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Chapter 15 - The outlast

I can feel the hollowness gnawing at me, sharper than hunger. The cold isolation of this cell presses down like a second skin, but I refuse to let the discomfort show. Miller's retreat has left me in silence, but I'm not truly alone—my own darkness coils around me, simmering, patient. It's a quiet rage, unyielding, yet contained, waiting for the right moment.

His words replay in my mind. "What if I've become the monster I swore to fight?" He's finally looking in the mirror, seeing his reflection twist and distort, as if my own shadow has begun seeping into his. It's a rare crack in his façade, and I won't waste it.

Miller might have godlike aspirations, but he's human enough to be haunted by his own morality. That's his weakness. His hesitation, his inner conflict—they're cracks I can widen. I only need to wait, and watch. The hero he wants to be and the tyrant he fears becoming are at war, and when that conflict finally pulls him apart, I'll be there to step through the wreckage.

I shift, pressing my back against the wall, and close my eyes. The hunger won't beat me, but the tension in this place grows tighter, like a thread stretched to its breaking point. I can almost feel it fraying.

For now, I let Miller wrestle with his doubts alone, let him stew in the haunting echo of his own humanity. Soon enough, I'll be ready. And by the time he realizes what he's done, it'll be far too late for him to undo it.

The campus is eerily familiar, and yet everything feels like a lie. After two weeks of isolation, starvation, and Miller's relentless attempts to break me, they've let me go. No explanation, no formal charges—just a silent return to the world like nothing happened. I walk past familiar faces, hear the casual murmur of students in hallways, watch as professors drone on as if I hadn't been dragged out of this place, stripped of freedom, of basic humanity.

Lucy's waiting in our dorm when I get back, glancing up as I step in. She greets me with a slight smile, her pen poised over her notebook, as if this is just another day, as if she hasn't noticed my sudden disappearance. No questions, no suspicion, just a polite, distant friendliness that would make me laugh if I weren't so tired.

"You were gone for a bit," she says lightly, eyes flicking back to her writing. "Hope you're doing alright?"

I force a casual shrug. "Had some things to take care of. Nothing important." It's a lie, of course, but she doesn't press further. She never does. I've built that trust, that expectation that I'm just a quiet, unassuming guy with his own private life.

The rest of the day passes in a surreal haze. Professors carry on as usual. Friends nod or smile in passing, giving no sign that they even noticed my absence. It's like the last two weeks never happened, like I'm slipping back into my role so seamlessly that I almost question whether Miller's imprisonment was a twisted illusion.

But it wasn't. My wrists still bear faint marks from the restraints, and every step feels like it's haunted by the memory of cold concrete floors, the sickening smell of antiseptic, Miller's voice laced with barely contained frustration. The remnants of his questioning linger in my mind: "Do you think this is a game, V?" The answer, I realize, is yes.

If they think they've subdued me, they're gravely mistaken. I can feel the dark passenger stirring, its hunger sharper, fueled by the rage and humiliation they tried to beat out of me. The veneer I wear—the calm, harmless student—is thinner than ever, and every casual smile, every nod, is starting to feel like an insult. They don't realize what I'm capable of, what Miller has unknowingly awakened in me.

I glance over at Lucy as she scribbles in her notebook, oblivious, still tucked neatly into the comfortable world she believes is real. She sees me as the same person she's always known, quiet and distant, no different from before. And maybe for now, that's how it needs to be.

But I know better. They think they can pretend this never happened, that I'll fall back into line like a good little subject. But they've underestimated me—again. And Miller, with all his doubts and desperate efforts to contain me, will see soon enough that letting me walk free was their worst mistake yet.

As I sit in the quiet hum of the library, flipping through pages without really reading, I feel a dark purpose begin to settle in my mind. The head of government security—Director Steele—isn't just another bureaucratic cog in the machine; he's the very spine of it, the force keeping Miller and his surveillance in play. He's the reason I was taken, tortured, locked away in a cell. And I know now, after overhearing enough whispers and sifting through enough classified files, that Steele has sanctioned the deaths of countless others, just like me—targets deemed "threats" to the order he claims to protect.

