After hearing Zhuang Ziang's answer, Lin Mushi was stunned for a long time.
I just didn't agree to your pursuit temporarily, and I didn't completely reject you.
What right do you have to change your feelings without authorization?
"Zhuang Ziang, then you said you liked me before, were you lying?" Lin Mushi was a little excited.
"Mushi, I liked you before, but I didn't get a response to my love, so I should have the right to take it back." Zhuang Ziang answered calmly.
"Why are you impatient and why do you give up halfway?" Lin Mushi questioned.
She didn't agree to Zhuang Ziang's pursuit before, and she coveted Zhuang Ziang's tenderness.
I always thought that if a boy liked her, he should wait for her forever and never leave her.
I never thought that boys also have the right to withdraw.
Under the neon lights, the evening breeze blew the broken hair on Zhuang Ziang's forehead.
He looked at the school beauty he had liked for a long time in front of him and decided to tell his true thoughts.
"Mushi, I now understand that my feelings for you were just superficial."
"Because you are the school beauty, you are the center of attention, and chasing you can satisfy my vanity."
"Until I met that person, I knew what it felt like to really like someone."
Getting along with Little Butterfly is a wonderful feeling that Zhuang Ziang has never experienced before.
You can forget sadness, forget time, and forget the whole world.
It seems that there are only you and me in the world.
Lin Mushi's eyes are filled with tears: "It's impossible. We have known each other for two years, and you and her just met last week."
Zhuang Ziang smiled: "True love is not measured by the length of time."
"You don't even know which class she is in, aren't you afraid that she will lie to you?" Lin Mushi shouted.
"Let her lie, just like a moth, knowing that it will burn in the flames, it will still rush forward without hesitation."
Zhuang Ziang thought, for a person whose life is about to end, what is there worth lying to?
In the last few days, he didn't care about anything. He just wanted to follow his truest thoughts and live a short life.
Zhuang Ziang reached out his hand, stopped a taxi, and opened the door for Lin Mushi in a gentlemanly manner.
"Mushi, when you meet someone like that, maybe you will understand my feelings."
Sitting in the taxi, Lin Mushi burst into tears.
She clearly realized that she had lost Zhuang Ziang forever.
Is that girl really that good?
Back in the rental house, Zhuang Ziang changed the water in the fish tank and fed some feed.
He estimated that he would have to return the two fish to Little Butterfly in two months.
At that time, it might be very difficult for him to take care of himself.
The phone rang. It was the attending doctor Chen Dexiu calling.
There was nothing special, just asking about his physical condition.
"Doctor Chen, is there really nothing you can do?"
"I'm sorry, Xiaozhuang."
"I know, thank you, doctor."
Chen Dexiu didn't know how to comfort him, so he asked him to go to the hospital in two days and give him another checkup.
Although he knew it was unnecessary.
After hanging up the phone, Zhuang Ziang opened the medicine bag, stuffed a handful of those smelly pills into his mouth, and swallowed them with water.
The bitter taste came up, making him retch several times in a row.
Now he didn't want to die so much, even if he lived one more day and saw her one more time, it would be good.
There was no conversation all night.
The morning sun, through the screen window, warmed the boy in his dream.
Today is the monthly exam, so he can get up a little later than usual.
Zhuang Ziang set the alarm clock back half an hour.
Suddenly, the mobile phone at the bedside rang loudly.
Zhuang Ziang reached out from under the quilt, fumbled to swipe to answer the call, pressed the hands-free button, and spoke in a daze.
"Hello, who's this early in the morning?"
A pleasant female voice came from the speaker: "Big lazy pig, the sun is shining on your butt, and you're still sleeping in."
Zhuang Ziang opened his eyes wide instantly and sat up from his bed.
This was the first time Su Yudie called him.
"Little Butterfly, where are you?"
"Buying breakfast outside, I'll come to you later, what do you want to eat?"
Breakfast bought by Little Butterfly, anything is fine.
After hanging up the phone in a hurry, Zhuang Ziang got up quickly, tidied up the doghouse, and then went into the bathroom to take a shower.
Warm water drops sprinkled on the skin, washing away the fatigue of the night.
In last night's dream, he did unspeakable things with Little Butterfly again.
Zhuang Ziang got dressed, and a knock on the door sounded at the right time.
He opened the door and saw the smiling face that haunted him.
"Little Butterfly, good morning!"
"Big fool, the sun is so high, it's still early!"
Su Yudie bought two bowls of porridge and tea eggs.
When Zhuang Ziang lowered his head to drink the porridge, she was peeling the eggshells.
After peeling, she put it in Zhuang Ziang's bowl and picked up another one.
Zhuang Ziang was embarrassed: "I'll do it."
Su Yudie smiled: "I'll give you a brain boost. Take the exam well today and beat all those people yesterday. Don't brag about it and you can't achieve it."
"Don't worry, they are just like chickens and dogs in my opinion!" Zhuang Ziang suddenly became proud.
"Boasting, don't be shy." Su Yudie rolled her eyes at him.
"I have been the first in the grade for two consecutive years. Haven't you heard about it?" Zhuang Ziang was surprised.
"Oh, really? I think I have heard a little bit." Su Yudie said perfunctorily.
Zhuang Ziang bit his egg discontentedly: "I can tell you're a poor student who doesn't care about the exam ranking."
He suddenly remembered what happened yesterday afternoon when he went to see the exam room.
Among the candidates with the surname Su, there was no Su Yudie.
After hesitating for several times, he didn't ask.
If she had something to hide, it would be embarrassing to keep asking.
After breakfast, Su Yudie took out a red string from her pocket and tied it around Zhuang Ziang's wrist.
Zhuang Ziang frowned: "What is this? Would it look a bit effeminate for a boy like me to wear it?"
Su Yudie said: "I heard that wearing this on an exam will bring good luck."
"Superstitious, I didn't wear it before, and I still got first place." Zhuang Ziang muttered.
"If you don't like it, take it off and throw it away."
"Then...then wear it!"
Zhuang Ziang raised his wrist and saw that the red string was bright in color and had a faint peach scent.
Well, I hope the exam god will bless me.
The two of them came to school together, and the tree-lined road on the campus was covered with petals.
The peach blossoms were about to wither.
When they arrived outside the examination room, Zhuang Ziang asked: "Little Butterfly, which classroom are you taking the exam in?"
Su Yudie smiled and said: "I'm not taking the exam."
"Not taking the exam?" Zhuang Ziang was a little confused.
Su Yudie took out the leave note from her bag again and shook it at Zhuang Ziang.
The signature of the head teacher on it was like a ghost painting, and he didn't recognize a single word.
Zhuang Ziang wanted to ask something else, but the bell for the exam had already sounded.
"Take the exam well, and I'll buy you a Coke when you come out." Su Yudie pushed Zhuang Ziang into the classroom.
Zhuang Ziang sat in his seat, smelling the faint peach blossom fragrance of the red rope on his wrist, and was puzzled.
Which head teacher would sign so many leave notes for students? And allow her not to take the monthly exam.
Little Butterfly, are you like me...