FEIDEM:
I know I didn't play the part of being a father to Raven and I know she dislikes Agatha, but I also have a responsibility to Agatha and I have to play that role, the only thing I did wrong is that Raven feels that she is no longer important to me, because of Agatha…
"Where is Raven?"
Agatha opened the door when I got home... I just looked down when Agatha asked me about Raven.
"She's not coming home, she has no intention of coming home, Agatha... I've lost everything, including my only child with Shantelle"
"I'm still here, and OUR son"
She hugged me, that's what I'm thankful for, that Agatha is always there for me no matter what happens... A few moments later, the door suddenly opened loudly... We saw Raven looking at Agatha and me, we could see in her eyes the hatred and disdain, when she saw me and Agatha hugging each other...
"Daughter."
"Daughter? You still have the gut to call me your CHILD... all I know is that you DON'T have a child Feidem ever since you chose that girl, I forgot about you being my father, I forgot that I still have a father left..."
RAVEN:
I felt pain on my cheek, because Daddy slapped me...
"Are you happy Daddy? Are you happy because of what you did?"
I just laughed at what was happening...
"I was expecting this to happen, that you would really hurt me physically because of Agatha, so I'm not surprised" I said with a smirk on my face.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to slapped you."
"Don't worry DAD, nothing or NO ONE will get on your way to stop you from being with Agatha now. That's what you want, right, go ahead, but forget that I'm your child, that you still have a child, because since you chose that second woman and your bastard in her womb, and I've forgotten about you being my father, and besides I'm not worth it, isn't it, for the love of a father, for your love"
"That's not true Raven, I love you, you and your mommy, but I hope you understand me too, I have a responsibility to your aunt, I'm going to have a child with her, your sibling needs me, I hope you understand that"
"YES DAD YOU'RE GONNA HAVE A CHILD AND CONGRATS TO YOU AND YOUR SECOND UNMARRIED AND GOLD DIGGER WIFE, I UNDERSTAND THAT, THAT'S WHY I KEPT MY LINE, I PUT UP BOUNDARIES, AND ANOTHER THING, THAT'S THE REASON I PUSHED AGATHA BEFORE, DON'T YOU REALIZE THAT WHY I PUSHED THAT WOMAN, IS TO KILL YOUR S..."
I didn't finish what I was going to say, Daddy slapped me again... this time my lips were really bleeding... I know it hurts him that I killed my own sibling, his child with another woman... But what about me? For a long time I longed for the attention a father should give to his child... I know Im too selfish...
"Are you done? GO AWAY IF YOU WANT TO... I DON'T HAVE A DAUGHTER WHO CAN KILL A PERSON! Especially her own sibling, you're a disgrace to this family"
"Wow... now you at least admit it dad, that you hate me. Do I have to tell you... Why did I do that, Dad? to make you realize that you still have a child, your world just revolves around Agatha and your future child, and you made me feel like I'm all alone... you set me aside... and only think about them... what about me who is your child with the woman you married, loved for almost 16 years... I did everything to make you notice me."
"I did everything for you Raven, gave you all the luxuries, is that still not enough for you?"
"DAD, I DON'T NEED MATERIAL THINGS, I DON'T NEED FANCY CLOTHES, I DON'T NEED EXPENSIVE EQUIPMENT... LOVE, I NEED A FATHER'S LOVE, NOT MATERIAL THINGS"
But I'm always get to be set aside by my father because of Agatha, I knew that that is going to happen, so I prepared myself for a long time...
"It only shows that you have forgotten Mommy, you didn't even remember her birth day, and her death anniversary, your WEDDING anniversary, you don't remember THOSE anymore... and Mommy is the only one who really loved me, right, DAD"
He didn't said anything, he just look down and couldn't look at me...
"By the way, I'm going to get my things, so that nothing will hinder you, I'll be the one to leave the house, maybe you'll be happy now Agatha, you'll be able to be together with my father and this luxuries that my dad and mom built just for me... Their legitimate child."
"Raven, where are you going?"
"Somewhere far from you, I might just kill your other woman..."
I went up to get my things, I've been planning to leave for a long time, I just couldn't find the time, so I didn't even get my things ready... I'm already had enough because of that sly woman...
"Wait, maybe we can talk about this, Raven?"
I stopped walking up the stairs... because of what Agatha said...
"Talk about it? (I laughed), and that really came from you, are you kidding, Agatha?"
I faced them...
"Now tell me how we can settle this matter ABOUT YOU... being with my dad and bearing his child as easy as you think it is?"
"We can fix it, why does someone have to leave?"
" Agatha is right, Raven"
"Of course, she was right, SHE... WAS... ALWAYS... RIGHT! Why do I have to leave this house, if I'm the legitimate child here... isn't it Agatha? Who will left now?"
I look at Agatha...
"It's totally you, Agatha..."
"RAVEN!!"
I didn't pay attention to them, after I got my things I immediately went out and went downstairs, while Daddy stopped me...
"Raven please, you're all I have, don't leave me"
"It's too late Dad, you should have thought of that before you brought that girl home... from the beginning you knew I didn't want her for you, even with another girl you introduced to me as your wife, but you still pursue this matter and brought her here. DAD! you've been blinded by the responsibility you are talking about because she is carrying your child… but you didn't think of how I would feel"
Maybe I'm so harsh saying that thing to my own father, but that was the truth, and I couldn't hide it any more...
"You give your illegitimate child with such affection and care that you didn't give me from the very start, so tell me what should I feel about that dad?"
Then I left, I got in my car and went to Kio's house, when I arrived...
"Raven? What happened to your lip, and why is your cheek swollen?"
"Nothing, by the way, do you know any job I can work on? Even part time?"
He shrugged...
"Nothing"
"In the underworld fight?"
"No... can't do..."
"That's all I can think of, I can't work in offices or restaurants as a waitress yet, because Daddy will look for me, and Daddy has connections, so I can't work at such establishments, besides I'm not graduate yet."
"Fine, in the gang fight you can... not in the underworld"
"It's okay, but I'll look for a decent job tomorrow"
"Good then"
"By the way, why did you just come back late at afternoon"
"Trouble at home, Daddy is preventing me from leaving and Agatha is still fighting, so there is another argument"
"Why did you leave even Uncle doesn't want you to leave."
"Because I can't take being in the same house with Agatha, and I never dreamed of having a step mother in my whole life... and one more thing... I know that girl is hiding a secret... and I need to know that"
"Oh my gosh... that's why you left... it will be easier if you're always with her in the same house and at least you'll know in a short time if he's really hiding something... You don't know about her... Alright... for now, just relax, we'll leave tonight "
"Where are we going?"
"To a place where you can watch real action later... Just like you watch on T.V."
"Really... Really?"
"Yes"
"Promise?"
"Promise."
"Okay, if you say so, I'm going upstairs to rest for a while..."
I went upstairs with my luggage... when I got to my room, I saw my family photo...
"It's a shame the family you built, Mommy, was just ruined by that woman, do you believe it? He chose his woman over me..."
I feel like I'm crazy talking to the photo of a dead person even if I know she can't hear me
"Sorry Mom, I chose to stay away from Daddy rather than settle our fight, I'm a coward, I'm a coward to wait that maybe Daddy won't change."