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Chapter 2 - Chapter 1: The Beginning of the collapse

Nathaniel's heart pounded in his chest as he gathered the courage to speak the words that had been weighing on his mind for so long. He looked into Ashia's eyes, searching for some sign of understanding, some glimmer of reciprocation.

 

"I think... I love you," he whispered, the words escaping his lips like a prayer.

 

For a moment, there was silence, the air thick with anticipation. And then, Ashia's eyes widened in shock, her expression a mixture of confusion and disbelief.

 

"You... what?" she stammered, taking a step back as if Nathaniel's words had struck her like a physical blow.

 

Nathaniel's heart sank as he watched her retreat, his words hanging in the air between them like an accusation. He had hoped for so much more, dreamed of a future where they could be together, but now it seemed like that future was slipping away before his very eyes.

 

As Ashia turned and fled into the darkness, Nathaniel was left standing alone, his heart heavy with the weight of rejection. He sank to his knees, the cold ground biting into his flesh as he struggled to make sense of what had just happened.

 

Tears welled up in his eyes as he replayed the scene in his mind, each rejection feeling like a dagger to his heart. He had bared his soul to Ashia, laid his feelings bare for all to see, and yet she had turned away from him, leaving him feeling more alone than ever before.

 

"Why?" he whispered to the empty air, his voice choked with emotion. "Why did I even bother?"

 

But even as the words left his lips, Nathaniel knew the answer. He had risked everything for a chance at love, and even though it had ended in heartbreak, he couldn't bring himself to regret it. For in that moment of vulnerability, he had been true to himself, and that was worth more than any fleeting romance.

 

With a heavy heart, Nathaniel rose to his feet, the weight of his emotions dragging at his every step. He didn't know where he was going or what he would do next, but one thing was certain - he would carry the memory of this moment with him forever, a reminder of the risks and rewards of opening his heart to another.

 

And then, just when he thought he couldn't bear the pain any longer, everything around him froze. Time itself seemed to come to a standstill, as if the universe had paused to take stock of the momentous events that were about to unfold.

 

From the depths of the void emerged a figure, his presence commanding and awe-inspiring. Nathaniel's breath caught in his throat as he beheld the deity before him, his mind reeling with disbelief.

 

"Who... who are you?" Nathaniel asked, his voice barely more than a whisper.

 

"I am Kronos, the God of Time," the figure replied, his voice resonating with a power that seemed to shake the very foundations of reality.

 

Nathaniel's eyes widened in astonishment as Kronos revealed his true identity, his mind struggling to comprehend the enormity of what was happening.

 

"Why... why me?" Nathaniel asked, his voice trembling with uncertainty.

 

Kronos regarded him with a gaze that seemed to pierce straight to his soul, his eyes shining with an otherworldly light.

 

"You possess a rare quality, Nathaniel," Kronos said, his voice filled with a sense of gravitas. "A strength of spirit that is unmatched among mortals. It is for this reason that I have chosen you to be my avatar, to wield the powers of time itself."

 

As Kronos spoke, Nathaniel felt a surge of power coursing through his veins, filling him with a sense of purpose that he had never known before. He looked down at his left arm, where Kronos had marked him with his divine sigil, a symbol of the bond that now connected them.

 

"But what about Ashia?" Nathaniel asked, his thoughts returning to the girl he had confessed his love to only moments before.

 

Kronos's expression softened, a hint of sympathy in his eyes.

 

"The collapse is upon us, Nathaniel," Kronos said. "There is little time to spare. You must focus on your duty as my avatar, for the fate of the world depends on it."

 

Nathaniel's mind reeled as Kronos marked him with his divine sigil, a sensation like fire coursing through his veins as the god of time imbued him with his powers. Then, as quickly as he had appeared, Kronos faded away, leaving Nathaniel standing alone in the aftermath of their encounter.

 

But there was little time for Nathaniel to process what had just happened, for the world around him began to tremble and quake with a violence that shook him to his core. Kronos's prediction had been off - the collapse was happening sooner than anyone had anticipated, and chaos descended upon the world with terrifying swiftness.

