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Chapter 18 - 18

Giovanni followed Russel back home after encounter with James earlier. But can't chase him away because Giovanni lately spend time at Russel place more. Sitting on couch together with TV on, Russel couldn't help but look trouble as he thought about James expression earlier. 

 It hard to read, he look all smile like he always did but there a cold about his tone. Giovanni noticed that Russel was quiet and pensive.

"Hey, what's going on? You look trouble?" He ask, gently resting his hand on Russel leg.

Russel felt a surge of anger and frustration. It was true that he was worried about James and he felt protective towards James.

"What are you talking about? Are you planning to hurt James like you did to other back then?" He snapped at Giovanni, his voice rising.

"Oh, don't be so dramatic. I was just joking around, it's not like I'm actually going to hurt him." He said, rolling his eyes. Giovanni let out a scoff, his expression turning smug.

Russel couldn't what he was hearing. The casualness with which Giovanni spoke about hurting James was starting to anger him. He push himself up from the couch, his hand clench into fist at his side.

Russel turned to face Giovanni, His eyes flashing with anger.

"Are you even listening to yourself? You act like everything is a big jokes, like hurting someone is just a funny prank." He exclaimed, his voice rising in volume.

Giovanni expression darkened with anger. He rose from couch and stepped towards Russel, his movements aggressive and predatory.

"You getting on my nerves," Giovanni said with low and warning voice.

"You don't get to tell me what to do. I'm the one who in charge here." Russel backed away, his heart pounding in his chest. It was clear that he can't have a reason with Giovanni for now.

Giovanni pinned Russel against the wall, his body pressed close to Russel. He leaned in to whisper in Russel ear, his breath hot against Russel skin.

"Was he that great on bed which make you have courage to raise your voice to me now? You think i didn't know what you really want? You can't hide how desperate you want your ass to be pounded right now aren't you?" Giovanni look like already lost by his desire. 

Russel breath hitched in his chest as he felt Giovanni hand Running over his body, exploring every inch of him with a possessive touch. But no matter how much Russel struggled he couldn't break free. Giovanni was to strong and hold on to him. His grip vicelike.

"You making this harder than it need to be." Giovanni growled, grabbing fistful of Russel hair and yank his head back to exposed his neck.

"Just give in. I know you want this as much as i want too." Giovanni hand now already inserted. Russel jolt but then he keep trying to break free. 

Giovanni lip traced a trail across Russel neck, leaving a trail of kisses that made Russel shiver. Russel could feel himself responding to Giovanni touch, his heart racing with a mix of fear and desire. As Giovanni lip moved across his skin, Russel mind wondered to the memory of his time with James. It was stark contrast to the situation he was in now. With James, he had felt safe, loved and respected. But with Giovanni all he felt was fear and violation. Giovanni could feel that Russel mind was elsewhere and it frustrated him to no end. He not hoing to let Russel thinking about other while with him. He thrust even harder.

"You not going to ignore me." He growled, his voice harsh. Russel moaning like crazy but at same time tear fall. Giovanni smirk knowing how much he affect Russel but didn't he know Russel apologizing to James in his heart.