Have you ever been in love with someone who doesn't have a sweet side for you , someone who every one knows for a bad guy, only you claims he is nice, being inlove is really a good thing but seems awful to be inlove with some one who doesn't know you exit.
I'm Salma, just as my name I'm clear, I'm in my second year in grade 12 I'll be graduating next year, I just feel like not leaving cause I'll miss my crush ' Nelson' he is just good in everything unlike me he knows how to study, play basketball, sing lovely songs, he is super rich. I'm just the exact opposite of him , just that we are not super poor we are just ok . Tge only thing I know how to do is write in my diary, watch Chinese dramas, play games and sing Nelson's songs accurately, Oh I forgot I also know how to think about Nelson.
Each time I open my Physics or Math bote it seems I'm cursed or us there any other person that doesn't fall asleep while reading Physics, sometimes I even sleep during classes and it looks embarrassing when I get called out in front of Nelson, though he never turns to look at the bug which was being called out, he is just a book worm, how can we 4eally fit ? At least I know I'm not the only dumb person my GF is.
Shhhh let she don't see this.
Sorry I didn't say good sides of me I actually know English language, programming al most especially writing of codes abd debuging computers.
I just know that Nelson isn't good at English and I hope one day i would meet me to teach him. My hobbies are writing in my dairy , and writing codes cause I wish one day I'll use a code to confess my feelings for Nelson .
Hihihihi I'm crazy right.
" Salma it's time for dinner" my Mom yelled from the door .
" Ok mom I'll be there in a jiff" I walked out to the dinning table.
" Hi dad, hi mom "
" Hw was your day "
" Preety better"
" Sis you're always late for dinner" I just hate it when my younger sister is around, she is the most annoying person I've ever seen, I glared at her because if I did touch her tger will be an unending argument between me and my mom which is what I don't want to happen.
" Salma I and you mom have decided to change your school " my dad said.
" Why dad?" I asked trying to hesitate .
" We agreed that the fees are too expensive and you're too poor in Mathematics and Physics "
Impossible I can't leave Nelson " Nooo" I said but only I heard my self, I really can't.
" Dad, mom please I can't"
" You should the reason Is mainly because of your poor results"my mom said softly, I really, really can't my works will seem to an end if I don't see him.
" Mom can you just give me a month I'll try to improve "
" You have always promised to improve"
" Mom please" I pledged signaling my dad to help me plead, he seems to be the only one that understands me well.
First he coughed slightly.
" Umm honey I think we should give her the chance, she seems serious this time"
" Yes mum" I said with a pitiful face .
" Dad even if you give her a decade of time she won't improve her brain is just blocked" my annoying sis said I just glared at her with hatered.
" Millie, control it" my mom said she seems to be buying my idea.
" Salma you gave one month to get 780 points in total, mathematics and Physics should be up to 80 points each not less.
" Ok mom thanks, I'll be heading to my room" I rushed out I could hear my sister's giggles.
First I took my dairy and write my schedule for tomorrow which would be my first day of study.
THROWING UP OLD JUNKS
# no more Chinese dramas.
# no more games.
# no more chats from 10pm.
# no more sleeping during classes.
# no eating of junks during classes .
I think I'll be ok with this, I took out my Physics note to study I really didn't understand anything, while I was still try to understand the curse came again I tried to stay still not wanting to sleep. I heard a knock on my room door.
" Com'on in"
" Have some milk" my mom said handing milk .
" Thanks mom" I took a sip and stared at her as she reached for the knob and stopped.
" Don't stay up late " I nodded and she opened the door leaving, I heard the creaking of the door.
I tried fixing my head on the boring book, I didn't know when I snoozed off.
## when you are in love you need to be ready to sacrifice something even if you don't get loved but at least you showed love. ##