My disappointment was seen by Malan. I originally thought Malan was a greedy woman, a promiscuous woman, and she was the one who seduced me first. I thought everything would go smoothly, that I could easily find a secret ally. But I didn't expect her to be even more difficult to deal with, with her damn psychological barriers...
I looked at Malan, and I couldn't admit my failure. I held her hand and said, "Try again, try again..."
She looked at me, her eyes hesitant. I knew she wanted to try again. I quickly pulled her up, not giving her a chance to refuse. I had to strike while the iron was hot. Tonight, I must conquer her.
I arrived downstairs and opened the room. Ma Lan and I took the elevator to the tenth floor. When I stepped out of the elevator, Ma Lan was still standing inside, unwilling to come out. I placed my hand on her shoulder, hugged her, and practically dragged her out. Finally, I successfully pulled her into the room.
Malan stepped into the room, her breathing a bit hurried. I glanced around the room; not bad, the environment was quite elegant. I didn't turn on the lights; only the dim wall lamp by the bedside set the mood perfectly.
I know Maran likes to drink, so I poured two glasses and brought them over to her.
"Malin, we will definitely succeed." I said as I handed the wine glass to Malin.
"Yeah, I will!" Malan said nervously, then turned around, not daring to look at me. I stood behind Malan, placed my hand on her shoulder, and naturally angled my eyes to peek into her low-cut neckline from behind.
At this glance, she was already flushed with a layer of bright red from the alcohol, very beautiful...
"Zhao Fei, just let it go, really, I don't want you to look bad!" Ma Lan, holding a glass in both hands and looking out the window, said somewhat nervously.
"Malin, I'm not saying I love you, I'm just saying that in order for us to move forward, I want to climb up. I want to step on you to climb up. I don't want to be treated as a lackey anymore. Give me a chance, help me, and help yourself too. Let's move forward together. I don't feel secure, do you understand?" I gritted my teeth and spoke my heart out.
After I finished speaking, I hugged him tightly. I almost couldn't wait to tear her apart right now. I hugged him even tighter, pressing our bodies closer together!
"Oh! Zhao Fei... I've already said it's hard to take this step, don't push me!" Ma Lan said, moving her body away.
"Malin, I know it's hard for you to take this step, but how dare you treat me like this?"Now you're saying no again. What kind of psychological shadow do you have? What does Fat Pig Zhu do to you have to do with me? You have so many of me, what do you take me for? Just a little brother you can command around?" I said, suppressing my anger.
"Don't force me..." Malan said, turning her face to the other side.
I swallowed hard, knowing I was being impatient. I had to hold it together. I took a deep breath to compose myself...
"Malang, aren't you also trying to keep me tied to you? We need each other, our meeting was destined by heaven..." I put down my wine glass and returned to Malang's side.
At this moment, I was about to go crazy, unable to hold back any longer. Finally, my lips touched her smooth, delicate neck.
"Uh... no..." When Maran realized I was kissing her, she immediately pushed my head away with her hand and evaded my body.
"Malin, do you really want to spend your future days in oppression?" I kissed her again.
"Zhao Fei... no... I'm scared... I can't get over this myself... no..." Malandi pushed my body away and said.
"Zhao Fei, let go of my hand, what do you want to do..." Ma Lan shouted in panic.
I immediately wrapped her tightly in my strong, powerful arms, letting her feel the sensation of being held by a man. I am not Zhu the Fat Pig, not that disgusting fat pig...
I blew a warm breath right into Malan's ear, and it was truly magical; Malan's whole body shivered.
"I..." Before Malan could say anything, my lips had already sealed hers.
Although she resisted a bit, when I stared at her with wide eyes, she looked startled and shy, parting her lips...
"Whoosh..." At this moment, the only sound in the entire room is the rapid breathing of the two of us.
"Ah! No... stop... don't..." Maran cried out in panic, trying to break free from my embrace.
I had already anticipated her move, so I immediately used my other hand to grip her delicate neck, then pulled down the zipper of her dress from behind.
