Song Rec'd: "All I Want" — Kodaline.
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I took a taxi back to our penthouse and headed straight to my room, hiding the slip and files in my closet. A wave of guilt washed over me for leaving him like that, but I didn't want to break down in front of him. I lay on my bed, sobbing quietly into my pillow. Usually, he would be here to give me one of his awkwardly comforting cuddles, but that wasn't the case today. I was here. Alone.
Thoughts raced through my mind about how I would raise two kids by myself. What if he decided to take them away from me?
If my father lost his case, we'd be done for. I couldn't go back to Castiel while he was in jail. Being with the daughter of the man who murdered your family didn't seem plausible. What if he got angry with me one day? What if I reminded him of my father?
I shut my eyes and slowly drifted off to sleep.
