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Chapter 36 - Breath of taboo

Jack made his way back to his room, the floorboards creaking underfoot like whispers of their illicit relation. The house was quiet, the only sound the rhythmic tick of the clock that seemed to count down the seconds. As he closed the door behind him, the reality of what had transpired settled heavily upon his shoulders. Yet, there was a strange comfort in the weight, a feeling of belonging that he had never experienced before.

He approached the bed, his hand trailing along the cool, metal frame. Jack lay down on the bed, the softness of the mattress enveloping him like a lover's embrace. The scent of lavender, a reminder of his mother's tender care, filled his nose, mixing with the faint aroma of his own arousal. He closed his eyes, willing the images of Edith's naked skin and knowing eyes. 

The moon painted the room in a soft, silvery light, casting an eerie glow upon the bookshelves and the half-dressed mannequin that stood in the corner, a badge to his teenage explorations. The curtains danced in the breeze, the shadows playing across the wall like a silent film of his tumultuous thoughts. Despite the warmth of the evening, Jack felt a chill run down his spine, the weight of his grandmother's words and touch still lingering on his body.

He lay there, the sheets tangled around his legs like the vines of a forgotten garden, his mind racing with the implications of their act. The room grew heavy with the silence, the house seemingly holding its breath, waiting for the sun to rise and erase the shadows of the night. But Jack knew that no amount of daylight could wash away the memories that now stained the very fabric of his soul.

His mind was a whirlwind of thoughts, each one more stormy than the last. He thought of the way Edith's body had felt against his, the way she had moved with a grace that belied her age, the way her eyes had held the wisdom of a thousand lifetimes as she had guided him through the uncharted waters of his first sexual experience. In the quiet, he found himself drifting towards the edge of slumber, the shadows playing across the walls becoming less ominous, more like the flickering of a gentle campfire.

It was the sound of Elena's soft voice, urging him to rise and come to breakfast, that pulled him from the sleep. He stirred, the remnants of his tumultuous dreams clinging to him like vines. The scent of her lavender perfume wafted into the room. He opened his eyes to find the mannequin still standing in the corner. 

With a sigh, Jack pushed himself up, his limbs feeling as if they were made of lead. He stumbled to the window, the curtains parting with a whisper of fabric against wood. The night's warmth had given way to the dawn, the scent of grass and blooming flowers a contrast to the dry air of his room. He threw open the window, the sudden influx of freshness a balm to his soul.

Jack's gaze drifted skyward. A solitary bird took flight, its wings a blur of movement that seemed to slice through the air with a grace. He watched it soar, the wind ruffling its feathers, until it was nothing more than a speck against the vastness of the sky. It was as if the bird was a manifestation of his own desires, free to roam where it willed, unshackled by the chains of societal norms and familial bonds.

The sound of Elena's voice grew more insistent calling him for the breakfast. He turned from the window, his reflection in the dusty glass. His eyes searched the room, lingering on the mannequin that now seemed to watch him with a knowing smile, as if it had borne silent witness to the secret that now bloomed between him and his grandmother.

Jack's stomach rumbled. He dressed hastily, the fabric of his clothes feeling rough against his skin compared to the softness of Edith's sheets. His thoughts swirled like a tornado, a mix of love, guilt, and a burgeoning understanding of the complexities of the human heart.