 

Amidst the screams of panic and the cries of the wounded, Nathaniel caught sight of Ashia in the distance. Without a moment's hesitation, he raced towards her, driven by a desperate need to ensure her safety. But before he could reach her, the ground gave way beneath his feet, and Nathaniel tumbled into darkness, consciousness slipping away as the world faded to black.

 

When Nathaniel awoke, he found himself in a dimly lit shelter, the sounds of chaos echoing faintly in the distance. His head throbbed with pain as he struggled to make sense of his surroundings, his thoughts a jumble of confusion and fear.

 

And then, a figure appeared before him - a doctor named Matthias Light, who offered what little explanation he could for the cataclysm that had befallen the world. But even as Light spoke, Nathaniel's mind raced with the memory of Kronos's words, the realization dawning upon him that the collapse was far more than just a natural disaster.

 

"It's a phenomenon where the realms of demons, angels, and the living become one," Nathaniel murmured to himself, his voice barely more than a whisper.

 

Light looked at him in confusion, his brow furrowed with concern. "What do you mean?" he asked, his voice tinged with uncertainty.

 

But Nathaniel could offer no explanation, his mind consumed with the enormity of what he had witnessed. Why had Kronos chosen him? What did it mean for the fate of the world? The questions swirled in his mind like a maelstrom, threatening to engulf him in their wake.

 

As Light excused himself to attend to other patients, Nathaniel was left alone with his thoughts, a sense of dread settling over him like a shroud. The world outside may have descended into chaos, but Nathaniel knew that his journey was only just beginning.

 

As Nathaniel stirred from his uneasy slumber, his mind still haunted by the events of the day, he was greeted by a voice - a mysterious whisper that seemed to echo through the recesses of his mind. It called out to him, pleading for help in a tone that sent shivers down his spine.

 

Heart pounding, Nathaniel sat up, his breath coming in short, ragged gasps as he tried to make sense of what he had just heard. Was it a dream? A trick of his overwrought imagination? Or was there something more sinister at play?

 

"D-did anyone else hear that?" Nathaniel called out tentatively, his voice barely more than a whisper in the dimly lit shelter.

 

But there was no response, only the soft murmur of voices and the occasional cough that filled the air. Nathaniel's heart sank as he realized that he was alone in his experience, left to grapple with the unsettling feeling that he was being watched.

 

Determined to uncover the truth, Nathaniel pushed himself to his feet, his body protesting with every movement. He stumbled out of his makeshift bed and began to walk around the shelter, the dim light casting long shadows that danced across the walls.

 

As he moved through the crowded space, Nathaniel encountered other occupants of the shelter - men, women, and children alike, all seeking refuge from the chaos that raged outside. Some sat huddled together in small groups, their faces drawn and weary, while others wandered aimlessly, lost in their own thoughts.

 

Nathaniel exchanged brief nods and murmured greetings as he passed, but his mind was elsewhere, consumed by the voice that had called out to him in the darkness. Who could it be? And what did they want from him?

 

Lost in thought, Nathaniel wandered deeper into the shelter, the sound of his footsteps echoing in the stillness. With each passing moment, the sense of unease that gripped him grew stronger, a nagging feeling that he was being watched, that something lurked in the shadows, waiting to reveal itself.

 

And then, just when Nathaniel thought he couldn't bear the tension any longer, he heard it again - the voice, soft and plaintive, calling out to him from the depths of the shelter.

 

"Nathaniel... please... help me..." it whispered, the words barely audible above the din of the shelter.

 

With a surge of adrenaline, Nathaniel followed the sound, his heart pounding in his chest as he prepared to confront whatever lay ahead. He rounded a corner and came face to face with a figure huddled in the darkness, their eyes wide with fear.

 

"Who are you? What do you want?" Nathaniel demanded, his voice trembling with a mixture of fear and curiosity.

 

The figure flinched at his words, shrinking back into the shadows as if afraid to be seen. But there was something familiar about them, something that tugged at Nathaniel's memory and stirred a sense of recognition deep within him.

