I was born in the rocky desert city of Tagore Desert, because of the blue snake on my body after birth, so my mother named me Qinglan.
For as long as I can remember, no one wants to be friends with me, and every time I take the initiative to get close to other children, they are taken away by their fathers or mothers.
I was afraid of adults, they always pointed at me, and the look in my eyes scared me, and then I realized that it was disgust and contempt.
Whenever a family member who was a mercenary died, those people would even come and accuse me of being a cursed sinister person, all because I killed their relatives, and I was so scared at that time that I just wanted to find a place to hide.
My mother is the only one who treats me well, I am different from other children, I don't have a father, only a mother, and I was raised by my mother alone.
I remember one day I looked at my hard-working mother and asked her suspiciously. Why don't I have a father? After hearing my question, my mother's eyes instantly turned red, tears remained on her angry and hateful face, and her mouth continued to curse.
Seeing my mother's face full of sadness and anger, I panicked for a while and hurriedly stepped forward to hug my mother's hand, wanting to comfort her. I only remember that my mother reacted very strongly at that time, constantly resisting, her face full of hatred and fear, and that was the only time my mother hit me.
From then on, I was a little afraid of my mother, and when I grew up, I understood why my mother hated my father. Because he is a snake man who does all sorts of evil in the depths of the Tagore desert, he is definitely not a fit husband and father, he brought endless humiliation to his mother, and all he left me with is a blue snake and the blood of a dirty snake man in his body.
I hate him so much, he is the cause of all this, and I hate everyone here. To others they were always so enthusiastic and united, but to me they had nothing but endless disgust and endless insults.
I also began to hate myself, to feel disgust for my own blue snake, became timid and cowardly, not daring to even appear in the sun, not daring to face the disgusting and contemptuous looks of others.
When he was nine years old, his mother, the only one who was willing to love and accept his sinister half-breed snake man, finally fell ill from overwork.
I didn't want to lose my mother, so I tried to gather my courage to beg them, hoping that someone would come and save my mother, but everyone was indifferent and no one wanted to help me. When these people saw me, they saw only disgust in their eyes, dirty insults and cruel exorcism.
I was desperate, my mother's health was deteriorating, and finally one night she left me forever. I cried day and night next to my mother's corpse, and I did not have the strength to wrap her in a mat and drag her out of the city.
Along the way, everyone who saw me shouted "bad luck" and then hid their faces and left, and no one wanted to stay longer.
Outside the city, after my mother was buried, I knelt in front of her grave, thinking to myself that it would be good if I ended my life like this.
But in the end, the survival instinct forced me to drag my tired body back home and survive on the leftovers of food at home.
Without my mother, I was left to live alone, and I still did not dare to appear in the sun, so I had to hide under the burqa after the evening to pick up the laundry or help strangers help me make ends meet.
I did not know what I was waiting for, what else to expect in my life, but I lived in a daze for a year.
Until one evening, when I went out as usual, I saw a handsome older brother on the street, he was wearing a luxurious white robe, and he did not look like a person here.
I followed him, and if I could show him the way, I would get a good reward!
He noticed that I was following me, I suddenly became nervous, took a deep breath and plucked up the courage to go out and say what I meant.
Then he came up to him very suddenly, took my hat and looked at me, I froze, if he saw the figure of the lin on my face, he would hate me too. No, I'm going to leave quickly, he has so much strength that he can't break free.
It was the gentle voice of this older brother that was ringing in my ears, he said that my eyes were beautiful, there was nothing wrong with my existence, and my existence had meaning. My eyes turned sour and I wanted to cry, would my fate be meaningful?
I couldn't help but ask him out loud, he said that all existence had meaning, was my existence only for the sake of meeting older brother today?
He then asked my name and if I had a home. I suddenly wanted to cry loudly because I had nothing but the color blue and dirty snake blood.
He... Ask me if I wanted to go with him, and the place where he would be home in the future.
I looked at him blankly, with a gentle smile on my handsome face, and there was no disgust or contempt in his eyes. With only a pitiful look, I agreed and was ready to go with him.
Yes. He picked me up and I hugged his neck in fright. But this hug is so warm that I can't help but hug it a little tighter.
I. It seems that I have found the meaning of my existence!
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(PS: There is no such thing as hatred without reason, and naturally there is no love without reason!) ）
Qinglin was very light in her arms, Liu Xi looked at her thin body and bones, it was estimated that she had suffered a lot!
