I had a bad dream today.....Again. From past few months i have been having the bad dream again and again where i was crying alone . The world around me was all grey and the only color that i could see were two. Red and orange . The orange color being the flams that engulfed the city buildings , cars , humans to ashes . And the red being blood , in which my father was covered in .
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Well, not just a bad dream to be honest . 10years ago , when i was still in pre-school me with my father and mother went to the fun park in KATHMANDU during the weekend . The sky was blue , filled with white cotton candies . The birds where singing with a beautiful melody . The sun was smiling at me . Teasing me with its rays which pierced through my cap .
My father grabbed me by the right hand with my mother on my left . I jumped when i moved one step forward saying "HORRRR" as i landed to the ground . And the jumping repeats and repeats until i miss landed and broke my ankle . My father carried me to a bench and sat me down . He tried cheering me up so that i would stop crying . But i wouldn't stop at all until my father made a face where he squint his eyes and pulled it more horizontally left and right and opened his mouth wide with his tongue sticking out like a snake . I would start laughing so much that i would again start crying due to tummy ach . Then my father would again make that face a second time and then i would laugh again . But my father would stop this time as soon as I start laughing . My mother would open her purse and pull out a small pain removal spray . She always carries that spray with some other first-aid things because I always break my ankle when I go out to places . So she is very cautious .
But right now we were buying a ticket to that big ferries wheel . It was soo big and soo round and soo big . There were small cabins where only 4 people in maximum can fit . Then that was perfect , as my mother and my father made only 2 people and I made 1 more . So we were 3 in total . We went inside the cabin and waited for the wheel to move . Then I heard the motor sound like "DH DH DHh dHHHH dhhhhhhhhh" and the wheel started moving up slowly . I was looking outside slowly going upwards . The people on the ground started to shrink in size . Then soon we reached the top of the wheel . The people down in the ground were now the size on an ant . When i looked up , I felt as if I could touch the clouds . Then slowly the cabin started going down . Held both of my parents hand . I went down more quickly then i went up . My tummy started to tingle . I cant tell if it was a good or bad . It was ticklish but it didn't felt good at all . We finally reached down . I thought the ride had ended , but no . The cabin went up in little bit much speed then it did at first . When we reached the top . It came down in even much speed . My start crying as my tummy was so tingly . I held my parents tightly and kept on crying . The cabin finally stopped after 5 more rounds . I was dizzy and tingly and my eyes were all red due to the tears . My mother hugged me and patted me on my back " there there ". Then to cheer me up my father made that funny face again , but this time i couldn't even laugh . So my father thought of a brilliant idea . We told mother that we will go and buy ice-cream for all of us . Suddenly after hearing the word ice-cream I suddenly started smiling . I started mumbling " ice-crm ice-crm , we are ice-crm " . So he asked which one to get . I said chocolate , because I like it . My mother said vanilla with some choco syrup on top . So my father went to fetch some ice-cream after that .
But soon after he had left , a strange siren started to ring . A loud pitch siren that could be heard through miles and miles . As soon as the siren rang , my ears started to hurt due to its high pitch . The siren warned the people about the devil attacks in the area . Though i had never seen one for myself , mother told me that they are scary creatures that only purpose in to kill and destroy happiness . So , my mother at the time grabbed my hand and started running towards safety .
But where was safety ? The sky that was bright blue suddenly got covered with black clouds . The warm weather turned into cold and sad atmosphere . People started running left and right . Panic and kayos was all around . Some people where trapped in the rides and couldn't get out . I still remember , one person who was stuck on the top of the Ferris wheel got out of his cabin and tried to walk down the edge of the rods to get down . But suddenly the wheel began to move and his legs slipped away and he fell in the center of rotation , where his body was crushed . the center was covered in his blood and his guts , but the wheel kept on rotating . Due to which the body was grinded like some sort of meat in a grinder .In this case the wheel was the grinder ,and when his body fell into the ground it was splitted into who pieces . The top consisting of this head and the abdomen from which his intestines were crawling out and the second part where his leg bone could be seen .
It was disgusting .
The mans guts where stuck in the center of rotation , which created so much friction that the wheel just detached from the base and rolled away just like in the cartoons .
As the wheel moved forward , it left a trail of dead bodies who got crushed on its path .
I was horrified and confused that time . I didn't knew how to react in that situation . My mother carried me on her back and ran in search for my father . we couldn't find him .
"I THINK!?"
My memories are a little hazy from here . I don't remember any thing that happed after that . I feel like I had seen my father but I don't know .
Then suddenly my mother called me " Ryan!!! Breakfast is ready!!";
"Comingg!!";
Well , its just a bad dream . And so I moved on . Today was the first day of my Highschool life in the LA international HS . I was excited , nervous and curious . I am not the type who had many friends in his school life . So , i wasn't hopping to make hundred friends in these high school years as well . But what I was hoping for was to make some memorable memories . Just like those in the popular high school anime's . But well , I am not the Main character of this story .
"Bye mother !" and off I go to my new and exciting future ....