Oh my my thank you Mr. Brown to make me more confused in my life and for that i can't even concentrate in my studies although i really don't wanna but still,if Mr. Brown and grandma was a true victim then how come Mr. Brown never mentioned about it even at once and Florida grandma she never did it too,if the statement was true then,there is a chance that Florida grandma might had a rage against her but Mr. Allison what about him. Then, what if Mr. Allison never like her for a second.....Ugh! Damn everyone, damn everything, why the hell everything is so messed up,at first i thought that Florida grandma's statement might be true and grandma's might not cause i found a person whose statement also get matched with Florida grandma but now it looks like my grandmother also had one although i don't know what the real truth is but still...what if all of them are saying truth only in a particular portion where they either victim or hero, what if they cut the other portion to convince someone who's listening or reading it, then is it possible that Mr. Allison also followed the same question,but it keeps
repeating the same question WHY? WHY? and WHY? When I'm thinking all of these in my room sitting on the study table instead of studying when Lily came and called me for dinner . So i stopped thinking all of these and rushed downstairs.
In the dining table
"Come meet with me in my room after you completed your dinner" saying this she left with a careless manner. Again, but why? Did Mr. Brown told her everything about yesterday's evening.I looked at Mr. Brown,he was giving instructions to the maids casually as he always do,truly speaking it literally doesn't look like he told her ..... or he really did,i literally understands it, maybe it is what we call true love,je trust her more than anyone else,but it is not the time to think about it,but why the heck,is she remain silent. I am here at least over 15 minutes minimum then why the heck instead of question or talking she is looking outside of the window? To start the conversation i pulled the very first string. " Is there anything you need grandma? Why did you call me over?" I asked hesitantly. Grandma looked at me and said with a grumpy face," So,Brown told you about us? You know what after me and Brown you are the first person who knew about it,so don't tell about it to anyone. Ok." After a long time of procrastination, I finally asked her," Allow me to ask you something grandma." Hearing this she nodded so i Continued,"Don't mind me if i ask you something nonsense out of curiosity, umm,grandma did you feel insecure around Florida grandma cause she fell in love with Mr. Brown? Or you know and umm did Mr. Allison knew anything about you guys,( Seeing that hearing my nonsense i said) if you feel uncomfortable then that's okay, you don't need to say." As soon as I finished i saw without any hesitation or giving it any second thought she said," He knew but why do you ask? Didn't he mentioned anything about it in his diary, i thought you might know everything and about your first question the statement you gave was not true. I don't like her cause for her mother i lost mine. That's it and about that love story fact what you just said that means nothing for me, you know what, it was true that both of us sisters fell in love with Brown, but whom he was gonna choose it was totally upto him, there's nothing i could do, he loves me so he chose me that's all. So stop talking nonsense Smita. I really don't expects those kind of questions from you at least . By the way, i forget to tell you the main reason i called you for, what did Mr. Oliver said about your mental health?" Yes,yes, that was the second important thing i totally forgot about so i said,Oh! Actually i couldn't talk with him that day, hardly we had started to talk Mr. Brown rushed in and said that you collapsed, so we stopped before we could start." " Then go and talk with him. " grandma said in a worried tone . I came outside to get some fresh air . It was literally too much to handle but at least I get the permission. But the same question turns around and comes back was why? why and why? What's the reason that he didn't write anything about it or that part where grandma became victim. Is there anything too that you wanna hide to.