I sat at my usual seat at the ramen shop in Yongsan mall.
I will meet Haein again here, and nothing will change. I'll stop her from giving me a review, and we will chit-chat. I have done this so many times. We'd have a great day, and one way or other, the Hell Beast would appear and eventually eat her up. But maybe I wouldn't even care anymore after what I had done to her 'yesterday'. I felt like something was awakening inside me. If this is the life that I have been given and if there is no ending, I might as well enjoy my time with this girl while I could.
Then to my surprise, instead of Haein, a random girl came and sat on the empty seat next to mine.
"Who the fuck are you?"
That just came out of my mouth as I was too surprised to keep myself in check.
"I'm sorry!"
The poor girl shouted and I immediately regretted it.
"I… I'm sorry too. I don't know why I suddenly said that"
"I will leave now"
She immediately stood up and ran out of the shop.
"Hey!"
Not exactly knowing why, I quickly paid and ran after her.
"Hey, stop! Please!"
I shouted after her. She turned to look at me and there were tears in her eyes. Scared, she was rooted to the spot at my command as I approached her. She was short with a petite build, and a doll-like pretty face.
This girl is weak. I thought to myself.
She could not move until I got close enough to stand right in front of her, less than an arm's length.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to frighten you"
I tried to speak gently and as sincerely apologetic as I could make myself to sound, but to be honest I felt no remorse in my heart.
I studied her face closer. She seemed only about 19. Perfect skin. Long eyelashes. Lips that quivered in fear. Mortified eyes.
She looked delectable.
As the timid girl froze on the spot, I reached out and grabbed her wrist.
"Follow me"
She dully obliged, too scared to refuse.
When she walked next to me, rushing to match my bigger strides, I saw that she was at least a head shorter than me.
I liked it.
Noticing that I was staring at her, she instinctively turned to look at me like a child who could not help looking at a monster it was scared of.
I gave her my best glare with a creepy smile.
She closed her eyes and shook her head, but still unable to runaway or even scream for help.
Something died inside me when I killed Haein. Now that she did not turn up today, there was no guarantee that I would ever see her again. I did not receive my one-star review either, and there was nobody for me to save. No mystery to unsolve.
I will not let myself be heartbroken over the loss of Haein.
I'm a murderer, a sinner, a monster.
I am a beast.
Maybe my evil intent transpired to her through the air. The bullied squirrel stopped moving and was trying to scream. But I could tell no voice was coming out of her. She was simply too scared.
"I will kill you if you scream"
I whispered into her ear. I was amused. I was enjoying this.
"P-, please don't hurt me"
The girl spoke in the softest voice that only I could hear. It was music to my ears.
I moved my hand from her wrist to her hand. I held her hand like her lover and interlocked our fingers. Her hand was tiny yet suitably plumb.
We walked in silence after that.
I felt like years of weight on my shoulders were lifted. My footsteps felt light. I was humming and the happier I became, the deeper she fell into the depth of terror.
But I wasn't leading a lamb to the slaughter. I was going to lead her to paradise.
My paradise.
Too bad it will probably be hell for her.
"Don't say a thing. Or I will kill you"
I tortured the little girl again as I hailed a taxi to stop. She nodded without a word.
It was a short ride home. There was usually nobody around on my floor in the afternoon. I was such a loner that my neighbors would have found it suspicious just to see me enter my one-room studio with anyone. Not that it mattered.
The girl hasn't spoken a word since I told her to shut up.
Good girl.
I didn't really need to since she was so obedient, but I decided to rough handle her. As soon as I closed the door behind us, I pushed her to the middle of the room. I've brought nobody here before and she had the honor to be the first one.
"Look at me"
I lifted her face grabbing by the chin but she avoided eye contact.
"LOOK AT ME!!"
There were tears rolling down her cheeks as she forced herself to look at me with all her broken will.
I raised my hand and slapped her face as hard as I could. She fell to the floor yet still did not scream.
Pathetic.
"Get up"
She balled up on the floor and started to sob. She still couldn't scream.
Just how weak can you be?
"GET THE FUCK UP!"
I shouted and kicked her in the stomach. She let out a yelp.
What a cute sound.
I kicked her again. Then one more time, and one more time, until she couldn't even yelp anymore.
"Now get up"
The fully broken girl used all her strength to get up. I noticed that there was a puddle on the floor. She peed herself.
"Hahahahahaha. Look at you. LOOK AT YOU!"
She fell on her knees on the wet floor and cried like a child.
I grabbed her hair and pulled her up again.
"Undress"
"No…no… please"
Another slap on her face shut her up for good.
After that all went according to my whim.
This girl was fully mine.
She took off her top and pulled down her jeans.
Just as she was about to undo her bra I stopped her.
"Leave them on"
I wasn't particularly fond of looking at fully naked girls. Just my kink I guess.
She seemed grateful, unaware of what was to come.
I took off my tracksuit bottom and my panties. I sat on the edge of the bed and made her kneel in front of me. I spread my legs, reveling in perverse ecstasy as I exposed myself for the first time in my life to a stranger - a stranger who was fully in my control.
"Lick it"
There was no longer any hesitation. Neither on my side nor on her side. Our hierarchy was completely established. She brought her face closer to my pussy and stuck her tongue out.
It was all too much for me to bear.
I violently grabbed her head and pushed it against my groin. I clasped her head tight with my thighs. Nobody has ever touched me down there before, let alone lick. It felt electrifying. I couldn't hold it for long and squirted all over her face in a matter of minutes.
Drained in pleasure that lingered, I let her head go and caressed her cheeks.
"What's your name?"
"Hae….Haein…"
:AAAAAGGGH!!!!:
I screamed as my heart exploded - my soul shattered and my mind destroyed.
The ceiling cracked and debris started to fall around me. A slab of concrete dropped right on Haein's head and blood splattered all over the place. I saw the burning foot of the Hell Beast descend on me.
Kill me.
And please don't bring me back again.