"Remember what you said? That no matter how far we are our souls is always connected to each other?" I said to him with a smile on my face as the rain drop going down so fast. I held his face for the very last time because I know this will be the last time I will touch his face.
"Please, don't die. I can't live without you...." you promised to me that we will live together.(As he cried).
"I know, but this is my fate. We cannot control fate remember." I smiled to him. My heart felt ache. I can't leave him I want to stay by his side FOREVER. But the universe was too cruel.
*The rain continues.
"God, please if you can hear me please, please, please give my love of my life another chance to live."Please don't take his life away, I'm begging you please..
"Leo, can you promise me that when I'm gone please continue living for me." I want him to continue live. Not only for me. I want to see him happy for the rest of his life.
"I will continue live if you won't die."
"Leo listen to me. If I get reborn again in my future life. I will be only waiting for you. Maybe in that life the universe will accept us." I whispered to him. My breath is almost out.
"Why not in this life!?!!" I was full of anger and sadness because why would the universe take away the only one I love. I don't understand the universe why would the universe do that to me!?.
"Leo, we are born in a wrong era, were the same sex relationship is forbidden...I'm sorry if I have to go first."
*Thunder storm
"*sigh*, Allan. You said if you get reborn again you will only be waiting for me. So please wait for me in your next life."
"i will, I promised I will be waiting for you." my eyes slowly close and I finally took my last breath.
"allan?Allan please wake uppp!!!!!" he took his last breath,I don't know what to do anymore.
The rain continues to drop and the thunder storm continue. Many years past Leo was keep waiting for Allan to reborn again he was never get tired of waiting for him. He never got married nor have a kids with someone else because his heart was only meant for Allan. The day were allan decided to take his own life.
"what's the point of living if he is not here anymore."my tear drop
"i don't know what to do. Beside I never love any one more than him."
"why was the universe so cruel that he has to take someone I love the most?"
"If loving the same gender was a sin then I will only be a sinner for him. I want to follow him. I miss him so much."my tear drop through my checks and the sadness in my eyes. I feel like giving up already. I took the sword in the Hoosier. And that's when stab myself.
*October 8 2025, 16:00 pm
"It's already four, I want to go home already, I'm tired" this is so exhausting and I'm hungry
"allan can you check your email real quick?"
"oh yea sure wait."
*Computer typing
Two hours past.
"Thank god it's finally done, I can't wait to go home" I turned off the computer and start preparing my stuff to go home.
"allan would you like to come eat dinner with us?"
I look at my colleagues and smiled.
"oh sorry I can't come with you guys today, I'm really exhausted I want to go home and sleep, maybe next time." I just don't want to go with them I don't want to socialize.
"oh okay, we will go ahead first, see you next week" they waved with each other as Allan continue packing his things.
"i have to go now." Allan took the elevator and press the lobby bottom.
*Ting, the elevator door opened.
He walked fast and stop for a minute.
"whoa" I speak to my head as I saw this guy we made an eye contact, he looked at me with a disbelief. Thank God his handsome he got this blue eyes and blonde hair literally my type.
"a-allan?" I said in a low tone. I can't imagine that I met him in this life.
"uhmmm, do I know you?" I said to him with a confused tone.