I imagine him in his office, cold and calculating, signing off on lives like they're pieces of paperwork, each signature a death sentence, each command another life erased. He thinks he's untouchable, hidden behind layers of power, an entire network of agents, analysts, and guards at his disposal. But he's forgotten something, something they all forget: men who hide behind shields of power often leave their back exposed.

Over the next few days, I start putting the pieces into place. I know that Steele won't make it easy; men like him are careful, always watching for signs of rebellion, for anyone who might turn against them. But the dark passenger has been restless ever since my release, urging me to act, to dismantle the forces that tried to break me. It's whispering strategies in my ear, ideas so complex and ruthless that even I am taken aback.

The first step is simple: surveillance. I begin watching Steele, tracing his daily movements. He's methodical, predictable—though perhaps that's part of the trap, a calculated routine designed to mislead. But I know better than to underestimate him. I know better than to let my anger cloud my judgment.

I find myself in the records room late at night, long after the halls have cleared. The government files are encrypted, secured behind a labyrinth of digital firewalls, but I have my ways. Hours slip by as I sift through reports, memos, security clearances. I'm not just looking for Steele's schedule; I'm studying his mind, mapping out his tactics, tracing each command he's issued that led to another name erased from existence. Each time I read one of his orders, the weight of the lives he's sacrificed settles heavier on my shoulders, feeding the dark passenger, stoking its fire.

Finally, I find it—a weakness. Steele conducts inspections personally, moving through sites considered "secure" so he can keep them on edge, his presence a constant reminder of his control. And in two weeks, he'll be visiting a location that's remote enough, isolated enough, for me to make my move without drawing attention.

The plan takes shape, a web of misdirection and calculated destruction. I'll use the surveillance I've gathered to orchestrate a series of incidents—small, deliberate disruptions that will force Steele's security team to spread thin, leaving him just vulnerable enough. The beauty of it lies in its simplicity. He'll believe he's stepping into just another inspection, a routine check-up on a facility, completely unaware that he's stepping into a trap laid by the very shadow he's tried to contain.

It won't be quick. No, Steele deserves more than a swift end; he deserves to see the very machine he's built turned against him, to feel the walls of his own design close in on him. When the moment comes, he'll understand the weight of every life he's snuffed out under the guise of order. And in that final moment, as he realizes the depths of his own vulnerability, he'll know exactly who orchestrated it.

For now, I wait, calculating each step with surgical precision. The dark passenger is patient, feeding off the promise of what's to come, the taste of vengeance sharpened to a fine point. Steele has no idea, and as I walk the campus halls, returning to the routines they've forced me back into, I keep my mask in place, smiling faintly at classmates and nodding politely to professors. They have no idea either.

But in two weeks, that will all change.

The days tick by slowly, each one a steady beat counting down to Steele's inspection. I keep up appearances, staying in step with campus routines, pretending to be just another student. My classmates talk about exams, weekend plans, and the occasional scandal that ripples through the university. They have no idea of the plan slowly unfurling in my mind, the dark satisfaction building with every detail I set into place.

Each night, after everyone has gone, I slip away, digging deeper into Steele's network, tracing connections, setting traps. Every piece I uncover confirms what I already knew—he's a man who believes himself beyond reach, a god in a fortress. But I know that every fortress has its vulnerabilities, and I've mapped his down to the last corridor.

The night before the inspection, I'm back in my dorm, rehearsing each stage of the plan, ensuring every variable has been accounted for. The dark passenger stirs in me, restless, urging me forward, guiding me as I anticipate each move, every possible reaction Steele's security could have. There's an exhilarating clarity to it—a calm before the storm.

The inspection facility itself is a research station in the mountains, a place isolated enough to ensure "security," but close enough to the city that no one asks questions. He'll arrive with a small team, just enough to assert his authority. And once he's inside, I'll pull the trigger on the first disruption—a minor breach in one of the facility's lower chambers. His guards will scatter, attending to what they'll think is an isolated incident, unaware that they're being maneuvered like pawns.