"Zhao Fei... don't... don't make me lose my temper." Ma Lan pushed me away with both hands. I was about to take another step forward when suddenly, Ma Lan kicked me. The kick landed on my stomach, directly knocking me onto the bed.
I was a bit surprised that she actually dared to hit me. I was utterly disappointed, really. I smiled a little and said, "Just go away..."
Malan looked at me, walked over helplessly, and said, "Why are you forcing me...?"
"Go..."
I'm at the head of the bed, saying unhappily, I'm really disappointed.
Malan didn't leave, she just sat there and said, "You really are a man who makes me both love and hate you. Seriously, you're even more infuriating than Fat Pig Zhu."
"Go..."
Suddenly, Malan took the initiative and rushed over. She said, "Don't push me... I feel like there's still something missing, really, I feel like there's still something missing between us. You don't give me enough courage to give everything for you, but I desperately want and need you, so I'm conflicted. Can we give each other a little time?"
I was listening to Malan's words, almost, almost what?Men and women have already reached this point, what more is there to say?
Yes, I recall that the most enchanting moments for her were during the gambling sessions. The first time she was very excited, and the second time in Tengchong, after winning, she went to the hot springs with me. Gambling, it was gambling on stones, but that alone wasn't enough for her to abandon everything and follow me.
I suddenly rolled over, pinned Malan down, and said, "Only I can have you. I understand. I will fill your shop with raw stones and prepare the money."
Malan looked at me, her breathing rapid. Suddenly, she held me tightly and said, "Let me lie in your arms and sleep peacefully for one night. Don't force me..."
I'm not forcing Malan. I know that by now she has started to slowly soften, both in her heart and body. She is beginning to trust me more. I won't break this trust. If next time she still can't take that step, then I will have to give up this idea.
Seventh Master's words are very true; relying on others is not as good as relying on oneself...
The greatest sorrow is to have her body but not her heart. Next time, I will definitely get all of her.
The sound of raindrops woke me up. I came out of my dream and found that the person next to me was already gone. However, there was a strong smell of smoke in the room. I looked at Malan, who was wearing pajamas by the window and smoking. I got up, walked over, and tapped her shoulder. She turned to look at me and said, "That night, it was also a rainy day..."
She finished speaking and sighed. I quickly said, "No one is forcing you to say anything; you don't have to tell me."
Malan shook her head and said, "Sooner or later, we all have to face it. I remember that day, I was only nineteen. Fat Pig Zhu was a little brother in my dad's bar. I was celebrating my birthday at the bar and invited a lot of friends. At that time, I really liked to have fun. My dad's little brothers were all very obedient, and I didn't see them as men, I just liked to play with them."
I feel quite helpless listening to this. It's the most terrifying thing when women don't treat men as men. Men are carnivorous animals, very dangerous. Don't underestimate the beastly nature of any man.
"Fat Pig Zhu is the most attentive to me, but he's the most disgusting. He's ugly and lecherous, and I can't stand him. I was unhappy and drove him away, but he came back and gave me a drink. After drinking it, I felt dizzy. Fat Pig Zhu said he would take me home. He's the best at flattering people, saying all the right things in front of my dad. My brothers were too lazy to compete with him for credit, so they let him take me
I looked at Malan's trembling body and held her close. I knew, the nightmare had begun from that moment.
Malan said, "He didn't take me home but brought me to a hotel. I was very angry and wanted to resist, but at that moment, he showed his true colors, continuously hitting me. That sharp object hurt me a lot, it was very painful and humiliating. It was the first time a man treated me like this. Really, that's when I knew what fear was. He tortured me in the hotel for two days..."
I hugged Malan and said, "He's already dead, don't talk about it anymore, it's all in the past."
Malan turned around and hugged me; I felt her nightmare. Everyone has their own inner demons that they can't overcome. Fat Pig Zhu is Malan's inner demon. Although Malan seems very generous, she also has a fragile side within.
Malin suddenly looked up and said, "Dad has already arrived in Ruili. Before he decides to move the money, persuade him."
After listening, I nodded. Qian Guang, it's always you who saves me. This time, I'll save you...