent by Guan Ji. As Shiyan opened, he unfastened his seat belt and loosened his bow tie.
Guan Ji: "May I ask you something, do you have time tomorrow night?"
Shi Yan typed two words: What?
A few seconds later, Guan Ji's voice echoed clearly in the car.
"It must be a good thing. Do you remember that Fiona last time. Didn't you look at it a few more times? As a result, people seemed to be interested in you too. Tonight, she represented their company for a social gathering, so she asked me about you by the way. , She meant to get to know you, and she happened to be on vacation tomorrow, so she asked if you would be free to see you tomorrow?"
When Shi Yan clicked on the voice, he didn't think much about it, so he released it directly.
However, when he heard this, he frowned, and subconsciously glanced sideways at Zheng Shuyi.
She was still asleep quietly.
Shi Yan still felt annoyed and didn't plan to return to the customs.
At this time, Guan Ji called directly. Before the banquet opened his mouth, he babbled again: "It wasn't me who said that there are really not many young girls like her who are talented, beautiful and single. If it weren't because I talked to her friends for a while, I really want to chase her."
Shi Yan: "Are you free?"
"It's not idle, I just drank a little wine tonight so I talked a little bit." Guan Ji did drink a lot, even his voice was a little confused, and the logic of his speech was not up and down. "I didn't make a joke with you, you In one sentence, would you like to come out and get to know each other tomorrow? If you don't want to, I'll chase it."
Shi Yan turned his neck, switched to answer the phone with his right hand, and said sarcastically, "Didn't you just say that it was a friend of your ex-girlfriend? The moral restraint on you has no effect so quickly?"
"I thought about it, I'm not breaking the law." Guan Ji read out a sentence stubbornly. "The Buddha said that eros is like holding a torch against the wind, and there is a risk of burning your hands."
Hearing this, Shi Yan's eyes condensed quickly, and his idle eyes gradually focused on the windshield.
Without feeling Shi Yan's silence, Guan Ji smiled to himself on the phone, "I think I can bear this bit of burnt hands."
He really drank too much tonight and felt very relaxed, but he didn't deliberately be the matchmaker.
The girl he was serious about, how could it be possible to really hand over someone to make this call, just to walk Fiona through the process, and at the same time, he was sure that Shiyan would not be idle enough to find time to deal with a girl who had only one side.
After a few small chats, Guan Ji finally hung up the phone.
Shi Yan looked down at the phone for a while, and suddenly felt a ray of sight sticking to him.
When he turned his head, he saw Zheng Shuyi looking at him with eyes wide open.
"Woke up?"
Zheng Shuyi nodded.
Shi Yan immediately retracted his gaze, buckled his seat belt, and started the car.
The meaning of his action was very obvious, how could Zheng Shuyi fail to see it.
But she didn't get out of the car, clutching the seat belt, and with some caution, she asked softly: "Will you go tomorrow?"
Shi Yan's movements suddenly stopped, turning his head halfway, and looking at Zheng Shuyi.
After a while, he understood what she meant.
"Have you heard?"
Zheng Shuyi still nodded.
"I heard a little bit."
Shi Yan held the steering wheel in his hands, looked at the street light in front, and smiled.
"Do you even care about this?"
Fine.
Zheng Shuyi knew that he was not qualified to ask this now.
"I didn't mean to care about you, I just asked."
After she finished speaking, she unfastened her seat belt neatly, and then opened the car door.
When one leg was just stepped down, his wrist was suddenly pulled by Shiyan.
"Then do you want me to go?"
Zheng Shuyi still kept his back to Shi Yan, even though his hand was held by him.
She stood in a stalemate for a few seconds before turning around slowly.
How could she want him to go.
When she thought that Shiyan would go on a date with other women, she probably couldn't get rid of her fever.
"No." She shook her head. "Of course I don't want you to go."
However, Zheng Shuyi's answer, in Shi Yan's expectation, there was not much surprise when he heard it.
It may be that she had said too many such things, but at the moment it was a bit ironic.