 

"It's me," the figure whispered, their voice trembling with fear. "I'm trapped here, Nathaniel, please... you have to help me..."

 

Nathaniel's eyes widened in shock as he realized the truth - the figure before him was not human, but a formless, grotesque mass of swirling shadows and writhing tendrils. Its shape shifted and contorted in the dim light of the shelter, its true form hidden from view by a veil of darkness.

 

And yet, despite its monstrous appearance, there was a desperation in its voice that struck a chord deep within Nathaniel's soul.

 

Without hesitation, Nathaniel reached out a hand to the demon, his heart filled with a sense of compassion that surprised even him.

 

"I'll help you," he said, his voice firm with determination. "Whatever it takes, I'll find a way to set you free."

 

As the ground began to tremble beneath his feet, Nathaniel's heart pounded with a mixture of fear and determination. Dark energy crackled in the air, coalescing into a sinister form that materialized before him - an incubus, the unholy male counterpart of a succubus, its twisted features contorted into a snarl of malice and hunger.

 

A primal roar erupted from the demon's throat, its eyes blazing with malevolent intent as it fixed its gaze on Nathaniel. Staggered by the sheer force of its presence, Nathaniel felt a surge of adrenaline course through his veins, his instincts screaming at him to flee.

 

But as he looked upon the helpless demon cowering before him, Nathaniel knew that he could not turn away. With a steely resolve, he squared his shoulders and prepared to face the creature head-on, his mind racing with thoughts of how to defend himself.

 

Nathaniel had never been in a fight before, let alone against a demonic entity such as this. But the sight of the demon's looming form filled him with a newfound sense of courage, a determination to protect those who could not protect themselves.

 

Scrabbling desperately at the ground, Nathaniel searched for something - anything - that he could use as a weapon. His fingers closed around a stout branch, rough and splintered from years of neglect, but solid enough to serve his purpose.

 

With a primal yell of defiance, Nathaniel lunged forward, brandishing the branch like a makeshift sword as he charged towards the incubus. The demon snarled in response, its claws slashing through the air as it moved to intercept him.

 

Adrenaline surged through Nathaniel's veins as he swung the branch with all his might, striking the demon with a resounding thud. The creature recoiled in pain, its monstrous form momentarily staggered by the force of the blow.

 

Seizing the opportunity, Nathaniel pressed his advantage, raining down blow after blow upon the incubus with all the strength he could muster. Each strike landed with a satisfying crunch, driving the demon back inch by inch as Nathaniel fought tooth and nail to protect the helpless demon at his side.

 

"Stay back!" Nathaniel shouted, his voice filled with a fierce determination. "I won't let you harm anyone here!"

 

But even as Nathaniel fought with every ounce of strength and determination he possessed, he knew that he was outmatched. The incubus was a creature of darkness and malice, its unholy power far beyond anything he could hope to contend with.

 

With a final roar of defiance, Nathaniel swung the branch with all his might, the force of the blow sending the incubus reeling backwards. For a moment, it seemed as though he had gained the upper hand, as though victory was within his grasp.

 

But then, with a swift and deadly motion, the demon struck out with a clawed hand, its talons slicing through the air like a knife through butter. Nathaniel's eyes widened in shock as pain exploded through his chest, his breath catching in his throat as he stumbled backwards, the world spinning wildly around him.

 

As darkness closed in around him, Nathaniel's last thoughts were of the demon he had fought to protect, its formless, grotesque mass looming over him like a specter of death. And as he slipped into unconsciousness, he knew that his battle was far from over - that the true test of his courage and resolve had only just begun.

 

As Nathaniel's body began to pulse with an otherworldly energy, the mark he had received from the deity began to glow with an icy blue light. A chill swept through him, colder than anything he had ever felt before, seeping into his bones and filling him with a sense of power unlike anything he had ever experienced.

 

Instinctively, Nathaniel focused his palm towards the incubus, his mind racing as he chanted the incantation for a spell he didn't even know he possessed. "BUFU," he cried out, the word echoing through the air like a solemn vow.

