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Chapter 2 - Chapter 2: Desperation and Doubt

A Diary of Brakha: An October to Remember

As Brakha's health spiraled, a blanket of despair encased her. She began to question God's presence in her life during her midnight prayers. "Are you still alive, God? Have you forsaken me?" she shouted into the void on the night of September 27, 2024. Her heart ached with unanswered questions, and the silence felt deafening.

"Is this really my fate? Why am I suffering when I strive to be a good person?" These thoughts spiraled, causing her faith to flicker, teetering on the edge of darkness. Brakha felt isolated in her pain and despondent at the thought of being misunderstood by those around her.