Shi Yan did not let go of her hand, but held it tighter.
It was just that when his gaze fell on Zheng Shuyi's face, she saw a little bit of ridicule.
"Zheng Shuyi, in what capacity did you say this now?"
Zheng Shuyi: "..."
Zheng Shuyi self-examined very consciously.
She is indeed not qualified and has no position to say such things.
But Shi Yan's words were too aggressive.
Do you have to be so heartbroken?
Zheng Shuyi took a deep breath, took out his last strength, and said, "Because the almanac indicates that it is not suitable to travel."
Shiyan: "..."
Zheng Shuyi: "There will be a big catastrophe."
Shiyan: "..."
He tugged at the corner of his mouth, suddenly let go of Zheng Shuyi's hand, and said coldly: "Go back to sleep."
Zheng Shuyi took his bag, took two steps, looked back at Shi Yan with worry, and said loudly, "Really, you will be more careful tomorrow."
Shiyan: "..."
When he stepped on the accelerator, Shi Yan drove away without even hitting the turning lights.
——
This night, Zheng Shuyi naturally suffered from insomnia.
She tossed about in bed until there was a gleam of light outside the window before she felt sleepy.
The next morning, she also naturally got up late, and she felt more powerless, and her body temperature rose instead of falling.
Zheng Shuyi sat on the bed for a while, then called the company to ask for a leave, and took yesterday's test form to the hospital.
Last night's doctor was also on duty this morning, and it was not surprising to see Zheng Shuyi coming sickly.
She prescribed medicine, and then asked her to go to the emergency room to wait for water.
Zheng Shuyi came early, and there were not many people in the emergency room.
Everyone is a patient, and there is no energy to speak, so the emergency room is exceptionally quiet.
The gurgling rain outside the window, accompanied by the smell of disinfectant, made everyone in the room feel a bit desolate.
Especially Zheng Shuyi.
For a foreigner, working alone and living alone, and coming to the hospital alone when he is sick, there is nothing more lonely than such an environment.
Besides, she had to face her most feared things alone.
More and more patients came to hang water, and after a while, the emergency room was full of people.
But it magnifies Zheng Shuyi's loneliness.
She glanced casually and found that the girl who came alone seemed to be her alone.
The rain is getting heavier and heavier.
The people who came in behind were full of chills.
Zheng Shuyi looked at the work messages one after another in his mobile phone, and felt powerless for the first time.
When she rubbed her eyes and was about to turn off the phone, Qin Shiyue suddenly sent a message.
Qin Shiyue: Sister Shuyi, are you busy now?
Zheng Shuyi: Not busy.
Qin Shiyue: Then let me ask you something.
Zheng Shuyi: You said.
Qin Shiyue: That's the Mr. Yu yesterday afternoon, the blind date you mentioned earlier, right?
Zheng Shuyi: Yes.
She thought for a while, and added: It was all forced by the family, and we were just ordinary friends.
Qin Shiyue: Really? You two don't mean that?
Qin Shiyue: Doesn't he mean that to you either?
Zheng Shuyi: Of course not.
Although Zheng Shuyi has never chased anyone, he is often chased by men.
In her experience, when a man like Yu You is interested in a woman, he will take the initiative and will not waste time playing roundabout games.
When we first met, he said that he is not interested in falling in love at all.
Zheng Shuyi is convinced of this too. After talking with him several times, he can feel that there are too many goals in his heart to achieve, and there is no room for love between men and women.
Zheng Shuyi: You suddenly asked him what he was doing?
Qin Shiyue: What not to do, just ask.
Zheng Shuyi held the phone and was silent for a moment. Then, with a trace of expectation, he asked: Your uncle asked you to come and ask?
Qin Shiyue:?
Qin Shiyue: What's up with him, he is not so idle.
Zheng Shuyi: Oh...
Qin Shiyue: I am interested in him.
Zheng Shuyi:?
Zheng Shuyi:? ? ?
Qin Shiyue: Are you shocked?