The next morning, as I board the bus that will take me within reach of the research site, I feel a pulse of energy thrumming through me. The passengers around me are oblivious, some half-asleep, others chatting idly. I sink into the seat, pulling the hood of my jacket lower over my face, and let the quiet anticipation settle in. This time, I'm not just playing the game—I'm controlling it, one move at a time.

As the facility comes into view, I slip off the bus and fall back, keeping my distance as Steele's convoy arrives. He steps out, his posture confident, eyes scanning his surroundings with the casual arrogance of a man who's never had to look over his shoulder. I let him go inside, counting the seconds, watching as his guards spread out along the perimeter, taking up their posts.

Then, with a tap on my phone, I activate the first breach.

The alarm blares, echoing off the mountains. The guards rush to the lower chamber, exactly as I predicted. Steele remains inside, likely annoyed but undeterred, assuming it's a minor disturbance. But the real trap is just beginning. I've rerouted the facility's internal cameras, redirecting the feeds to loop harmless images of empty hallways, masking my movements as I make my way in through a service door.

Inside, the facility is quiet, empty except for the muffled voices of guards through the walls. I navigate the dim corridors, moving closer to Steele's position, every step bringing me closer to the man who's been my target for weeks.

He's in a control room, leaning over a desk as he studies a set of screens showing static images. He hasn't yet realized that the looped feeds are covering my approach. I stand in the shadows, watching him for a moment, letting the tension build, savoring the moment he's about to understand.

Finally, I step forward, letting my presence be known.

Steele's head jerks up, his expression flickering from surprise to a dark anger as he recognizes me. "V. I should have known you'd pull something like this."

I offer a slight smile, stepping closer. "You did know. You just didn't believe it would work."

His hand reaches for the holster at his side, but I'm faster. In one fluid motion, I pin him against the wall, and for the first time, he looks vulnerable. His arrogance falters, just for a second, as he realizes that I've planned every step to bring us here.

"You're responsible for countless deaths," I say, my voice steady, controlled. "You sit in your high tower, deciding who lives and who dies, all under the guise of 'security.' How many innocent people have you erased, Steele? How many lives have you ended without a second thought?"

His gaze hardens, a sneer forming on his lips. "You don't understand the burden of control, the sacrifices that have to be made. This world needs order. Without it, people like you—dangerous anomalies—would tear everything apart."

"Order?" I scoff. "You justify your slaughter as 'order'? You're no better than the chaos you claim to control. You're just the opposite side of the same coin, using fear as a weapon to control others."

His sneer deepens, but there's a flicker of something else—maybe fear. "You think you're righteous, V? You think you're the hero here?"

I lean closer, meeting his gaze, letting the dark passenger flicker just beneath the surface. "No. I'm not a hero, Steele. I'm exactly what you tried to create—a shadow, a weapon. Only now, I'm aimed at you."

He opens his mouth to respond, but he won't get the chance. I've studied every angle, accounted for every variable, and this is the inevitable end. With one final, controlled motion, I end it, watching as the light fades from his eyes.

When it's over, I step back, my heartbeat steady, the adrenaline fading. The guards will be back soon, and they'll discover the aftermath. They'll assume it was an attack, a breach they failed to contain, but they'll never know the real reason Steele was alone when it happened.

As I slip back into the night, the dark passenger quiets, sated—for now. I return to campus under cover of darkness, stepping back into my role, blending seamlessly into the fabric of normalcy. No one will suspect the quiet, unassuming student, the one who spends hours in the library, who goes unnoticed in the crowd.

But I know the truth. I've dismantled the spine of their system, struck fear where they believed themselves untouchable. And if Miller or anyone else dares to come after me, they'll learn the same lesson Steele did. Because I've become something they can't control, a shadow they can't contain.

For now, I wait, biding my time, watching as the world slowly realizes that the game has changed.