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Chapter 68 - Chapter 69: What Have I done

Kurenai stirred awake, the early morning light filtering through the window and casting a soft glow across the room. A throbbing pain in her head made her groan as she sat up, confusion settling in. Blinking against the brightness, she quickly realized she was bare, the cool sheets contrasting starkly against her warm skin.

As her mind cleared, memories flooded back—fragments of laughter at the tavern, teasing exchanges, and then the electric tension that had enveloped her and Hyuk as they entered her home. Each recollection sent a rush of embarrassment crashing over her. She turned to her side, her heart racing when she spotted the pink-haired boy sleeping soundly beside her.

What have I done?

Panic washed over her as she recalled their passionate encounter, the way they had let their desires take over. She pulled the sheets tightly around her, her cheeks flushing with shame as she examined the peaceful expression on Hyuk's face. He looked so innocent in his sleep, completely unaware of the chaos brewing within her.

Kurenai threw her legs over the side of the bed and stood up, her head spinning slightly as she fought against the remnants of alcohol clouding her thoughts. She hurriedly searched for her clothes, feeling vulnerable and exposed. She found her blouse draped over a chair and slipped it on, but as she glanced back at Hyuk, she felt a pang of guilt.

What would Asuma say?

The thought of her boyfriend finding out about her night with Hyuk filled her with dread. Asuma was not just anyone; he was someone she respected deeply, and the idea of him knowing about her tryst made her stomach churn.

Kurenai quietly moved about the room, gathering her things as quietly as possible. She needed to leave before Hyuk woke up and realized what had happened. After pulling on her pants, she found a piece of parchment and a quill on her desk.

I'm so sorry, but I can't stay. Please don't tell anyone about last night, especially Asuma.

With her heart racing, she quickly scribbled the note, her handwriting a bit shaky. After signing her name, she placed the letter gently on the bed beside Hyuk, careful not to wake him.

Kurenai took one last look at the sleeping boy, a mixture of fondness and regret swirling within her. What a mess, she thought, shaking her head. But deep down, she knew she couldn't change what had happened.

After ensuring she had everything, Kurenai slipped out of the room, her heart pounding in her chest. The moment she stepped outside, the fresh air hit her like a wave, and she breathed in deeply, trying to calm the storm of emotions inside her.

As she made her way through the village, she couldn't help but replay the events of the previous night in her mind. Despite the embarrassment, a part of her felt exhilarated—she had explored something new, something forbidden. But the consequences of her actions weighed heavily on her, overshadowing the thrill of the experience.

What will I do now?

Kurenai's thoughts were a whirlwind as she navigated the familiar streets of Konoha. She had to keep this secret, at least for now. But as the sun rose higher, illuminating the path ahead, she couldn't shake the feeling that this was only the beginning of something much more complicated.

With determination in her heart, she resolved to handle the aftermath of the night and protect her own heart—and the hearts of those around her—at all costs.