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Chapter 24 - Confessions of a gay man(episode 1)

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Chapter 1: "A heart's hesitation"

A soft knock on my door signaled the arrival of our head maid, Helen.

Helen: Good morning Mr Arthur

She was very cheerful and excited today.

Helen: It's a beautiful day, time to rise and shine!

Me: Just a few more minutes Helen

She ignored me and continued to open the curtains, letting the sun fill the space with a bright golden light. I rubbed my eyes and stretched my limbs as I was yawning.

Helen: Breakfast is ready and your parents are expecting you at the table, it's best not to keep them waiting, Mr Arthur.

I let out a deep sigh and preceded to the shower. I then made my way to the garden, stepping out of the warmth of my family's grand estate.The chill was serving as a reminder of the cold reality I faced. In just a few short weeks, my life would no longer be my own. I took a moment to embrace the perks of having a fresh garden at the back of your manor. Footsteps echoed behind me, I turned back and it was Benjamin.

Benjamin: Hey big bro

Me: How's it going with Talentia?

Benjamin: She's coming up pretty well, Iam doing my first character design on her.

Me: Great stuff

Benjamin: What's wrong? you look worried

Me: It's nothing, let's go.

Benjamin: You go so long, I'll wait here

Me: Grandpa will be angry if you're absent from the table.

Benjamin was staring into the deep space. I made my way to the table.

Me: Good morning everyone

Eliz: Morning honey

Me: Am I late? where's grandpa?

Speak of the devil, he came from downstairs and rushed to the table. The atmosphere quickly changed upon his arrival.Β 

Me: *clears throat* uhm grandpa, I have something to talk to you about

Theodore: Good, because I also have exciting news for you and for the future of our family.Β 

Richard: Isn't Benjamin joining us? Emily could you go look for him please

Theodore: Sit down girl, we are expecting very important guests.Β 

[Door bell rings]

Helen went on to open the door, a familiar face appeared...

CONTINUATION:

Helen went on to open the door, a familiar face appeared.Β 

Theodore: Ahh, welcome welcome

Edward: Pleasure to be here Mr Delby

Theodore: And our famous bride to be, Catherine. you look stunning dear

Catherine: [Blushing] thank you Mr Delby

Theodore: Oh no enough with the formality, I'd prefer Grandpa.

They laughed and came to the table. I spent moments trying to figure out who could she be.

Theodore: Arthur, can you still remember her?

Me: I don't think so

Theodore: Oh come on, try harder

Catherine: It's okay if you can't, don't stress yourself about it

Edward: Well, he'll need to know you soon because you two are about to get married

Emily: What!?

Eliz: Emily dear shush

Emily: sorryΒ 

Me: Iam sorry, I don't think I heard you correctly

Theodore: You're getting married son! my grandson is getting married can you believe this!!

Me: Excuse me [I excused myself from the table]

Theodore: Where do you think you're going?

Me: I have a business to attend to, the company won't run itself

Victoria: Is he always like that?

Catherine: Let's give him time to process this, i know it's a hard pill to swallow...

Whilst driving, I dialed up Stephen's number.

[On call]

Stephen: What's up?

Me: Hey man, where are you?

Stephen: At work, are you coming in today?

Me: NO, let's meet at Tom's Bar

Stephen: Okay, you better have a solid excuse for this when I get there.

[I dropped the call]

Once again, I have to live up to my family's expectations. I have no say in what they do in my life, Iam voiceless, drowning in the sea of my own sorrows...

I arrived at Tom's Bar, I didn't waste time ordering a drink.

Me: Give me the strongest you've got

Tom[ the bartender and owner] : isn't it too early?

Me: Dammit, would you all stop it with the lectures!! am I that invincible that you'd be speaking over me

Tom: Sorry, rough morning?

Me: Iam so over this sh*t!

Guy: Hey Tom

Tom: Hey Adam

The guy passed behind me, something felt different about him than other guys...

CONTINUATION:

I felt like approaching him.

Me: Psst, Tom who's that guy?

Tom: Oh thats Adam, he works here at night

Me: A stripper?

Tom: No, he's a bartender. He doesn't do dirty dancing. Wait, are you interested in him?

Me: What kind of question is that? Of course not

Tom: I mean he is pretty attractive, sweet, and he's very good at what he does

Me: Urgh, why would you tell me that!? [I spilled the drink on him]

Tom: Hey!! what was that for

Adam: Hey, what did you do that for?!

He was infront of me, fuming with anger. I stared deep into his eyes. I couldn't help but notice his light pink lips, his perfectly shaped face and he's so cute when he's angry.Β 

Adam: Are you gonna say anything or are you just gonna carry on staring at me

We were so close in contact. Again, I thought to myself, something about him just feels different. Could I be wrong, or am I following a deceiving pathway that might be the end of me....