 

In an instant, the air around Nathaniel crackled with frost, the very essence of ice magic responding to his call. A blast of freezing wind erupted from his outstretched hand, hurtling towards the incubus with the force of a winter storm.

 

The demon recoiled in shock as the icy blast struck it head-on, its twisted form encased in a sheath of shimmering frost. For a moment, it seemed as though time itself had frozen, the air thick with the bitter chill of Nathaniel's magic.

 

Seizing the opportunity, Nathaniel sprang into action, his movements fueled by a newfound sense of purpose. With a quick, decisive motion, he snatched up a nearby shard of glass, its jagged edges glinting in the dim light of the shelter.

 

With a primal scream of defiance, Nathaniel lunged forward, driving the shard of glass towards the incubus with all his might. The demon let out a guttural roar of pain as the makeshift weapon pierced its flesh, dark ichor oozing from the wound in a sickening cascade.

 

But Nathaniel was undeterred, his every movement fueled by a fierce determination to protect those he cared about. Again and again, he drove the shard of glass into the demon's twisted form, each blow striking true and sending waves of agony coursing through its writhing mass.

 

As the incubus writhed and thrashed in agony, Nathaniel's vision began to blur, his strength waning with every passing moment. But still he fought on, his mind consumed by a single, unwavering thought - that he would do whatever it took to vanquish this unholy creature and ensure the safety of those around him.

 

With the final blow delivered and the incubus vanquished, Nathaniel's adrenaline began to ebb, replaced by a deep sense of exhaustion. Yet, as he looked upon the formless demon before him, he felt a pang of empathy stir within his chest. Despite its grotesque appearance, it had sought his help, and he couldn't turn his back on it now.

 

"Are you alright?" Nathaniel asked softly, extending a trembling hand towards the shadowy mass. "Can you understand me?"

 

The formless demon quivered in response, its amorphous shape pulsating with an eerie energy. Nathaniel hesitated for a moment, unsure of what to do next, before slowly reaching out to touch it.

 

As his fingertips made contact with the swirling darkness, Nathaniel felt a strange sensation wash over him, like a cold breeze whispering through his mind. And then, without warning, he felt a sharp tug deep within his chest, as if something were pulling at the very essence of his being.

 

Gasping in surprise, Nathaniel stumbled backwards, his vision swimming as he struggled to maintain his balance. He could feel his strength draining away, his mana being siphoned off by the formless demon before him.

 

As the formless demon drained Nathaniel's mana, he felt his energy ebbing away, his strength waning with each passing moment. Panic surged through him as he struggled to break free from its grasp, but the demon's tendrils held him fast, its insatiable hunger consuming him from within.

 

Just as Nathaniel felt himself on the brink of collapse, a strange sensation washed over him. It was as if a veil had been lifted, revealing something hidden beneath the darkness. And then, before his eyes, the formless mass began to coalesce, taking on a new shape and form.

 

As the shadows receded, Nathaniel beheld the true form of the demon before him - a small, whimsical creature with bright blue skin and a mischievous grin. It was a Jack Frost, a legendary spirit of frost and mischief, known to wander the icy realms of legend.

 

For a moment, Nathaniel could only stare in awe at the creature before him, his mind struggling to comprehend what he was seeing. How could such a gentle being have been hidden beneath the darkness all along?

 

As if sensing his confusion, the Jack Frost cocked its head to one side, its eyes sparkling with curiosity. And then, with a mischievous twinkle in its eye, it spoke in a voice that was both playful and wise.

 

"Fufu, sorry about that, human friend!" the Jack Frost exclaimed, its voice tinkling like wind chimes in the frosty air. "I didn't mean to scare you! I was just so hungry, you see, and your mana looked so tasty!"

 

Nathaniel blinked in surprise, his mind still reeling from the encounter. "You... you were hungry?" he stammered, struggling to make sense of what had just transpired.

 

The Jack Frost nodded eagerly, its grin widening as it bounced on the balls of its feet. "That's right! But don't worry, human friend, I won't take any more than I need. And in return, I'll help you with your magic! Deal?"

