Quitting her part-time here meant for her to start using the money he always gave her.
Yes, it was like that. It was him that always gave her money for her monthly allowance. He was like her dad in money situations.
That included paying her school tuition she he had forced on her . He made her lie to her mom that the school had offered her a scholarship but the truth was that he was the one paying all the huge amounts of the school fees and he wasn't even bothered because as long as he tortured and bullied her, nothing else mattered. Zara thought.
Though she accepted his school fees offer, it didn't mean that she would use all the other things he gave to her such as his money or the designer clothes he usually bought for her.
Blackwood as said, he was like a dad to her that she never had. He would buy a lot of designer clothes for her including bags, shoes which were very simple that it would take someone literally hours to notice that they were expensive brands because they were all conservative that's to say,they were especially long in length reaching her toes.
But something bothered Zara very much.
There are times he bought her clothes and he instructed her not to wear them with anyone around apart from him and also where he bought those short skirts and really beautiful lingeries and he would video call her .
He would tell her to change in either the lingerie or the short dress and show him. He would again make sure to wear every cloth he bought for her to still see if it was appropriate and that it wouldn't disgust both his and other student's eyes though even every morning in the music room, he repeated the same thing.
So, when Blackwood said that the "short" black skirt disgusted his eyes and the others, I didn't wonder very much because yes, the part-time work skirt could be considered very short to the clothes that he filled my closet with but still in normal clothing, it wasn't really that short.
It was somehow very tight and reached just slightly above the knees. Is that even considered short compared to how those girls who are always around him dress. Zara asked herself because she was no fashion expert.
Instead of looking in his eyes as he usually commanded her to whenever they were together, she looked at the ground busy chewing on her lower lip and fidget with her long purple dress that he had sent to her four months back.
Zara knew that at this moment, all the self motivation she had done all during the day had gone in vain.
She still couldn't embrace herself to beg and plead with him to let her work here . She really didn't want to depend anymore on him. She wanted at least to have something in her life which he had no control on but guess she had still failed at it.