Qin Shiyue: Sister, don't you smell the single breath that emanates from my whole body?
Zheng Shuyi: No, I think he may not be suitable for you.
Qin Shiyue:?
Qin Shiyue: Why?
Zheng Shuyi: He currently has no plans to fall in love.
Qin Shiyue: Haha, what I don't believe in Qin Shiyue is the nonsense of men.
Zheng Shuyi:...
Qin Shiyue: Sister, help?
Zheng Shuyi: How can I help?
Qin Shiyue: You can ask him out for help, and I will follow you.
Zheng Shuyi: Yes, but he is busy. I'm not sure when he will have time.
Qin Shiyue: It doesn't matter, I'm not in a hurry.
Qin Shiyue: Just ask him if he is free tonight.
Zheng Shuyi: "..."
That's really not anxious at all.
Zheng Shuyi: Certainly not today.
Qin Shiyue: Why?
Zheng Shuyi: I'm sick.
A few seconds later, Qin Shiyue called directly.
"Are you sick? What's wrong? Is it serious?"
Zheng Shuyi: "It's okay, I just have a fever."
Qin Shiyue: "Have you seen a doctor?"
"Yeah." Zheng Shuyi said, "Hang water in the hospital."
Qin Shiyue: "Isn't it serious after all the water is in the water?! Is there anyone to accompany you?"
"It's okay, little problem."
Zheng Shuyi looked up and found that his first bag of medicine was almost running out, so he said, "I'm going to call a nurse, so let's hang up first."
"Oh, okay, take care of your illness."
——
When the second bag of water was changed, Zheng Shuyi was already very sleepy.
But she didn't dare to sleep. She was here alone, and no one would help her call a nurse if she fell asleep.
After ten minutes, she couldn't hold it anymore, and her short-circuited mind finally thought of a way.
She estimated the time when the bag of medicine was about to be dripped, and then set an alarm clock. Then she leaned on the chair and closed her eyes comfortably.
Soon, the surrounding voices gradually disappeared, her head tilted and she fell asleep deeply.
——
When the alarm clock rang, she opened her eyes first, and she was confused for a while before she slowly returned to the cage, remembering what she was doing before going to bed.
So her first reaction was to look up to see if the potion had finished dripping.
However, the moment she raised her eyes, she found Shi Yan standing beside her.
In the overcrowded emergency room, he was wearing a thin white shirt and standing there alone made Zheng Shuyi unable to ignore his existence.
But his figure is too real, too concrete,
So that Zheng Shuyi thought he had read it wrong, or he hadn't awakened in his dream.
She looked at him in a daze, but he was half arched, as if he hadn't noticed Zheng Shuyi's eyes.
It's more like a dream.
Zheng Shu intended to touch him.
As soon as he raised his hand, he was pressed.
"Don't move."
A female voice sounded.
Zheng Shuyi turned his head and looked over. The medicine bag was deflated, and the nurse was bending over to pull out the needle for her.
At the moment when the foreign body sensation on the back of his hand pulled away, Zheng Shuyi realized that he was covered with a suit jacket.
Wear a scented jacket that is often used for feasting.
Zheng Shuyi slowly reacted, what was in front of him.
Until Shi Yan took the cotton swab from the nurse and pressed Zheng Shuyi's arm.
He just looked over and whispered: "You are really big heart when you come to the hospital to get a drip even if you dare to sleep."
For no reason, Zheng Shuyi's eyes were sour as to be smoked by vinegar.
She suddenly wanted to cry.
After a while, she dumbed her throat, choked up and said, "Why are you here."
After saying this, she was already immersed in her own emotions, unable to extricate herself, almost uncontrollably, with some grievances and complaints, and then said: "Didn't you tell you not to go out..."
Shi Yan loosened the cotton swab and saw that there was no bleeding from the eye of the needle, so he slowly straightened up and looked at Zheng Shuyi condescendingly.
His tone was heavy and he felt a little helpless.
"Aren't you the catastrophe of my fate?"