Since young, I have been abandoned by every person who exists in this world. Even my own family too. They couldn't withstand me. My mother, she could have killed me if she could. Her hatred for me is so limitless that I have no respect for my own mother. The people in this world were too harsh to me that it became so normal to me. Also, my skin got hard with those abuses, hatred, mocking, etc. Life became so hellish that I even attempted suicide.
When I was 17, I went to the lake behind the mansion to kill myself due to my break of engagement. As I don't know how to swim. I jumped recklessly into the lake and was drowning helplessly. No one was there—That's a lie. A group of maids came to the lake to spend their break. When they saw me in the lake drowning, they laughed off and left the place. Not just them, but my man, whom I loved with my everything, also saw me but didn't do anything. Left me in the lake alone.
