At the beginning of the COVID-19 outbreak, I returned to Yangzhou from Shanghai.
At that time, the gay bathhouses in Yangzhou were still open.
I was bored one Sunday afternoon, so I stayed at the door of the bathhouse for a while, and didn't plan to buy a ticket to go in.
At this time, a handsome guy came out of the bathroom. He was really handsome, and you couldn't tell from his appearance that he was gay.
He also saw me, and I pretended to pass by the bathroom and was about to leave, but he followed me.
"Are you going to the bathroom?" He asked me naturally, and I said I was just coming here to take a look and didn't plan to go in.
It can be seen that he likes me too. His name is JQ.
After chatting for a while, I drove JQ to my apartment.
Because I had masturbated in the morning, I had no sexual desire at all.
But when I entered the bedroom, JQ seemed very horny and started to take off his clothes and pushed me down on the bed.
We started kissing, and I told him that I had just masturbated in the morning and didn't want to have sex at the moment. But he was 10 years younger than me and had a strong sexual desire. He continued to kiss me and took off my clothes.
So I planned to give him a blowjob. Let him ejaculate quickly to calm him down.
What surprised me was that his penis was very big, almost the same size as that of European men. Another plus point.
I reluctantly put his glans into my mouth. Since his penis was very big and thick, I clumsily gave him a blowjob. He said that your blowjob skills are very bad. I thought to myself that it was really disrespectful to say that.
I lost interest after hearing him say that, and then we chatted naked on the bed for a while.
I talked to him about how I often went to Hong Kong gay saunas when I lived in Hong Kong before, and I had sex with more than one hundred people there in 2 years.
He was surprised at the chaos of my private sex life before, and then he had an AIDS phobia. Later, I really annoyed him about this. Every time I had sex with him, he was worried to death, fearing that I had HIV and concealed it from him.
Later, I drove him home. His apartment was not far from mine, and it took more than ten minutes to drive. His father was responsible for the decoration of his apartment, so the style was a bit rustic.
After sitting at his house for a while, I drove home.
At first, our interaction was very enthusiastic, and we would send each other a lot of messages every day. I soon felt the feeling of love.
At this time, JW was still living alone in Shanghai.
Everything was romantic and passionate in the first 2-3 months when JQ and I met.
Until one day he sent me a message: Our relationship may not be the kind of boyfriend-boyfriend relationship you imagine.
My first feeling was that he was going to dump me, but I thought about it and realized that I had done nothing wrong and was very kind to him. Such as picking him up or took him to fancy restaurants.
He explained that he was already in his 30s and his parents had been forcing him to get married. He found a lesbian in Yangzhou online and was preparing for a fake marriage to deal with his family. He might also plan to do IVF in the future, so he couldn't continue this relationship with me.
In my opinion, these were all excuses.
I cried at home when I received his breakup message that night.
Although I already had a gym membership card, I also got a membership card at a gym near JQ's home that he often went to, just to meet him occasionally.
Finally, a few days later, when I was bench pressing the barbell, JQ ran over to greet me in surprise and asked me why I was working out here. I said it was to see you again.
After working out, he bought me a bottle of mineral water. Seeing that he didn't mean to invite me to his apartment, I drove home.
After a few times like this, I never went to that gym again.
After that, I decided not to contact JQ, but he would send me messages every important holiday to greet me, and sometimes he would come to my apartment to have sex with me, but this strange relationship between us was not what I wanted. I tried to continue the romantic relationship with him, but his reaction always disappointed me. Later, we almost stopped contacting each other.
JW didn't know about my relationship with JQ, and I didn't break up with JW at that time.