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Chapter 7 - Doubt;Realisation

As you sink deeper into meditation once again, something shifts within you—doubt creeps into the corners of your mind, like a shadow lurking just beyond the light. The endless silence of the Tower, the stillness of the stone door, the trial that seems impossible to overcome—it all begins to weigh heavily on your spirit.

How long have I been here? The question swirls through your thoughts, unbidden. Days, months? Maybe even years? The passage of time has become meaningless within the Tower's strange, otherworldly reality. The weight of the endless climb begins to settle over your soul, and a knot of anxiety tightens in your chest.

Who am I? The question rises like a whisper, quiet at first but growing louder. Your name, once so clear in your mind, feels distant now. You search your memory, but it's as if it's been erased, or perhaps buried under layers of fog. What was once certain now seems fragile, and you struggle to recall the person you were before stepping into this place. Why were you so determined to climb this tower? For a wish? For power? Or something more? The purpose that once drove you forward now feels clouded, and in its place is a deep, gnawing sense of uncertainty.

The silence in the chamber grows oppressive, the flickering lights casting eerie shadows on the walls, as if mocking your inner turmoil. The room, once full of mystical wonder, now feels like a prison. You begin to question everything—the Tower, the trials, even your very existence.

Why am I climbing this Tower? The thought is sharp, almost painful. The Tower promised something at its summit, something you believed in. But as the doubt sinks its claws deeper into you, even that promise feels hollow. What if there is no summit? What if the trials never end?

You look around the chamber, and for the first time, a shadow of fear crosses your face. The immensity of the Tower, the seemingly infinite floors above, the unknown dangers that lie ahead—it all begins to feel overwhelming. Your heart races, and for a moment, you feel as though the walls themselves are closing in on you.

The stillness of the door, the failure of your efforts, and the endless passage of time have begun to erode your sense of self. The question looms larger in your mind, suffocating the fire that once burned so brightly within you: What if I never leave this place?

The energy of the Tower swirls around you, indifferent to your struggles. The trial awaits your next move, but for the first time, the path ahead feels uncertain—almost terrifying.

Amid the flood of existential doubt and fear, a sudden, sharp thought pierces through the haze: Why haven't I needed food? Why haven't I felt tired?

The questions hit you like a revelation, as if some hidden truth is stirring from deep within your subconscious. You try to think back to when you first entered the Tower, remembering the long days, the endless staircases, the countless moments lost in meditation—and yet, you've never felt the familiar pangs of hunger, nor the dull ache of exhaustion. Your body feels no strain from the time spent here, despite what should have been impossible.

Your mind races, pulling at the threads of this mystery. How long have I been here? Time, which once seemed to stretch endlessly, now feels like an illusion, something that may not even exist within the Tower's walls. The normal laws of reality—time, hunger, fatigue—seem suspended. Something is keeping you alive, sustaining you without food or rest. But why? And what?

A new question rises, cutting through the fog of doubt: What force is protecting me?

The Tower, which moments ago felt like a prison, now seems... deliberate. This place, this impossibly large and powerful structure—it hasn't let you wither away, hasn't allowed madness to overtake you, despite the endless solitude and trials. The thought of an unseen force watching over you, sustaining you, sparks a new kind of fear, but also fascination. What if the Tower itself is sustaining you? What if it has a purpose for you, keeping you alive because you are meant to climb, meant to endure?

Your heart beats faster, and you find yourself strangely calm in the face of this realization. The despair that had begun to creep in is now being replaced by something different—a sense of significance. Perhaps the Tower is more than a test of strength or will. Perhaps it has chosen you for something beyond the trials, something grander than you can yet understand.

You stand, gazing at the stone door once more, feeling the mystical energy in the air not just as a challenge, but as part of the force that's been protecting you all along. The Tower is alive—alive with purpose, with magic, and with an awareness that perhaps extends far beyond your own understanding. And it has been keeping you whole, waiting for you to realize this truth.

But the questions still remain: Why? Why you? What awaits at the summit?

The answers seem just beyond your grasp, but the fear that once filled you begins to fade, replaced by a burning curiosity. You aren't just surviving this place—you are a part of it, in some way.