Two weeks had already passed by since I left from Alaric's place. Rather than forgetting about him, I felt as if a part of me was left behind. I was getting worse as days went by, unable to get him out of my head. Memories of him kept haunting me even in my dreams. I could hear his voice in my head calling out my name, asking me to go back to him, like he was in agony, pain and despair breaking me completely. I wished I could back to him but I had no courage to do so. What would I say to him? That I was madly in love with him and I could not get him out of my head? That would sound absurd calculating I had only stayed with him not more than three days. He might even suspect me of being a spy sent by his enemies to lure him, and might kill me for real tis time.
