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Chapter 11 - Chapter 11: Slow Steps

Kasumi stared at her phone, biting her lower lip as she reread Yasushi's last message. Since their first coffee meeting, they had been texting more frequently, and with each message, Kasumi found herself growing more curious about him. There was a vulnerability in the way he shared parts of his life, his quiet honesty and introspective nature drawing her in.

Yasushi: I'm not really good at opening up to people. I usually just focus on work. It feels safer that way, you know?

Kasumi understood that feeling too well. She had done the same with her flowers, pouring her emotions into the delicate petals rather than confronting the messiness of human relationships. Her fingers hovered over the screen as she tried to find the right words.

Kasumi: I get it. I used to do the same thing with my flowers. It's easier to control something when you can shape it the way you want... but people aren't like that.

She paused before hitting send, wondering if she had said too much. But it was the truth, and if they were going to continue this connection, they needed to be honest with each other, right? With a small sigh, she pressed the button.

Moments later, her phone buzzed again.

Yasushi: Yeah, exactly. It's just... people are complicated. It feels safer to stay distant. I've been burned before.

Kasumi felt her heart tug at his words. She could sense that there was more behind them, something unspoken but deeply personal. And yet, despite his reservations, here he was, sharing this with her. Slowly, carefully, they were beginning to trust one another.

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As the days passed, their texts became a mix of light-hearted banter and deeper conversations. They discussed their interests, favorite movies, and the little things that made them smile. Yasushi shared his love for art and design, while Kasumi opened up about her work at the flower shop. Their exchanges flowed naturally, but the underlying tension of unspoken feelings always lingered in the background.

One evening, as Kasumi arranged flowers for a small wedding, she found herself thinking about Yasushi more than usual. She had taken to looking forward to their conversations, the way he made her feel seen and understood. But with that anticipation came an old familiar fear—what if she allowed herself to care too much, only to be hurt again?

Her thoughts were interrupted by the familiar buzz of her phone. It was Yasushi.

Yasushi: I saw an exhibition that made me think of you. Want to check it out this weekend?

Kasumi's heart skipped a beat. It wasn't unusual for them to talk about their interests, but this felt like something more—a step closer. She hesitated for a moment, her fingers hovering over the keys.

Kasumi: I'd love that.

The weekend came quickly, and soon they were walking side by side through the exhibition hall. The walls were lined with colorful, abstract paintings, each one more vivid and expressive than the last. Yasushi seemed in his element, his eyes scanning each piece with careful attention.

"I love how bold these colors are," he said, stopping in front of a particularly vibrant painting. "It's like the artist is just... pouring out everything they feel without holding back."

Kasumi nodded, taking in the swirling reds and oranges. "It's beautiful," she agreed. "But also... a little overwhelming. Like there's so much emotion packed into one space."

Yasushi turned to her, his gaze soft. "Yeah. Sometimes it's like that with people too. You never know how much they're holding inside."

Kasumi glanced at him, sensing the weight behind his words. She wanted to say something comforting, something to let him know he didn't have to hold everything in around her. But the words caught in her throat. Instead, she simply nodded, letting the silence between them settle into something comfortable.

As they moved through the exhibition, their conversation drifted between the art and their own experiences. Yasushi shared stories of his work, how he often lost himself in designing, using it as an escape from the world around him. Kasumi listened, finding herself drawn to the way he expressed himself so clearly through his art, even if he struggled with his emotions in real life.

In return, she told him about her flowers—their meanings, the emotions they could convey, and how she often used them to express things she couldn't put into words. Yasushi seemed intrigued, asking questions and genuinely listening in a way that few people did.

By the end of the day, they found themselves sitting on a bench outside the gallery, sipping coffee and watching people pass by. The sun was beginning to set, casting a warm golden light over the street.

Kasumi took a deep breath, feeling a sense of calm she hadn't felt in a long time. This was nice—simple, easy, and yet, there was something undeniably meaningful about it.

"Yasushi," she began, her voice hesitant, "I've been thinking—"

But before she could finish, Yasushi spoke, a slight urgency in his tone. "Yeah, we should definitely do this again. I mean, maybe we could make this a regular thing."

She felt her heart flutter at his words, a blend of excitement and apprehension. It was as if he had sensed the direction her thoughts were taking and had sidestepped the vulnerability that hung in the air.

"Yeah, I'd like that," Kasumi replied, feeling a small smile creep onto her face. "I'd really like that."

As they parted ways that evening, Kasumi couldn't help but feel a flutter of hope in her chest. Maybe this connection, this slow unfolding of trust, was the beginning of something she hadn't allowed herself to dream of in a long time.

But as always, the fear lingered in the back of her mind. Would it last? Or would they, too, drift apart when things got complicated?