"You!..... Stupid!..... Inexhaustible!..... Horny Alfa!!" I started screaming and turned to him. "Don't come close to me or I'll tear off your murder weapon and throw it to the dogs!!" With furry I got up, quickly put on my shorts and went to the bathroom, slamming the door behind me with all my strength.
Leaning on them, I wanted to start crying but I remembered that I was in HIS room. Upset by this fact, I opened it again and, without looking at the surprised Demian, I rushed out of the bedroom, slamming his door again. I stormed into my room and straight to the bathroom, which I quickly closed.
I took off his clothes, got in the shower, turned on the warm water and sat on the ground, hugging myself.
"It wasn't supposed to be like this!" I tried to calm down but nothing helped. "He ruined everything!!" Tears started flowing down my cheeks. "I crossed the line I wasn't supposed to cross it! Not now"
The water flowed freely over my poor body. Crying softly, I flinched at the sound of someone knocking on the bathroom door.
"Kate.." He started quietly but this time I didn't let him finish.
"Get out! I don't want to see you!" I screamed in fury.
"Open up, we need to talk about this" He tried to be gentle.
"I don't have to do anything! Leave me alone!" I already cried at the end.
Suddenly, the bathroom door was broken and Demian entered. Ignoring the water from the shower, he came in and took me in his arms.
"Don't touch me! You are the worst!" I cried but I didn't try to resist him. He sat me naked on the bed and went back for the towels. He covered my body with one, gently wiping it, and with the other he covered my wet hair. I let him do all this but I didn't stop crying.
It's not that I don't want it. And I'm very happy that he wants to do these things with me…. But what if he gets bored with me? What if he decide again that I am not enough? If... he tells me he doesn't want it... That he doesn't want me…. I thought, crying more and more. I won't survive this... Anyone else, yes, but not him. It's different with him. This feeling. This constant desire to be close. What if he finds another one? A real wolf? Not some weak, stupid weak human….
My heart hurt more and more. But not for long. Demian dressed me in one of his T-shirts, sat on the bed and took me into his arms. He put my head against his broad chest and let me listen to his heartbeat. Calm, strong beating. He gently stroked my back with his hand and purred softly. I slowly started to calm down.
And that's exactly what I meant! I thought. How quickly he can calm me down, how good I feel with him... We sat there in silence for a long time. When my breathing evened out and I finally stopped crying, Demian breathed a sigh of relief.
"Kate… Listen….. The bond that is between us…. The fact that we are partners and that I want to have you with me all the time is so strong that I can no longer hold back. The longer I have you around, the more I want you. My wolf is going crazy and demands that I let him out because he want to find you and be with you…. I admit, I was a terrible asshole and I know I hurt you with my words. I was stupid and wanted to fight it but when you ran away…. When you disappeared from our house and I couldn't find you anywhere, I understood. I realized how stupid I was and how much you mean to me. So please, Katie, don't run away from me again. You are mine forever" He kissed me tenderly on the head and hugged me tightly.
Oh my! Oh Mother! OH MOTHER!! Do I hear correctly?! Or am I dreaming?? No... But he was also nice to me before and then....
"I don't know…" I mumbled, my voice hoarse from crying. "You've done this before and then bam! You didn't want me"
"I told you I was struggling with it at the time but I realized, what I was doing was wrong. You will never hear from me again that I don't want you. I want to spend every possible moment with you. Don't reject me" He said sadly.
"We'll see…." That was my only answer. I couldn't say anything else because my heart was pounding so hard it wanted to jump out of my chest. What can I say... I was crazy happy. I felt like I had finally found my place. Here, next to a handsome Alfa and his family.
The rest of the day passed quietly. I spent this time in his office, watching him work and eating meals together. When night came, he took me to his bed, cuddling me tenderly. We both fell asleep soon after.
When I got up in the morning, I realized that I was starting all over again. Here in this place and nowhere else. After the morning toilet, I changed into normal clothes. I mean, the ones I got from Anie, not the ones from Demian. I went out into the corridor and almost bumped into a large muscular chest.
What bad luck.
I looked into certain amber eyes and tried not to smile.
"Let's go eat something" He took my hand and led me to the kitchen. He took food for us and sat me on his lap, sitting at the table. I was a little scared because everyone looked at us like we were some new species, but when I saw Anie's happy face and the smile on her partner's face, I immediately got over it.
Ha! Do you think I'll cringe? You're wrong. I thought as I took a piece of pancake with a fork. I put it in front of Demian's mouth and waited a little nervously to see if he would follow my lead. He looked at me with his lust-hungry eyes and took the pancake into his mouth, licking it in a very passionate way. Gazing at him, I gently bit my lip, immersed in my fantasy.
"Don't tempt me…. because I will take you in front of everyone gathered here." He growled low, knocking me out of my thoughts. In a second I blushed up to my ears and covered my face with my hands.
FUCK!! It's harder than I thought! I was supposed to tempt him but not give in!! I cleared my throat and tried my best to keep my expression neutral. I took the next bite into my mouth and started feeding us. Myself and him, and myself, from time to time engaging in conversation with Anie and Derick.
After breakfast, when everyone had dispersed, Alpha took me off his lap and walked over to Beta, who was standing in the doorway to the kitchen. I sat back at the table and stared at one point, wondering what to do next. I finally agreed to stay and give us a chance, but I guess I should start doing something... Maybe I'll ask Anie later if there's anything I could help them with...
Suddenly I was lifted from my seat and thrown over his shoulder.
I like it when he does that. I thought as I stroked his back with my unruly hands that wanted to caress a certain fleshy ass, unnoticed. Demian must have been at the end of his rope because he growled loudly and slapped my ass in one quick movement.
Startled, I froze. It was something new….. And I liked it…. A smirk spread across my face as I slowly moved my hands down his back, earning another smack. A shiver ran through my body. Finally, I couldn't stand it anymore and squeezed his firm ass with both hands.
He growled loudly and put me down, but he didn't know that I wouldn't wait for him to scold me. As soon as my feet touched the ground, I sprinted down the stairs, laughing wildly and screaming, "I'm sorry!"
I heard a loud "Katee!" and I laughed even harder, speeding up for fear that he would run after me. Running out of the building with a big smile on my face. I turned around and saw the menacing face of a certain Alpha in one of the windows. I blew him a kiss with my hand and his face immediately softened. I felt extremely happy and, wanting to take advantage of the energy that had accumulated as a result, I went looking for a job.
I went to Anie and agreed on what I could do. The rest of the day passed quite quickly doing various jobs that I could and wanted to do.
Sitting down to dinner with Anie, I noticed that there was still no sight or sound of a certain leader of the pack. I didn't see him at dinner either, but there were probably some important things on his mind. After all, Derick and Zaine were missing too. Anie said something about trying to get through their border and that there was always someone there he stayed early. That was probably the only thing I forgot.
Other exiled or rabid wolves that were kicked out or left their packs on their own. So much for that I read it and it just came to me now. After all, I'm human, one swing of someone paw at me and I'm dead.
Yeah…. Well, I chose it myself. Now it's a bit late to worry about that. If I die, I will die. At least among the people I wanted to be with. Ha ha…
If I said it out loud, I would definitely get shot in the head for it. I stroked my head with my hand.
After dinner, going to my room, I stopped by Demian's office for a moment, but I couldn't hear anything. He was most likely at the borders, keeping an eye on security. After the shower, I collapsed on the bed, wondering if he would come today. However, after a whole day of walking and helping, I quickly fell asleep. I woke up in the morning in the arms of a naked man, NAKED!
Man... A shit… here we go again.