There was this man whom I met 20 years ago that I ended up liking a lot.

We fought, we made up, we treated each other good and bad but still day by day I felt like I was falling hard for him.

But how can you trust someone if in the first place he was hiding himself from you?

How can you believe that everything he said to you was true when there was a lot of doubts in your head?

Do I have to fight for my feelings or must I give up?

What can I do to make this longing stop?

(Restricted)