The next few days flew by like a dream.
My Haein was overwhelmingly dotting and I was treated with an endless shower of extravagant gifts, treats, and saccharine sweet surprises.
After having sulked my way through the past few cycles, it's not that my heart let go of the Haein who asked me to give her a perma-death. It wasn't my conscious effort to bounce back or get over her. I treasured in my heart like a scar I did not want to get rid of. Her smile and the anguish were still etched in my mind.
I was just…
Avoiding.
Again.
Like I've always done.