DIARY'S ADDITION: PART 1
I jumped out of bed and ran,I dragged the diary from my reading table and opened it and started to read it ,
1964,15th January:
I am so happy,today my little sister Alicia born . Since today I have a responsibility to protect my little sister,
(Ugh! Its way to early. )
1967,29th June:
Today, I am so happy again my second little sister Florida born but it seems like Alicia isn't happy at all,i even asked her and she replied nothing at first then she replied she didn't want any sharer in her things.
1977,1st January:
Today,Alicia broke mom's imported favorite flower vase in front of my eyes . Then she frankly put the blame on Florida and my parents believed it too . I really regretted seeing Florida beaten up after hearing Alicia's word but not protecting.
( It feels like grandma,since childhood didn't like second grandmother. But why ? Let's look ahead. )
1977,2nd April:
Today,exam results are out . Alicia as usual took the first place and Florida..... I can't believe she failed.
1977,19th September:
Finals are coming up, mom and dad took stricter steps towards Florida. They stopped everything. They even told us not to go and talk with her . Truly speaking , I really don't like it she is trying her best .
1977,20th December:
Today the results of final came out Alicia took first place as usual but in spite of trying her best she couldn't get a rank in 1 to 10 .
1978, 15th February:
Before exams my parents started to give threat to Florida that if she can't too the first place they will really kill her .
1978,16th February :
Florida got beaten up by parents again, yesterday for the first time i tried to sneak into Florida's room and talk to her that feels ao good but suddenly Alicea came out of nowhere and dragged me away and told me not to disturb her . But that night after i came into my room i heard screaming coming from Florida's room , i rushed towards Alicia's room and with surprisingly eyes with a act of that nothing is happening she said what , she did what Florida deserve. For the first time I had an argument with Alicia.
1978, 3rd April :
After results are out Florida did much better than the other times ,she ranked 6th but it seems like my parents did not like it. They had an argument again today but what is Florida doing,she got violent today and tried to attack father when he tried to slap her .
1978,4th June :
For quite some time i found Alicia's door open at night . So today I followed her . I saw her sneak into Florida's room. I thought at first the two sisters had gotten along now . Thinking of this when i have gone to open the door, I stood shocked. What kind of idea Alicia is giving to Florida? Did ahe just said to do the same thing parents didi to her , is she advising her to get violentto beat up parents just the way they did to her . Hearing footsteps l hide behind the flower vase and saw Alicia came out with a relieved smile and a deep breath as if there was a fierce cruelty somewhere in her . That was the very first time I felt two kinds of feelings towards her , first fear and second hate .