"Hey guys!! If this reel found you! Know that the universe has a message for you!" I shuffled the cards, picking out three of the ones i felt the most drawn to and laying them out in front of the Camera as i prepared myself for the interpretation "Ok! So first things first, the universe here wants you to be aware that sometimes things are not what they seem! Especially when it comes to your manifestations, be careful what you manifest and wish for, you never know when it could turn into your worst nightmare. Especially in the matters of love! I hope this resonated and I'll see you guys next time! Bye bye" I clicked on the stop button, ending the video, picking up the cards which i had laid down on the background made out of grass i plucked them back into the deck, knocking on it three times to cleanse any leftover energy.
Yeah. That's my life. A small Tarot youtuber and a aspiring instagram Channel with barely 500 followers, 444 followers to be exact. But hey?! Everyone must start from somewhere right? That's what I keep telling myself to keep pushing, to keep trying new things in hopes of finally going viral. I got off the bed, as I packed up the grass Mat i use for filming up, packing up my half broken tripod and throwing it inside my almirah. Ring ring ring ring i heard the ring of my phone as i picked it up "Hello ma? Yeah? No i was just filming, no no i am not hungry. Ok ok yes. Yeah i have to go to college tomorrow. No i don't need anything i have everything yeah, ok. Bye bye" i cut the call. Well. Indian moms, they care about your school and college more than you yourself do, I can't blame her honestly, i walked out of my room as i went to the kitchen to get a glass of water, sun had already set outside as the entire landscape was covered in a dark hue. Soft wind blowed outside which caused the Trees to ruffle and create a beautiful melody which helped to sooth my mind. I turned on the lights of the kitchen filling a glass of water, as I suddenly turned back, i swear i had felt something.
It's been like this for the past few weeks. Constantly feeling as though someone is watching me. Just watching. No reaction no anything. Only watching. Or it could also be my Paranoia, i convinced myself as i walked to my room, plucking my headphones in, putting on my daily subliminal playlist He can't live without you- manifest a Yandere Dark book boyfriend that's what it's called. Yes. So what?. I am trying to manifest a book boyfriend. I barely have any hope but, i do listen to it daily, it's been more than 2 months and honestly no signs no anything, well at least the music on this subliminal is good, i turned it on, as the song begun Let the world burn by Chris Grey.
"I'd let the world burn, let the world burn for youu..." I found myself singing slightly with the song, can't explain it but, this song always seems to transport me into another world whenever i listen to it, no matter how many times i listen to it. I sat up, opening my balcony door attached to my room, as i stepped out, it was already late now, Almost 9pm no one was out, no kids playing in the park, no youngsters walking on the streets, the only sound was the distant honking of cars and the soft rustling of trees, as my eyes caught something strange, which. I admit may be partially because of the sort of song playing on my headphones, My eyes landed on 2 crows, Seemingly larger in size than normal crows, perching on the Railing across my home, on my neighbours rooftop. I don't know what was worst. Their intense stares of me or their red eyes.
RINGGGGG the loud ring of the doorbell snapped me out of my daze, as i Shut the balcony door immediately running to the front door opening it, letting my parents walk in, as i grabbed few of the carrybags from their hangs, keeping them in the kitchen, i laughed "you did a lot of shopping!!" My mom huffed as she grabbed a glass of water drink "Well, we were out of groceries, a lot of them.... actually nevermind all of them Thena" My mom sat down on the sofa, letting her long light brown hair fall down her back, we she took them out of the bun, My dad walked in behind, with my younger brother Samarth in Tow, He kept the bags down as My brother Laughed ordering me "Hey!! At least get me some water!! Look how hardworking i am!" He Snickered, as I scoffed "Too badd! Get it yourself!!" I remark back with equal fevor. It was such a thing between us, as it is between all siblings, a sort of friendly rivalry, I walked back to my room, as I sat down, Picking up my bag, and deciding to study, i mean...I had nothing better to do. ever since i came from college Today, at around 4 in the evening, I haven't got the time to even touch my bag, so it was much to suprise, when i opened my bag to find "a tarot card??" I muttered, i took it out as i flipped it "The devil....." I felt my blood go cold, The devil in Tarot meant obsession, ego and possesion that too not in the most good way. "This isn't a card from any of my decks either" the card in itself was beautiful, with a black background, and the picture of the devil, siting on a iron throne, with his black wings spread wide, this was unlike any artwork i had ever seen, mostly you'd find the face of a goat in the devil card but this one? No it had a beautiful man illustrated on it, siting shirtless on a huge beautiful obsidian throne, Tattoos covered his chest, a simple iron crown siting on his head, as instead of two chains in his hands he had one, "strange" and on the other end of the chain was...me.