Qinglin heard Liu Xi say that she wanted to find a place to live, and without thinking too much, she walked Liu Xi to her house, so Liu Xi carried Qinglin to the front of a small dilapidated house in the middle of nowhere.
Lu Xi looked at the dilapidated outer wall that appeared in front of him, the slightly rotten wooden doors and windows, the only advantage is that the owner must clean them often, and they look relatively clean.
Liu Xi looked at Qinglin in his arms and said softly: "Is this the place where you used to live?"
After hearing this, Qinglin seemed to blush, buried his head in Liu Xi's neck, nodded and timidly replied: "Hmph!"
Since Liu Dashao was born, his family also had a small family background, and later, after worshiping Xuan Hao as a teacher, he was especially favored by the teacher, and he always lived a life of fine clothes and food, and he really didn't live in such a small house.
Lu Xi shook his head, pushed the door with one hand and walked in, the furnishings of the room were relatively simple, and there was only a small bed. The smile became a little strange, and he thought to himself: "Everyone, anyway, I use cultivation instead of sleeping, after all, the "little" girls brought me to her house, and I will be there today!" "
Pulling a chair at random and sitting down, Wen Sheng said to Qinglin: "My name is Liu Xi, this time I came to the Tagore Desert to find a kind of sacred object "alien fire", tomorrow I will first buy a large courtyard to use as a temporary residence, tomorrow you will move to live there!" "
Qinglin hurriedly said timidly: "No, wherever you go, I will go with you!" "
Liu Dashao thought about it when he heard this, maybe Qinglin can still help him find the strange fire! Nodding and softly said: "Then you will be my maid in the future, and I will take you with me in the future!" "
"Okay, Young Master Liu Xi!"
The next day
Qinglin was attracted by the explosion of fragrance and woke up, she got up and walked out the door, and saw a huge medicine stand standing behind the door, and Liu Xi was standing in front of the medicine stand at this time.
After a while, the medicine stand opened, and a total of eight full and round blue flowers flew out from the medicine stand, with a strong medicinal aroma, and each pill had a Dan pattern, and the willow mat palm gushed out, sucking all the pills into his palm.
Lu Xi looked at Qinglin who came forward, picked out the best one from his palm, handed it to her and said softly: "Let's go, try it." "
Qinglin stretched out his small hand to take the pill handed over by Liu Xi, and without hesitation, he simply ate it.
The medicinal properties are very soft, and the medicinal power turns into a warm stream that slowly flows through Qinglin's limbs, Qinglin feels the changes in his body and says to Liu Xi in a soft voice: "Young Master, I feel warm in my body!" "
Liu Xi put down the remaining pills and said softly when he heard these words: "You suffered a lot before, and now your body and bones are relatively poor, I developed this pill to help you regulate your body and supplement your nutrition, so let's consider it second-rate." "
"Your talent is very good, when you take care of your body first, I will teach you to cultivate Dou Qi, and then you can really help me."
Qinglin heard Liu Xi say that this was specially refined for her, and her heart was overjoyed. When he heard that as long as he cultivated his fighting spirit, he could help Liu Xi, a determination appeared in his pale green eyes, and although his voice was soft and sticky, his tone was extremely firm, and he said to Liu Xi: "Young Master, I will definitely work hard to cultivate, and I will protect Young Master in the future!" "
Liu Xi also nodded in satisfaction when he heard this, he had done so many things, didn't he just want to cultivate the future Dou Sheng to protect himself! Although he was full of confidence in his future, he was not sure what kind of realm he could actually cultivate, but even if he couldn't, he would need to cultivate a strong person.
Liu Xi then handed Qinglin a jade bottle full of pills, including the seven remaining pills from the furnace, a total of thirty-one pills, and said softly: "You can take one pill every day, because in addition to regulating the body, this pill also has the function of satisfying hunger. Since you want to go with me to search for strange fire, and it is just right for the stomach on the road, then this elixir is simply called 'Bi Gu Dan'!" "
Then Liu Xi gently stroked Qinglin's head and said to Qinglin: "I don't know how long it will take, you can take me for a ride around the city later, and we'll buy a big house and move in." "
Although he's not sure how long he'll live, Liu Xi definitely won't lower his quality of life because of this. You can't sleep in a small bed with Qinglin, at least you have to wait until your parents grow up.