Song' Rec: I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For — U2.
All I want — Kodaline.
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Castiel took a few steps away from me, and I suddenly felt a sharp pang in my heart—regret, perhaps. I hopped down from the kitchen island, adjusted my nightdress, and hurried out of the room before he could laugh or react as he had the last time. But nothing came.
I shut the door behind me and paced to fro on the floor, unconsciously chewing on my fingers as I scolded myself for being so careless. I hated how easily I succumbed to his touch—so weak, so loose. I detested that I couldn't stop thinking about him, that I kept wishing our moments would last longer. Why couldn't he just stick to the rules we'd set? Why hadn't I rebuked him earlier?
