Under this clear sky, where the stars seem to tell ancient stories, I sit here, far from the noise of the world. The air is crisp but refreshing, and the moon shines with a light I've never seen before. Its glow bathes the earth as if it silently watches everything with timeless wisdom. In this distant place, I remember how beautiful the moon was when I gazed at it, thinking of her, the girl who came from another world.
When I first fell in love with her, it wasn't as obvious as some might think. There was no dramatic or flashy moment. No, it was calm, just like this moment, sitting in serenity. It was a simple moment, but so real, as if the entire universe had paused to listen to us. Have you ever felt that a moment belongs to you completely, as if everything around you harmonizes with the beat of your heart? That's exactly how it was between her and me.
At first, I didn't know how to describe my feelings. I had always believed that love should be pure, unconditional, and that it required us to be the best versions of ourselves. But when I met her, I realized that love could be something entirely different. It wasn't easy; in fact, it was complicated, full of contradictions. She came from another world, a world where the rules were different, where the way she saw things contrasted entirely with my own.
She was beautiful, but not just on the outside. She was different. Her eyes spoke in silence, as if they hid secrets I could never truly access, no matter how hard I tried. Every time I looked into her eyes, I felt like I was discovering a new world, a world full of mystery and beauty. Yet, she was stubborn, undeniably so. She almost never agreed with my ideas, loving to challenge everything I believed in. It often frustrated me, but at the same time, I loved that part of her. She made me think deeply, made me reconsider everything.
I remember how she always tried to make me angry, not because she hated me, but because she enjoyed seeing the subtle changes in my expression. She would often say, "You look handsome when you're angry." And I would laugh, even though I was genuinely upset. There was something in the way she looked at me, as if she saw something in my anger that I couldn't see in myself. However, it wasn't just a game for her. Sometimes, after truly angering me, she would cry. She hated hurting me, even unintentionally.
In those moments when we sat together under the starry sky, I often found myself reflecting. The idea of changing the world had always fascinated me. Since I was a child, I had this dream of making the world a better place, filled with goodness and peace. And I believed that I could achieve it. But when I fell in love with her, I started thinking differently. I realized that changing the world might not be as simple as I had imagined. Perhaps, just perhaps, the world doesn't need to change. Maybe we need to accept that the world is complex, full of contradictions and struggles.
In the end, I found myself in constant conflict. I wanted to live in peace with her, far from all these problems. I dreamed of a quiet life, free from war and conflict, where we could be together without having to face these daily challenges. But life is not that simple. I realized that happiness and peace cannot be achieved without sacrifices. We can't have everything we want without losing something in return. That's what she taught me.
Sometimes, I thought that love blinds us. It makes us see things differently, makes us believe that everything will be fine as long as we love each other. But the truth is, love isn't always enough. It may drive us forward, but it doesn't solve all the problems. There are things bigger than love, things related to the differences between us and the world. It was these differences that made our lives complicated.
We loved each other deeply, but there were so many things that separated us. There were major differences in how we thought, in how we viewed the world. In the end, life decided our fate. Love, as powerful as it was, couldn't overcome those differences.
Under this peaceful sky, as I gaze at the moon, I realize that love may be the most beautiful thing we can experience, but at the same time, it's what makes us understand just how complex and difficult life can be. My dream was to live with her in peace, but now I know that peace doesn't come easily.