 

Nathaniel's heart skipped a beat as he realized what the Jack Frost was offering. Despite its playful demeanor, this creature possessed a power beyond anything he had ever encountered before. And with its help, perhaps he could learn to harness the full extent of his own abilities.

 

Moments after the encounter with the incubus, Nathaniel stumbled back to the shelter, each step feeling heavier than the last. The fight had drained him, and the way Jack Frost had fed on his mana left him feeling hollow and weak. His limbs ached as if he'd been carrying a great weight, and he collapsed onto a makeshift bed in the corner of the room, exhaustion washing over him like a tidal wave.

 

As soon as he closed his eyes, he was plunged into a nightmare. He stood in a desolate wasteland that was once his home. The earth was scorched and cracked, the air thick with the metallic scent of blood. Bodies of friends and family littered the ground, their lifeless eyes staring up at the uncaring sky. The sight was almost too much to bear, and Nathaniel's heart ached with a profound sorrow and helplessness.

 

"No… this can't be real," he whispered, his voice breaking as he knelt beside the body of his best friend, tears streaming down his face. "Please, no…"

 

Suddenly, a presence loomed over him, heavy and oppressive. Nathaniel looked up to see a figure standing amidst the devastation. The man exuded a dark, malevolent aura that seemed to warp the air around him. His forearm bore a mark in the shape of a snake, coiling and writhing as if it had a life of its own.

 

The man noticed Nathaniel and smiled, a cruel, mocking grin that made Nathaniel's blood run cold.

 

"So, you're Kronos's pick? A weak boy," the man sneered, his voice dripping with disdain. He took a step closer, his eyes filled with malice. "How pathetic. To think a god would choose someone like you."

 

Nathaniel's heart pounded in his chest, fear and anger swirling within him. "Who are you?" he demanded, his voice shaking. "Why are you doing this?"

 

The man laughed, a cold, heartless sound that echoed through the wasteland. "You don't need to know my name," he replied. "Just know that you are nothing. A mere pawn in a game far beyond your comprehension."

 

With that, the man turned and walked away, his figure fading into the shadows. Nathaniel tried to follow, but the ground beneath him gave way, and he fell into darkness.

 

As he fell, he felt sharp objects pressing into his skin. Thorns began to emerge from the void, growing and multiplying as they encircled him. Panic seized him as he tried to escape their grasp. In the distance, he saw the faint outline of a woman, her form indistinct and shrouded in shadows.

 

"Help me!" he cried out, reaching towards her. "Please!"

 

But the thorns grew thicker, stabbing into his flesh with relentless cruelty. Pain surged through his body, and he struggled to breathe.

 

"No! Please, no!" he screamed, his voice echoing in the darkness.

 

Nathaniel woke with a start, his body drenched in sweat. He sat up, gasping for breath, his heart racing from the terror of his dream. His hands shook as he ran them through his hair, trying to shake off the lingering fear.

 

"If only my dreams were full of you," he thought to himself, his mind drifting to thoughts of Ashia. ""but its just full of thorns" He longed for her presence, her warmth and kindness a beacon of hope in the darkness that threatened to consume him.

 

He glanced around the dimly lit shelter, the other occupants still asleep or too exhausted to notice his distress. Nathaniel felt an overwhelming sense of loneliness and despair. The weight of his newfound responsibility pressed down on him, and he wondered if he would ever be able to live up to Kronos's expectations.

 

"Why did it have to be me?" he whispered, his voice barely audible. "Why did Kronos choose me?"

 

As he sat there, trying to calm his racing heart, he couldn't shake the image of the man with the snake mark or the woman hidden in the shadows. The nightmare had felt so real, and the fear it instilled in him was all too tangible. He knew he couldn't afford to be weak, not with the collapse threatening everything he held dear.

 

With a heavy sigh, Nathaniel lay back down, his body still trembling. He closed his eyes, hoping for a dreamless sleep, but the darkness that awaited him was anything but comforting. His thoughts lingered on Ashia, her face the only light in the midst of his turmoil.