She lays on her bed, clutching her teddy bear tightly against her chest. Tears rolled down her cheeks, dampening the soft fur of the bear. The argument with Vanya echoed in her mind, replaying the harsh words and the unexpected anger in her sister's voice. It hurt deeply, feeling like a fracture in their close bond that had always been a source of strength.
She couldn't understand why Vanya was rushing into marriage without even knowing the person. Fear gnawed at her heart-fear of losing her sister, fear of seeing her make a decision she might regret.
As she lay there, memories flooded her mind-childhood adventures, whispered confidences, and the unwavering support they had always given each other. The ache in her chest grew stronger, a mix of love and frustration.
Vanya, the person who loved her the most in the world, who would even go against their mother for her, and now she behaves rudely with her.
"I was just caring for her, why did she scold me?" Saranya whispered to herself.
A few minutes passed, and Saranya felt a hand on her back. Wiping her tears quickly, she looked behind to find Vanya sitting there on the bed. She hugged her sister instantly, feeling a rush of relief and warmth. Vanya rubbed her back gently.
"I'm sorry, Chiku. I just got angry," Vanya whispered softly, her voice filled with regret.
"Mein baat nahi karungi agar firse mujhe aise danta toh," Saranya said, breaking the hug, her voice tinged with hurt. Vanya wiped her tears gently, a solemn expression on her face.
(I wouldn't talk to you if you ever scolded me like this again.")
Vanya nodded, her eyes reflecting understanding and remorse. She reached out to hold her hand gently. "I'm really sorry, Chiku. I didn't mean to hurt you," she said softly, sincerity in her voice.
Saranya sighed, feeling a mix of relief and lingering hurt. She knew Vanya's apology was genuine, but the sting of their argument still lingered. She looked into her sister's eyes, searching for reassurance and finding a flicker of their old connection.
"I know, Di," Saranya replied softly, her voice wavering slightly. "I just... I want us to be okay."
Vanya nodded, squeezing Saranya's hand gently. "We will be, Chiku. I promise," she said earnestly, her voice filled with determination to mend their bond.
"But..." Saranya wanted to speak but hesitated, recalling the tension from moments ago. Vanya sighed softly, anticipating her unspoken question.
"I know what you want to ask, but it's truly my decision, and I am happy with it."
"But why, Di? You were never like this. I miss seeing your fighting spirit these days," Saranya finally voiced her concern, her words tinged with a mix of confusion and longing for the sister she knew.
"I am the same as before sara. It's just that situation has changed a bit."
"What situation, Di? I can't understand why you're doing this. You don't look happy. No one is forcing you, so why agree to this? You could just refuse. We can tell the truth to Mom. She will understand us. Then things will eventually come to an end, and you know what? That Mr. Khadoos was scolding me today for not breaking the proposal," Saranya said, her voice rising with frustration and concern.
Vanya sighed deeply, her eyes reflecting a mix of emotions. "It's not that simple, Chiku. I know it seems like I'm not myself, but this is something I feel I need to do. There's more to it than you understand right now."
Saranya's eyes filled with tears again, her confusion and worry evident. "But Di, I just want you to be happy. I don't want you to feel trapped or pressured into anything."
Vanya smiled a little "I know, and I appreciate that. I promise, I'm doing this because I believe it's the right thing for me. Trust me, okay?"
Saranya nodded slowly, still troubled but willing to trust her sister's judgment. "Okay, Di. But if you ever need to talk or if you change your mind, I'm here for you."
"Thank you, Chiku," Vanya said softly, pulling Saranya into a comforting hug. "I love you."
"I love you too, Di," Saranya whispered, holding her sister tightly as they found solace in each other's embrace.
Vanya's eyes showed a mix of frustration, hurt, and so many hidden feelings.
She wiped the tear from her eye that was about to fall off, to not let Sara witness it.
The next day passed as usual, with Vidhatri making Veer agree forcibly for the marriage and Vanya agreeing from her side. The only one trapped in between was Saranya. Her sister was not happy at all, and that was concerning her. Moreover, she had another fight with Veer as he blamed her for not declining the proposal. According to him, she must have said something to make her sister agree to this arrangement.
He even told his grandmother that he had never met Vanya, but she thought that he was looking for an escape.
Saranya felt a storm of emotions swirling inside her. She couldn't understand why everything was becoming so complicated. Veer's harsh words echoed in her mind, adding to the weight of her worries. She knew Vanya wasn't genuinely happy with the situation, and that made her feel even more helpless.
Later that evening, Saranya sat alone in her room, replaying the day's events. The accusations from Veer had stung deeply, and the sight of her sister's forced smile haunted her. She knew she had to do something to bring clarity and peace to the situation, but she felt stuck, unable to find a way out.
And to her concern, Veer was not ready either, and she knew he might create problems for Vanya if they got married.
What was even more shocking was that the elders had decided to proceed directly with the marriage, skipping any functions except a few rituals, and Vanya had agreed to this too.
Saranya felt a deep sense of dread as she processed the new developments. She knew her sister well enough to see that something was terribly wrong. Vanya's compliance with such a rushed and minimalistic ceremony only heightened her worries. It was so unlike her sister to agree to something so significant without any joy or excitement.
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