I Had been Born My name is Lao I'm having a good life normal like the others then once I turned 35 I realized What's the point of everything Lao laid down in his bed Looking at the ceiling his mind flashed back all of the things happen to his life his face emotionless

Eyebags in his Eye I'm Tired... So Tired at everything should I just kill myself?

Lao is an average guy But black hair average height pale skin Lao think and think until midnight cold air going through his skin Lao Stand up in the bed Smiling how long has it been The last time I truly smile Like this Lao Goes to the kitchen Finding a knife while he smile a bit of tears running down to his face

He touches his eye looking at his tear Lao

Is confuse "Why I'm Crying?"He saw The knife and looked at it a few minutes staring it

He finnaly made The decision he put the knife in his left arm "it's only temporary I'm tired of repeating life anyway I go to school do my homework and have some friends have fun with them But soon I know they will fade away just like my family everything will soon fade away what's the point now I'll work repeat everything"his eye crying as he put the knife it his throat

"It hurts it hurts "Lao though pushing the knife further "Lao flashed back everything in his life again all the things he did" Lao opened his eye again and see nothing but black emptyness hatred happyness sadness every possible emotion that's what's he's been feeling but his already tired of it I'll deny every emotion I have suddenly A bright face floating into darkness "IM God The God face is blurry he can only see light I'll give you another chance to live in a fantasy world"Lao about to speak but As he opened his eye

He is in an another world The world is beautiful he is living an life an noble it's like an fantasy but Lao is already tired of everything knowing in this life he will repeat everything again he have new looks his looks is much beautiful than before black hair white eye skin perfectly smooth he sees himself in an bed looking red he looks at the mirror and hes looked about the age of 16